Thank you all for the lovely comments. I really really appreciate it.
So, this is the epilogue and I hope everything will be clear after this.
Hope you enjoy it!
Nothing is lost yet, nothing broken,
and yet the cold blue word is spoken:
say goodbye now to the Sun,
the days of love and leaves are done.
- Robert Peter Tristram Coffin -
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When I opened my eyes again, the first thing I saw were Jacobs eyes, looking at me with an expression of pain and worry. His fingers stroke over my cheeks, their touch so very different from the one I had just been given.
"Bella.."
Before I could even answer him I drifted back into unconsciousness, his face, touch and voice fading into nothingness.
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We never talk about this day. Nothing could be changed about it and we have to live with it. With the consequences it had had.
I read the letter every once in a while, drenching it with new tears.
And I always see Jacobs pain whenever he knows that I read it again.
I see the same expression he had had the day Charlie had called him after finding me unconscious on the floor, lying next to all the reminders of my past.
He doesn't want to talk about it. Neither do I. There is no need for us to talk about him. There never was.
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I am happy. I love Jacob. I keep my promise.
He didn't.
Yeah, I know this is kind of sad and maybe dissapointing. But I just thought that once I decided to let Edward be gone, he should be gone forever.
So, please tell me what you think about it ;-)