The next morning I woke up and he was still there. I was afraid that he would leave, but I was so thankful that he didn't. Because he stayed I felt like he would stay forever or at least for my forever. I had never loved him more than I did right now. We had been so distant, but this had brought us back together. I finally felt like everything would be okay if we just stayed here in this bed. I didn't want to face the world. I wanted Klaus and me to be the only two that existed. I wanted to freeze this moment. Then the silence lifted when Klaus said," You seem…peaceful."

I smiled," For once…I am."

He smiled," I don't want to get up."

"Me neither."

"But we have to. Kol is still out there."

"Why must Kol always ruin our fun?"

Then his face turned serious." I promise you Kol will not ruin what is between us. Nothing could separate us."

Then I said," Except death."

He kissed me," Death makes life more precious."

Then the perfect day was gone because we got out of the bed, dressed, and went downstairs. Life had come rushing back to us. I wanted to retreat, but that was for cowards. For now we would put our love on hold to find Kol. After that our real life could begin. I started walking around town looking for any place that I think he would be, but then I remembered that he wanted to find me, so I should just wait for him. I went to go get a drink. I noticed now that I was human I drinked more. It seemed kind of ironic, but I couldn't take all the emotions sometimes. So I sit down at the bar and order a drink. I stared at it for a few minutes. I knew I Shouldn't drink because I knew that Kol would take advantage of that, but I really needed one. I put the drink to my lips, but I set it down again. I guess today was the day that I would stop drinking. Great time to make a resolution I guess. Then Kol sat beside me. I looked at him with his cocky smile. He looked as hot as ever, which I hated. But now I could tell that I loved Klaus more. I did love Kol, but not the way I love Klaus.

Then for some reason my mind was clouded. Suddenly Kol seemed irresistible to me. I wanted to get closer to him. I wanted things I haven't wanted in so long. What was wrong with me? Then I heard Kol say," Are you okay?"

I asked," What did you do to me?"

"I'm not doing it. I feel odd to."

I felt like I couldn't breathe." Then who?"

Then both of our good judgment faded away. Everything I wanted was about to be over. Everything I wanted with Klaus would end. Klaus would never take me back after this. Then Klaus was clouded by thoughts of Kol and what I wanted to do with him. I had this burning desire in me, and it was for Kol. I yearned for him. When we got back to his place he kissed me. It was so fiery and passionate, but I couldn't help think that something was missing. Then my mind was back on him. The way his face was shaped and his skin fascinated me. His skin it was different. It had no feather tattoo. Wait what tattoo? But before I could answer my lips were back on Kol's. We began to melt into each other. The spark had burned into a roaring fire. I felt amazing, but I felt hollow. Then we were in the bed, and we consummated this…love? No, what was this? I loved him, but I didn't have a reason to. When it was over I looked at him. His face was so beautiful, but then the veil lifted. I no longer found him desirable. I had just slept with Kol. I couldn't believe that this happened. I asked," Who would do this?

He seemed just as horrified as me." I…wait…Esther."

"What?"

"Esther wants Klaus to take her deal, and maybe he will if the woman he loves sleeps with me."

I didn't have words to reply so I just left. I was thankful that he didn't follow me. I think he was just as shocked as me. I could tell that he wanted me back but not like this. This didn't make any sense, and how could their mother be this cruel. I have never met the woman and now I hated her just like her children did. Sometimes I wished Kol was the one because now he was human, but Kol was good sex, but Klaus was true love and great sex. Now I just needed Klaus to understand and still have me. He would see this as betrayal, but I had to tell him.

When I came back to the house Klaus was waiting on me. I told him everything that happened. Everything was just flowing out of me. Klaus seemed to be full of rage. I wasn't entirely sure which parts he was mad about. Then he said," I promise you Kol will pay."

I said, "No, It was Esther. It was a part of her plot for you to accept her offer."

"Then she shall pay."

"Klaus, does this change anything?"

He seemed confused." What do you mean?"

"Can you still love me after that?"

He smiled at me," I've loved you for a lifetime. Nothing can change that."

After that I went upstairs to take a shower and change. I wasn't disgusted by the idea of Kol, but I was disgusted that it wasn't Klaus. I don't love Kol anymore like that. After I was finished it had become dark. Klaus waited no longer to visit his mother. I don't know how he found her, but he was a man on a mission. He came in there with this silent rage on his face. He looked like he wanted to tear her limb from limb, but he waited. She looked at him in a strange way. It was love and disgust. How could you feel that way about your child? Then I saw Kol come up behind us. I had asked Klaus to call him and tell him what we were doing. I was afraid that he wouldn't, but for me he did. Then Klaus said," Hello Mother…want to tell me why you put a spell on my girlfriend."

Esther replied," Because she should be with a human and that's not you…well not yet anyway."

"What did you set out to accomplish in this little endeavor."

She smiled," You mean you can't hear it. A child grows in her womb….Kol's child."

Then they all listened and their faces were astonished. I no longer could hear like them but it freaked me out just as much.

Then Esther's face seemed to cringe, and she said," No, wait that can't be right."

I yelled," What?"

"You're caring twins."

I wanted to cry," No…this can't be."

Esther continued," You're pregnant with twins, but they do not share the same father."