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Ok, now I know the memory thing is confusing but I'm going to explain it later when explaining it won't give away quite so many details.  Lets just say that the foreign evil lady had something to do with it.  Sorry this took so damn long to upload but I had a little bit of writers block, but now the keys are clicking away and I think I'm over it.

Queen of my Heart – And You're in my Dreams

Lilly carefully wiped the full length mirror in the guest bedroom.  She awed at the beauty of it all, the wine and gold drapes, the marbel balcony, the fullsized antique dresser and the fourposter bed.

It was only one of the minor guest bedrooms, but it seemed so beautiful she wondered what the major guest bedrooms were like or even the royal families.

'This is probably the size of King Syaoran's closet,' she mused to herself as she dusted the antique dresser.

The room had a perfect view of the garden below, Lilly smiled as the thought of the extravagance of the rest of the palace was like.

She closed her eyes imagining she was a princess living in such beauty.

She could picture it all so clearly.  It was different from her surroundings but in her minds eye it was so real, maybe even more real than the room she stood in. 

She could see a library hundreds of stories tall climbing up the tallest tower.  She could see herself looking out the window seeing the perfect sunset falling in the distance.  She could see mountains and hills and rivers winding through the sceneary all so beautiful, so wonderful she could barely find words to describe it all.

"It's beautiful isn't it?" she heard a boy ask in her mind.

She saw herself turn to look at him.  He had amber eyes, honey brown hair and a soft smile.  He was as perfect as everything else in her fantasy, maybe even more so because as she saw him everything else seemed to just dull in comparison.

She sighed as she opened her eyes, sad to find that it was nothing but her imagination.  She had a good imagination.

She could close her eyes and her mind would make up stories about her being a beautiful princess without her having to conjure the images.

In them she would be the daughter of a handsome kind with auburn hair like her own and a woman with hair as black as night and skin as white as snow.  The woman made her think of the tales of snow white, something she could pull from her scattered memory.  There was also another, sometimes he was young and they were both little kids, others he was a man maybe his mid twenties with a wife and a child both as beautiful as everything else in her dreams.

It all appeared so real that she wondered just how much was fantasy and how much was a reality she had once forgotten. 

But she knew not to dream.  She didn't imagine that she could ever be anything more than a servant girl.  She knew not to get her hopes up, she had given up on finding her family too long ago. 

She struggeled to find memories, anything that could tell who she was and what of the family she had lost, but nothing came.  Nothing but the mere fantasies of a life she wished to live.

Not that she was complaining, she loved the fantasies that flew through her mind, but they weren't a real family, they weren't real memories.  They were just wishes that she hoped would come true, nothing substantial and the worst part was that they were all she had.

Well that and a name.  Syaoran.  She wasn't even sure where that name had come from only that he was a key to her past.  Maybe the Avalon Kingdom she had mentioned when they had been interviewed was part of it too.

She sighed again and returned to the job she was supposed to be doing.  She was preparing this room for a some minor guests that would be visiting soon.

DeFoe, her new boss was a perfectioness, and it all had to be perfect no matter how minor the guest.  He was still better than Dominic though who was just a right out prick.  She wouldn't let any detail go unnoticed, she loved the palace and their jobs there, she didn't want to ruin it all, especially so soon.

She couldn't wait for the party.  It would be her first time actually serving the King and his guests.  She wondered what the prince was like, she had heard so many stories about him and heard so many people gush about his dazzling features.  This would be the first time she would see him for herself and she wondered how true all the romours were.

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Yes, I know yet another short chapter but I think the next one will be just that little bit longer seeing as I believe I may have just got over my writers block.  Its quite sweet and as far as I can tell Syaoran and Sakura will finally meet face to face.

Please review cos I know that if I get at least ten I'll get the next chapter out that much faster.