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Chapter 4 : Cravings and misunderstandings
Misaki POV:
Usagi always holds me so gently.
I hugged Usagi tightly, and continued to cry.
I've got to stop crying, I'm worrying Usagi
I sniffed then moved a little away from Usagi then smiled at him.
"Thanks Usagi, I'm okay now"
I looked at the clock, and was surprised that it was almost noon.
"Usagi don't you have another meeting today?"
Usagi scowled.
"I don't want to go, I don't want to leave you alone"
Usagi's words made me so happy, but also a little sad at the same time.
I don't want you to leave me, but I can't cause trouble for your work.
I shook my head, I was sitting crossed legged and I put my hand out in front of me on top of each other and leaned forward.
"Usagi, you can't exploit your job! Go to your meeting"
I pouted, Usagi looked at me surprised with his lavender eyes then laughed lightly.
I love your laugh Usagi
"Okay fine, but are you sure you'll be okay?..."
I nodded quickly, Usagi sighed and went to the closet to get his coat, when he slipped on his black coat he looked back at me.
"Misaki, if you need anything don't hesitate to call me"
I smiled happily as Usagi walked out the door. When he left, my smile faded.
Why?... Why did this have to happen? The whole time Usagi was with me, I was craving his blood. I don't want to hurt him, maybe it would be better if I disappear from his life.
Sure it'll hurt him at first but I'm sure he'll get used to it.
I don't want to be without him though... Even though this craving hurts.. I need to find a way to suppress it, for my own sake and Usagi's.
Even now, I was craving blood, it felt like my own blood inside my veins was boiling. It hurt, it was also getting hard to breathe.
What's happening to me?
I looked at the wall mirror I was sitting near, my fangs were sticking out of my mouth, I was panting, it felt like I was starving.
Blood...I need blood...
Nobody was around, I felt like I was dyeing.
What if I actually am dyeing?!
I looked at my wrist, the blue veins perfectly visible. I hungrily sank my teeth into my wrist, I yelped in pain but I started to drink. It felt odd the sensation of blood pulsing out of my veins and the feeling of blood pouring into me at the same time. It tasted great.
After feeding for a while I fell asleep on the ground, exhausted from the previous cravings.
Usagi POV
Throughout the whole meeting I was thinking of Misaki, he had seemed so pale, so weak and he had been ice cold yet he insisted he was fine.
I'm worried, Misaki hates to cause trouble for others, he might be acting like he's okay..
"Oi Akihiko! Pay attention! This meeting is for your damn book!"
Isaka yelled from across the table.
I don't give a damn! I want to be with my Misaki!
"Isaka why am I even here?! I told you I don't care what you do with my book!"
I yelled at him angrily, impatient with all the long useless meetings I've been having to go to.
"It's a formal custom to attend meetings Akihiko! Do your job!"
Isaka yelled, I couldn't stand it anymore.
I have been in too many meetings, and Misaki seems ill, I got to go see Misaki
"I'm leaving"
I got up from the cushioned chair and ran out of Marukawa's publishing office. I exited the building, hopped into my red sports car and started to drive home.
Misaki, I know you said you were okay.. I'm just too worried about you
The drive home seemed to take forever, my cell phone rang and I answered it.
Isaka: you idiot! Come back!
Me: do what you want with the anime, I don't care!
I hung up the phone and tossed it into the passenger seat. For the rest of the drive I silently focused on the road.
When I arrived at me and Misaki's luxurious apartment I ran into our house.
"Misaki!"
I called my loves name, when I heard no response I went into the living room and saw Misaki sleeping on the floor.
Misaki, your going to catch a cold silly
I walked up to him and knelt down to wake him up. I gasped when I saw his wrist was covered in blood and he had a trail of blood dripping from his mouth.
Misaki! Why?! I thought you were happy.. You always made me feel warm inside.. Why did you do that to yourself...
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