^ Finally a good sized chapter..

Chapter 7 : I love you no matter what

Misaki POV

I'm so sorry Usagi.. So sorry how could I... I hurt you, I hurt the one I love..

What kind of person does that?

"Misaki.."

Usagi's voice sounded so kind yet so sad, I looked up into Usagi's lavender eyes, they were filled with such kindness. Not the fear I was expecting.

"I'm sorry Usagi..."

I can't believe that I harmed you, you were trying to make me feel better and were worrying about me..

But I harmed you

Usagi tilted his head and smiled kindly at me, his smile made me feel so warm inside. As if everything was going to be okay.

"Misaki, I don't care what you are, I love you"

Usagi stop.. I want to believe your kind words.

If I do though, I might end up hurting you worse...

You're much too kind..

Usagi licked away the blood that was trailing from his mouth. He grimaced at the taste.

"Usagi, you might get hurt worse by me, I'm sorry.. I'm going to have to leave you"

I moved away from Usagi, my face was lowered so that my chestnut hair covered my face.

I'm sorry.. I love you so I have to leave you

I went to walk away but I felt Usagi's strong arms grab me and pull me towards him. He trapped me in a strong but gentle embrace.

"Usagi please.."

I begged, not wanting to cause any more harm to my beloved.

"No.. I don't want to... If I were to lose you I'd.."

Usagi's voice was one I never heard before. He sounded utterly broken, he was filled with sadness.

Usagi... I keep hurting you... It's all I've been able to do recently...

I'm so sorry..

I went to push Usagi away but he hugged me tighter. I didn't want to leave Usagi's side, I didn't want to leave the person I love.

"Usagi.. When I'm near you.. I crave your blood.. I'm a monster.. I don't want to harm you.."

I couldn't stop myself from half whimpering those words.

Usagi moved slightly away from me so he could see my face. His face was a mixture of sadness and shock.

I'm sorry Usagi..

"Misaki! You're not a monster! You're the farthest thing from a monster!"

Usagi's tone surprised me, he sounded slightly angry. Angry that I called myself a monster.

I'm so happy you still care for me.. But it doesn't matter..

"I crave blood..."

Usagi glared, then brought me close to him.

"Misaki, you're the kindest person I know. You are able to cry your heart out for complete strangers! Not many people can do that! Misaki you're not a monster!"

Those words.. They make me so happy, Usagi I love you so much.. You're always able to wash away my unease.. I wish your sweet and kind words didn't reach my heart so easily..

"Usagi, I'm a danger to you"

I forced those words out of my mouth, hoping that Usagi would let me leave.

It's already hard enough, if you keep up your kindness, I ..

Usagi pulled my head towards his neck and forced my mouth open.

No stop!

What are you doing?!

I don't want to hurt you!

Usagi please!

I struggled furiously, not wanting to bite Usagi. But Usagi was stronger, he slowly forced my fangs into his neck, I felt him tense at the pain.

Usagi!

On instinct I accidentally drank some of his blood, however I forced myself to stop. I pushed myself out of Usagi's arms.

"Baka Usagi! Why did you do that!? Now you're going to become like me!"

My eyes started to water, Usagi smiled at me, his lavender eyes filled with love. He pulled me back to his side.

"I will be like you, you don't need to leave me anymore my love"

He whispered smoothly into my ear, his words made my heart feel like it was about to burst. I hugged him.

"Baka Usagi..."

I smiled and just stayed there in my lovers arms.

Usagi you're such an idiot, I love you so much..

Usagi POV

Misaki you must be hurting so much inside.

You've been worrying about me, I love you.

You're truly the one for me my dear Misaki

"Misaki.."

I looked at my emerald eyed love with kindness. This boy was the only one who could make me feel such strong emotions.

"I'm sorry Usagi..."

Misaki, I wish that for once you would think of yourself before others..

But, maybe the reason I love you so much is because of that

You're so precious to me..

I tilted my head and gave my dear Misaki a kind smile, wanting him to know that everything will be okay.

I'll stay with you even if you hated me

"Misaki, I don't care what you are, I love you"

Misaki, I'll tell you as many times as you need, I love you and nothing will change that.

As long as you are my Misaki, I could never, in a million years come to hate you.

I licked away the blood that had trailed from my mouth, I grimaced at the bitterness of it.

So Misaki is going to be stuck drinking this stuff for as long as he lives?

No.. He's too kind.. He just might end his life to protect others..

I don't like that idea..

Not at all

"Usagi, you might get hurt worse by me, I'm sorry.. I'm going to have to leave you"

Please don't..

Misaki moved away from me, his head was tilted down so his face was covered by his chestnut bangs.

I won't let you leave me..

My Misaki went to walk away from me. I couldn't let him leave me, I grabbed him and pulled him back to me. I trapped him gently in an embrace.

"Usagi please.."

My Misaki begged me, his pleas just made me not want to let go even more.

"No.. I don't want to... If I were to lose you I'd.."

I couldn't even imagine a world without my kind Misaki, I didn't want to even try to imagine one.

Misaki, I don't care about anything just stay with me..

Misaki tried to push me away but I hugged him even tighter. I was not going to let my Misaki leave me, not at all.

"Usagi.. When I'm near you.. I crave your blood.. I'm a monster.. I don't want to harm you.."

Misaki...you're suffering so much, by your own hands..

Misaki whimpered those words.

I moved slightly away from Misaki, I was shocked by his words and at the same time, sad.

Start thinking about your own damn feelings misaki!..

"Misaki! You're not a monster! You're the farthest thing from a monster!"

I surprised myself and Misaki, I was furious. Furious that Misaki called himself a monster.

You're no monster..

"I crave blood..."

I glared at Misaki, I then brought him close to me.

"Misaki, you're the kindest person I know. You are able to cry your heart out for complete strangers! Not many people can do that! Misaki you're not a monster!"

I was speaking the truth, Misaki had mended my heart when it was shattered. He made me so happy when I was with him. I can't bare the thought of being without you.

"Usagi, I'm a danger to you"

I've had enough of Misaki's suffering! I don't want him to think he's alone..

I pulled Misaki's head towards my neck, I forced his mouth open.

I won't allow you to ever be alone Misaki, I will join you in your suffering

Misaki struggled furiously against me. However I am the one who was stronger so I managed to slowly force Misaki's fangs into my neck. I tensed from the pain but it was nothing if it meant I could be with Misaki.

Misaki seemed to instinctively drink my blood, it didn't feel as bad as I thought it would. Misaki suddenly forced himself out if my arms.

"Baka Usagi! Why did you do that!? Now you're going to become like me!"

Tears started to fall from Misaki's emerald eyes, he was crying for me. I smiled and pulled Misaki back to me.

"I will be like you, you don't need to leave me anymore my love"

You won't be alone now

I whispered smoothly into Misaki's ear, I felt him shiver then he hugged me. His tears were still falling.

"Baka Usagi..."

He smiled and we stayed together like that for the longest time.

Yes I'm an idiot

But I'm your idiot

My precious Misaki

hehe I really do hope you enjoyed this story ^_^ , sadly it's now over~ this story was the stepping stone in my attempting to write fluff ~ please tell me what you think of this old story~