Here it is are you ready?? Not a long update. sorry. im like trying to
figure out if i should give alot away in this one. but im not sure. so yes.
this chapter will leave you confuzzled. so without further ado...
Chapter 10::
Ummph... Ugh...
What the hell? I groan and open my eyes. Spencer is shoving me off of
her... what? Why?
"What's wrong?"
"Leave me the hell alone!"
"Oh great... Ummm sorry Spencer. I didn't mean to... you... wait...
Spencer... this may sound weird but you know how you don't believe me
about you dying? Well then take off your shirt and look at your right
lung."
"What? Why?"
"Just do it."
Spencer walks into my bathroom and slowly takes off her shirt.
I sit on the bed waiting for a reaction.
"What the hell?!?! ASHLEYYY!"
I quickly get off of the bed and run in.
"What?"
"What the hell? How did this happen?"
"You got shot Spencer!! God! How many times do I have to tell you? You
are getting these fucking headaches!! Then you remember me and then
you forget! Your mom is drugging you and Glen. She killed your dad.
And Clay is dead! He died at prom. What does your mom say when Clay
doesn't come home?!?!"
"He's at Chelsea's..."
"He is fucking not at Chelsea's!" Ashley says with emotion filling her
voice!
Spencer looks at her.
Suddenly she sees Ashley in a white dress. For some odd reason its
almost like de ja vu is hitting her. She sees a boy standing next to
Ashley.
Spencer grabs her head and groans.
"Oh god... Ashley... Why the hell is this happening... my mom can't be
drugging me... God my head... why are you and this guy holding
hands...?"
"What? Spence what are you talking about?"
"You love? Oh please don't do this."
"No ok, just stop it both of you. I decide who I love."
"Then just decide!!"
"Just decide... Ahh No... too fast... god it hurts. It hurts Ashley."
Spencer sinks down onto the floor and places her hand over her heart
and gasps. I rush over to her. She must be having a flashback.
"Gunshots... Ashley... god... I don't want to die."
"I won't let you die... I'm here Spencer... "
"You... never leave me? But I don't know you... how am I having
these... images... gah..."
She inhales her breath sharply.
"You do know me Spencer. For god sakes... I... love you!! I saw you
flatline... I let you die... If i had chosen you... none of this would have
ever happened..."
"Ashley.. even though I ... I dont know you like I'm supposed to... I
know you didn't let me die... I doubt anyone as kind as you could do
that."
"Spencer... I want you back... I want to start this over... I want to go
back to the beginning..."
"If only I knew what the beginning was..."
"Spencer... just remember me please!"
"I... can't... I... don't want to..."
"What?"
ok so yes... this is a verrryyy short story. there will prolly be like two or
three more chapters after this... sorry i needed to make this chapter
angsty... lol
-- Danielle