Saturn:
I am the scout of destruction and rebirth. Most scouts shun me because of my unfortunately circumstance.
I am also the Messiah, the true welder of the Holy Grail.
It would seem all right then for me to be a Princess.
Royalty is always full of power. Despite the fact that in my civilian life I had very little physical power, I am one of the strongest on the sailor scout team. I am powerful—so powerful, I could destroy whole planets at the drop of my glaive. If I were royalty, this would be my strongest weapon, and no one would dare to defy me!
--Hold on there, Hotaru. I think Mistress Nine has rubbed off on you.
I remember that devil lady, Mistress Nine. She possessed my body once, and I was no longer little Hotaru. I became someone to be feared—someone with enough power to take over the world. Or, in Mistress Nine's case, feed a whole planet to Pharaoh 90. Om nom nom…
But I overcame her. I defeated her, because my true scout form came to rescue me.
…Though I suppose I really owe that to Sailor Moon. She believed in my spirit and she returned the Grail to me. She was reprimanded by all of her scouts, but she didn't care. She believed with all of her heart that I could be saved—and I was.
I know we are supposed to protect her, and her daughter and I are very close…but sometimes I wonder if Fate has made the right choice. Sometimes Serena acts weak, like she doesn't want to fight anymore. I disagree to an extent—I think we should defend this planet with our lives, at least until it becomes unnecessary for people to argue anymore.
Being a Princess, though—I would certainly be spoiled. Never been so lucky before—Amara and Michelle do their best, but I miss my Earth father. He treated me like his princess, at least, when his evil side wasn't experimenting on me. I like gifts and treats and such…presents are very nice.
It is hard to imagine living as a princess…with rows of people lining up to bow before me, swearing their loyalty. My own personal satisfaction would include those who used to pick on me, having them bow before me, apologizing and begging for mercy forgiveness.
It's so hard to stay pure of heart after being controlled for so long…I am afraid that I could be corrupted or possessed—and then, all the freedom that I cherish would disappear.
It's not fair.
I'll never be as beautiful or regal as a Princess. No one ever sees me as anything but a little child, even when I transform. I'm always the "baby" of the group.
Did they forget my powers? The fact I can destroy whole worlds? They used to fear me because they thought I would destroy the Earth, and they tried to destroy me first—well, not all of them, just Sailor Uranus and Sailor Neptune. Now those two are my parents. Isn't that ironic…
I wish I could grow up already and prove to all of them that I can handle power efficiently.
I can't become a Princess until then.
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Gosh, writing Hotaru was depressing
Hope you guys are enjoying their thoughts so far, though.