Chapter 4

She couldn't sleep, she kept thinking of him, where could he be? On her way down the stairs she could her George and Callie talk about something, she didn't care and just kept walking, the only think she could think of where Derek. She checked her phone hoping that he had try too call her, but she sighed when there where non new message. Where he over her? Had he moved on? She wiped away some few tears, she loved him so much, but what if she where to late? Suddenly her phone rang who caused her to jump some feet away before answering. Why would the hospitable call her?

"Uhm… Hello?"
"Meredith?" a femalely voice asked, suddenly she knew who it was…
"Yeh" she answered still wondering why Bailey called her.
"Ehm… Derek…" she paused, "Derek have been in an accident…"

She ran out of her car and into the hospitable to find Bailey and Richard. She didn't have time to take the elevator, "What happen? … Is he okay?" Meredith almost screamed as she finally found them.
"Meredith, calm down… We where able to stop the bleeding… But we don't know if he ever wakes up again…" Richard said.
"No! This can't be happening…" she said and tried to hold back her tears and fear. Bailey reached out to comfort her, "Meredith, please calm down… I'm sure he will wake up…"

She sat down on a cheer beside he's bed, she took he's hand and stared at him from a moment, then she started to cry. Why him? She leaned over to he's face and kissed him soft and long. She fell asleep with her hands in he's hands. She woke up many times the same night hoping that he was awake. But he wasn't.

The next day Mark and a nurse came in to the room, causing Meredith to wake up.
"Hey," she said still holding Derek's hand.
"Hi" Mark said as he walked over to Derek.
"When did you come home? I thought you weren't coming home in another week?"
"Well, Richard called me and told me about Derek. I need to check on him… And you… How are you?" he said now facing Meredith.
"I'm fine" she lied, she wasn't fine at all. The man she loved so much could never wake up again. And somehow she felt guilty.
"You're not fine…" Mark said now moving over to Meredith, she suddenly started to cry as Mark hugged her.
"It's mine foul… If I… If…" she said not able to finish, "Shhh… It's not you foul Meredith, It could happened anyway." Mark said as he tried to calm her down. He had to find out a way to help her. She was so broken, she needed to rest.

After a wile Mark finally got Meredith home to rest, promising to call her if he woke up. He knew she wanted to be there with him, but she needed to rest. It wasn't probably the best idea to be with Derek if he woke up. Derek hated Mark, ever since he cheated on he's x-wife and even more when Mark came after him to Seattle and decided to move there too. No, if he woke up when Mark where there, what would he do? But he couldn't leave him alone, he had promise Meredith to be with him when she rested. Suddenly a grey haired woman suddenly came into the room, "Oh my god is he all right Mark? Please tell me that my only son is all right" Mark stared at Derek's mom for a moment, "Yeh he's all right… But they… They aren't sure if he ever wakes up…" Mark said now moving to Derek's mother who where crying. Now Mark had to deal with to broken women.

Meredith just rolled around in her bed. She couldn't sleep she kept thinking of Derek and that he probably never wake up again, she would never be able to watch a movie with him, never get to married him, she started to cry of the thought that he could never wake up again. Suddenly Alex walked in, "Are you okay?" he almost whispered as he sat down at the bed, "When Izzie is sad she watch Justin sleep and hugs him." Alex said smiling. Meredith turned around and face Alex with he's little boy in he's arms. "It helps, sometimes… He's so cute and little… Do you want to hold him?" Alex said smiling at her, Alex was so nice and made her smile, even when she wanted to just cry. She nodded slowly and reached out to hold the little baby. She couldn't help but smile at the little sleeping baby, he was so cute, just like Izzie and Alex mixed together. "Thanks Alex," she said looking up at Alex.

Ok, Izzie and Alex have named their baby Justin and Meredith is heart broken. I'll try to update more, but I have been busy with preparing for school and job interview and all that stuff. Don't forget to review ;)