Anakin's pov:
We sat next to each other in silence. I just watched her. She had grown so much actually. It was great holding her in my arms last night and I'v realized something. I noticed how beautiful she was and that I had feelings for her. I loved her and I knew I shouldn't, but I loved her so damn much it hurt not having her near me. I just hoped she felt the same for me. She noticed my starring at her. "What?", she asked me, but I couldn't answer her, so I just starred at the ground. "You're beautiful.", I told her and she looked at me amazed and confused. Our eyes met while looking at each other and I could look into her bright blue shining eyes. It was the moment I noticed she has also felt something last night. She sighed and looked back down on the ground. I starred at her for some more moments until my hand moved up to her neck. I couldn't do something I just had to touch her. My fingers ran over the naked skin on her neck and she let me continue. Just after a moment she pushed my hand away, stood up and yelled a "No" at me. "No, stop! You ca-, we just can't.", she said after she got her normal voice back. "Ahsoka" I got up and wanted to take her hands, but she didn't let me. "I am sorry. I just couln't help myself." I always knew she had a better control over herself than I had over myself. "I should go.", she said a bit confused and I guess she just wanted to go away from me.
But as she was about to go I stood in her way not wanting her to leave. "Ahsoka, I know you feel something.", I tried to convince her to stay. She kept looking on the ground. I lifted her skin with my right hand and she looked into my eyes. "I know you feel something, why can't you just admit it?", I asked her and she sighed. "Of course I feel something, but this thing between us cannot happen. You're a Jedi and I am about to become one. It just doesn't work.", she said furiously, but continued with a bit more quiet voice "You see me everyday, could you behave normally in my presence? And on the battlefield? Could you concentrate on the mission instead on me? Could you concentrate on the people we have to save instead on my safety?", she threw the questions against my head. I sat down on the bed knowing she was right. She always was. Sometimes I really wished this stupid rules wouldn't exist. Ahsoka sat down next to me with a bit space between us. "It just wouldn't work.", she said dashed. "Nobody has to know about it.", I told her, but she responded with a really good point "They know everything!" We sat there in silence trying to find a way.
"Everything?", I asked hopefully after a few moments and she looked up at me. "I actually know we wouldn't be the first Jedi who would do this." She looked at me confused. "I'm not going to tell you who, but isn't it true, just because we aren't allowed to love we don't have feelings. And some of us ignore the rules. It wouldn't be the first time we do something without the council liking it.", I said and knew she knew exactly what I meant. "Ahsoka, nobody has to know about it. We could keep it a secret and I will behave normally in your presence, they wouldn't find out." It seemed like she thought about what I just said and I added "It might be a mistake, but it would be worth it." She looked into my eyes and I in hers again, her beautiful eyes which were full of hope now. We came closer to each other and our lips finally met. Her lips tasted heavenly. My tongue asked for entrance and she let me in. First our tongues were fighting for dominance, but she let me win. We closed our eyes and enjoyed the kiss. I put my hands on her cheeks and she wrapped her arms around my neck. We pulled apart needing air and as we were trying to get our breath back we laid down on the bed next to each other. "Something that feels so good can't be wrong.", I said and she nodded agreeing.