I'm Already There…

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Life was usual for Gemma.

Wake up,

Get dressed,

Go online,

Wait..

So she did.

She got online and sat by her PC waiting for her boyfriend to come online. Gem went on her media player and put her and her boyfriends song on.

As the song came on, Jer signed on,

So the song went…

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind

While the song played Gemma had started talking to Jeremiah.

Gem: Hey honey, How's you?

Jer: Tired, and depressed. I miss you.

Gem: I miss you too. Please don't feel bad.

Jer: I just feel very alone, are we ever going to meet?

Gem: Yeah, I hope so anyway. Please don't forget me.

Jer: I wont, I promise.

Gem: Don't promise.. Promises are bad things, easily broken.

Gem behind her PC started to cry.

Gem: I don't want to lose you Jeremiah.

Jer: You won't, I promise.

Gem: I love you..

Jer: I love you too.

The song continued to play…

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there

Gem cried as she looked at the screen and the song played.

She typed as she looked at the screen.

Gem: Remember our song?

Jer: Yeah

Gem: What is it then?

Jer: Lonestar

Gem: What song though?

Jer: I'm already there, Why do you ask?

Gem: Just making sure you love me enough to remember our song.

Jer: Insecure too huh?

Gem: Yeah, maybe I too feel like were way too far apart.

Jer: I'm already there gem.. Remember? The whole reason why we had the song?

Gem stared at the screen tearly. What Jer had said to her hit home. Him saying that meant a lot to her.

She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes

Gem, being her own silly self teary stared at her screen and requested jer to put his webcam on as she desperately wanted to see the man that she has fallen in love with.

He let her and wanted to see her so she let him too.

She looked at the cam teary and carried on typing.

Gem: Jer I love you…

Jer: I love you too, how many times do you say that in three mins gembear?

Gem: Please don't be angry.

Jer I'm not. I'm just happy you love me, but is something wrong?

Gem: Yeah.. but it's nothing.

Jer: What is it?

Gem: Im missing you so bad… I just… cant stop hurting myself..

Jer: Oh gembear.. don't you might end up killing yourself.

Gem: I wont… but I might with this pain..

Jer: Please… don't..

I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there

Gem sang along crying as she picked up her razor from the drawer not realizing Jer was watching and slicked her arms again crying.

Gem: I Cant bear the pain Jerbear

Jer: Please Gem I cant ebar see you hurt yourself…

Gem: I cant help it..

Jer: Please.. for me don't…

We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are

Jer: We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are

Gem burst out cruing harder she dropped her razor and stared at her bleeding, shaking arms. Then began to type.

Gem: I love you so much, why can't we be together?

Jer: Our ages, why else?

Gem: please… its killing me not to be with you.

The song continued….

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already
There

She stared at the screen and saw jer looking at the camera and him miming "I love you"

Gem then typed.

Gem: I will love you from now and until forever is done.

My last waking moments even if in your arms would be spent thinking about you.

I love you.

Jer typed "I love you"

And then.. Gem just dropped to the floor… unconscious… dead.