Author Notes : sorry for the wait. I own nothing. But yes I know Momiji was supposed to grow and all...oh well for this story he can remain kinda small. Also I have to say about the pen name change, after this story is finished I will be working in this section on another story as well as another story in another section.

Rating : M

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Ch. 5 Don't cry anymore

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Momiji was waiting for Haru and their date, he'd eagerly said yes last night, and it was now the next night outside of a very fancy restaurant. Haru was quite rich and had told Momiji the details last night. Momiji was actually dressed for this occasion having asked Yuki if his brother could get Momiji something nice to wear for this occasion. He stood in navy blue slacks, a nice white and navy blue pin striped shirt with a navy blue shirt over the pin stripe shirt. His hair was combed nicely and he was fidgeting badly as he waited for Haru. When Haru showed up Momiji's throat closed up and he was panting for breath he was so nervous and damn did Haru look good. Haru was in a black suit with a tail on the suit's back, with a white shirt underneath the suit. Haru took Momiji's hand and lead him inside, he'd made reservations for this. They both sat down, Momiji was still fidgeting and Haru gave him a calm smile.

"Relax, I'll pay for everything, so no worries. I'm glad you decided to come with me tonight."spoke Haru's velvety and sultry voice that made Momiji's leg's turn to jelly.

Of course Haru could have seen such nervousness a mile away. Usually Momiji used to never be nervous, it seemed that the years had done some harm to Momiji's self esteem

"Momiji...can I ask you something? After all these years, why did you stop pretending?" asked Haru in a very serious tone of voice.

Momiji looked up at Haru in surprise, of course just then the waiter came and they ordered their food and drinks. Momiji looked back at Haru with eyes that were in deep shock.

"You knew? I always thought since well...even though we were best friends that because you were always chasing after Yuki that you never saw it..."spoke Momiji's voice.

"The facts are Momiji, I knew you pretended to be happy all the time. Sometimes I knew you really were happy, but I always knew that every forced smile was just to help others. Yuki was that way too, you were both alike in more ways then one, however at the times you really were happy is what made you and Yuki two different. You were always a little ball of sunshine Momiji. I wanna see you glow again. Because it seems the years have slowly actually made you more nervous then Ritsu...why is that?"spoke Haru's deep and melodic voice.

Momiji stopped, how had Haru...how had he even seen? Had he known about Momiji all this time? All those times Momiji saw him and Yuki together that had broken him all together yet he had always smiled even when times had gotten rough.

"I stopped, when you get older...you have to act tough, no more smiling, no more highschool crushes, or trying to make others happy, the world is cold, as cold as...as cold as Yuki used to be...as cold as..." spoke Momiji, he was fighting back tears.

"As cold as your mother?"spoke Haru's voice very calmly.

That's when it hit Momiji hardest...never once had Haru even spoken to him about this subject. It hit Momiji extremely hard, he had been rejected at birth, he had been rejected everywhere that he had not been around Haru or his cousins. The world had no place for him, so then why was Haru here now with him?

"Momiji...to tell you the truth. I remember that promise I made you, and now I want you to know. I never thought of you as more then a crush...but now after all these years now that I've pulled myself put of the Yuki crush, I realize that no matter what I did...I failed to realize what could have truly been mine...Momiji give me this chance to make you mine, I asked you out because Momiji...I think I've been in love with you but that my infatuation with others has always just clouded my vision of what truth lay in front of me." spoke Haru's voice in the words that Momiji had always desperately wanted to hear.

Momiji and Haru saw the food come now and they ate it quickly as well as enjoying it and the drinks, no alcohol of course. Haru led Momiji out this time, they went back to Momiji's place and Haru stopped him at the door.

"Will You Momiji?" spoke Haru's voice earnestly.

Momiji looked to Haru and with tears brimming in his chocolate eyes"...yes Haru...please. Be mine" spoke Momiji.

Haru kissed him then, they were kissing right there on the doorstep a long and passionate kiss, but not before Momiji noticed the paining he had sold had been returned, the bleeding frozen rose. And he quickly hid away the two paintings as Haru and him stepped into the apartment, both kissing heavily, of course they suddenly heard something.

"You two, can you please take it into a room where I'm not in?"spoke a familiar voice.

They both looked and saw Yuki standing there, he was smiling at them, 'finally' he thought...

"Sorry Yuki..."spoke Momiji.

"No it's fine, just indecent. First date, no sex, ok Haru? Mr. Sex on the brain." spoke Yuki.

"We weren't going to have sex Yuki. I was just kissing my new boyfriend." spoke...of all people...Hatsu. And boy was he kinda pissed.

"Sorry to interrupt Hatsu but you don't have the right to go all pissed on me in my apartment. So cut the shit, I hope you had a nice date, but remember your magazine is coming out tomorrow, Momiji your customer returned the painting but I told him no refunds, he just said it was too dark at the moment for him. So both of you get some sleep, I expect you two to adjust your situations soon. Because this is a small apartment and I don't wanna be kept up all night when I have work tomorrow by sex noises." spoke Yuki's always responsible voice.

Momiji burst into giggles actually after Haru came back out instead of Hatsu. Yuki raised an eyebrow at him.

"Yuki you sound like Hatori." spoke Momiji's voice in a much brighter tone then usual.

That's when they all burst into laughter...because they knew somewhere Hatori was dealing with something like this too. Haru kissed Momiji's cheek and left for the night...

TBC.

Author : Yay finally a happy chapter...one more chapter after this, paintings to be found, moving to be done, and a lemon.

Momiji : Yay finally!

Haru : seriously...