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Chapter 5

"So, who wants to start?" I looked around the room before sitting down where until 2 minutes ago Sam had been sitting.

Edward looked at the others before he spoke and I could tell they were trying to calm him down. "So if I have got this correctly, you were brought up knowing about all things supernatural but failed to identify me as a vampire. You used to hang around with people who's morals leave some questioning and you seem to have no problem with that. Plus you lied to me when you said you had never loved someone before me, is that about right, Iz?" He said Iz with distaste and I knew which item of new information was bothering him the most.

I curled my legs underneath me trying to sort through everything I had just been accused of. "Well, I wasn't exactly brought up knowing everything supernatural, but Uncle Bobby wanted me prepared in case anything happened whilst he was away hunting." I decided to refrain from naming Sam or Dean for fear of setting Edward off. "The boys taught me a few bits, more about protecting myself from an attack rather than how to actually kill anything. Uncle Bobby has a lot of books and I like to read so I know the basics for a lot of different lore's, it was quite interesting growing up knowing things were real rather than believing they were. The guys spent a lot of time at Uncle Bobby's house when I was younger and we quickly became friends, they looked after me when most boys would just leave me alone or worse bully me, but they aren't like that. They really are great guys with big hearts, they might not show it but when they promise to look after someone they try their hardest to keep that promise. Sure they don't exactly have the same morals as others but they don't hurt anyone innocent and only break the law in order to survive and to protect others. So no I have no problem with that and if you stop and think about it you wouldn't either. Like Dean said, they have never known any other way of life, to them it is normal. They have saved so many lives over the years and get no recognition so I think they deserve our respect." I glanced at Edward and saw that he seemed to have calmed down a bit and what I was saying was getting through to him.

"But that still doesn't address the fact you never mentioned any of this to Edward or any of us" Rosalie had to butt in didn't she, however Edward didn't stop her, in fact none of them did. Tears formed in my eyes at the thought that none of them trusted me anymore.

"I never mentioned them because they were still hunting down the yellow eyed demon when we met, at that point it was responsible for the deaths of their mom, Jess Sam's girlfriend from college and more recently John, their father. I didn't want to risk exposing them, you never know when there is a demon listening. I hadn't brought any protection with me so rather than risk any demonic interest I stayed silent. Then when I got the news that Sam was dead I didn't want to talk about them, I am sorry but it was too painful to think about him."

"Do you love Sam? I couldn't read his emotions, must be something to do with the whole resurrection thing but yours kept changing it was hard to pin point them" Jasper almost whispered to me although everyone in the room could hear him perfectly.

Edwards face turned to Jasper sharply, obviously Jasper had been blocking his thoughts successfully from him.

"So you have been lying to us this entire time, I knew it!" The smug smile on Rosalie's face got bigger and I found myself for the first time wanting to hit her.

"I didn't lie, I had never loved someone like I loved Edward but Sam and I were, no are very close. Whereas Dean has always been my big brother, I could never think of Sam in that way and he could never think of me as his little sister. Sam has always called me Iz even though I am not keen on it. At first he did it because it annoyed me but after a while I got used to it, it sort of became our thing. Although he is the only one I would ever allow to call me it! Coming from anyone else just seems wrong." I remembered when Dean had called me it once and I nearly launched at him, he had never tried again. I gave a soft chuckle at the memory and the Cullen's looked at me like I was slowly losing the plot. "Sorry, funny memory. Nothing ever happened between me and Sam, but when him and Dean left after their dad died he took me to one side and told me that if things had been different he would have asked me to be his ages ago because he loved me more than he had ever loved Jess and we shared a kiss. He left saying that one day he would come back and ask me to be his but insisted that if I didn't return the feeling then we would still be best friends, nothing would ever spoil that. It wasn't long afterwards that mum got married and I moved here and I didn't mention Sam because I wasn't sure how I felt about him. You remember just over a year ago when I was really depressed for weeks, well that was when Uncle Bobby phoned to tell me Sam was dead, I couldn't believe it, I knew what they did was dangerous but I always thought of them as invincible. As you can tell Uncle Bobby never phoned me to tell me about Sam not being dead which is why it was such a shock seeing him standing there today. In fact I haven't spoken to Uncle Bobby since he found out about Edward, although he accepted my decision and said he would still love me he finds it hard to think about it. He knows I will call when I need him for something, it's just the hunters way, he can't get his head around the preconceived notion of good and evil. Sam is the only hunter I have met that is willing to listen before attacking, he wants to see the good in people." The tears that had built up started streaming down my face.

The silence in the room was broken when Esme came rushing over to me enveloping me into a hug as I cried, she whispered in my ear that everything would be alright. After a few minutes I regained my composure and looked back at Edward. His face was blank and I couldn't work out what was going through his head.

"Loved?" I was confused what did he mean.

"What?" I was totally confused.

"You said you had never loved someone like you loved me. You don't love me anymore? Is that what you are trying to tell me? You love this hunter that calls you Iz even though you hate being called anything but Bella, who steals and lies for a living. Who kills! A murderer! Your taste in friends is terrible. First a mutt then a murderer" the venom in his calm and steady voice was worse than if he had shouted at me.

"What? How can you think that? After all we have been through, I hurt one of my best friends in the worst way possible causing him to run away and abandon his family for you. I am willing to leave behind all my friends and family to spend eternity with you and you question my love for you! What right have you got to expect all this of me and then turn around and speak about me like that?" I jumped off the sofa and made my way for the door whilst dialling Sam's number. It rung 3 times before Sam picked up.

"Hello?"

"Sam it's me, do you think it would be possible for you to come get me, I need to get away for a while, please?" My voice became a blubbering mess as the conversation progressed.

"Of course, Iz Fizz what's the matter, did they hurt you?" The kindness in Sam's voice did nothing to calm me and the sobbing got worse.

"Yes, no, please just get here, I need you, Sammy".

"Give me five minutes" I could hear the impala screeching off in the background before I put the phone down.

I walked out to the porch to wait for Sam, I realised I wasn't alone, "What do you want?" I looked over at Edward as he approached me.

"I want to apologise Bella, I didn't mean to hurt you, it's just seeing you with that hunter something inside of me snapped. Please don't leave, I won't let it get to me again." I looked up at him but the pull I usually felt towards him wasn't there. The connection between us had been broken and I wasn't sure if it could ever be fixed or if I wanted it fixed.

"No Edward what you said really hurt. You question my love for you then you insult my friends, no sorry my family because that's how much they mean to me. If you can't accept Sam or Dean then I don't know if things can work between us, I need space Edward, I need to think about everything including whether I want to marry you or not." I heard the collective gasps from inside the house and before Edward could say anything I pulled off his mothers ring and flung it at him. "Because right at this moment that is the last thing I want to do". He didn't move as it hit him in the chest and fell to the floor but I felt no guilt.

The unmistakeable sound of the impala reached my ears. I ran down the porch steps towards the car and got in before Sam even had a chance to stop. Without saying a word Sam drove off and I didn't look back not sure if I ever wanted to set foot in that house again.