Ok, my warning before anyone actually starts reading….. This chapter is VERY random and crazy. But I can say, it was fun as all hell to write xD. The content in this one really bumps up, hopefully I wont have to change the rating (I shouldn't…. Just have to edit the summery a bit – hahah)

Disclaimer: Still not own Gravitation or any other the main characters. Sayasha how ever, is mine.

Sayasha knocked twice on the door to Nittle Graspers' waiting room. "Come in" was yelled from the other side. With a huge smile, and showing the two men at the door her pass, she opened the door.

"Ryuichi" she exclaimed upon entering, as Yuki closed the door behind her.

"Say" he yelled back, jumping up. "You made it!"

"Course; what makes you think I would miss something this big?"

Eiri remained quiet. "Why is Yuki here? Does that mean Shuichi is here also?" His eyes went wide at the thought of seeing his friend.

"No silly. Eiri needs help, and you're the only one who can give him the help he needs."

Ryuichi turned his head slightly, confused. Sayasha walked up to him, and whispered something into his ear. "Are you serious…? You really want me to?" Sayasha nodded.

Carefully, he moved his way over to Eiri. He placed a hand on either side of his face and pulled the blond into a kiss. But not just any kiss, there was passion behind the singers kiss.

Finally he understood why Sayasha had wanted him to come here over the hotel. He moved his hands to Ryuichi's face and neck, applying pressure so he couldn't get away.

After a few seconds Ryuichi slowly pulled his head back, allowing both boys to get a breath of air. Even with his wife watching, he started to kiss Eiri's neck along the left side. After a few more kisses, Ryuichi let Eiri rise up his shirt, kissing on his chest. "You're lips are so soft" Ryuichi whispered to his current lover.

The only reply from the tall blond came in the form of the kisses. He found his way to one of Ryuichi's nipples, and bit down on it. "Ahh" escaped Ryuichi's mouth.

Shaking her head, Sayasha walked over to a chair in the room and sat down. Amazing to even her, seeing two cute guys make out in front of her didn't do her body anything. Apparently, she has had sex way to often.

"Yuki, you're so skilled…" Ryuichi whispered, moving his hand down Eiri's pants. Looking carefully, she noticed Eiri's right hand had already vanished into the brunettes pants. Looking over at the clock, she decided she shouldn't have sat down.

"Ok boys, that enough" Either she didn't say it loud enough, or they were ignoring her because neither stopped.

At probably the worse time, the door flew open. "Ryuichi" Shuichi exclaimed opening his eyes, he took a gasp of air. Eiri pressed his lips against Ryuichi's again, as Ryuichi turned his head.

"Hy, Suchi" his words were muffled by the novelist. After feeling the vibration in his mouth, he looked at the door to see Shuichi.

No one said a word. It was so quiet in the room, you could hear the crowds outside yelling and cheering for Nittle Grasper.

"Shuichi, long time to see" Ryuichi said happily, trying to run to his friend, just to remember where Eiri's hand still was.

"Why… How could you…?"

"Shuichi, wait. It's my fault." The ash colored hair girl commented.

"Why is Eiri's hand down your pants, Ryuichi? And at that, why is you're hand down his pants?" A new voice asked, walking around Shuichi.

"Hey Tohma" Ryuichi smiled. "I was trying to help Shuichi, honest" he protested, his voice turning whiny.

Eiri released all holds he had on Ryuichi. Hands at his side, he walked over to Shuichi, attempting to give him a kiss now; Shuichi smacked him across the face. A small red mark appeared on the left side of Eiri's face. Everyone in the room went wide eye.

As if in a daze, Eiri looked at Shuichi who now had tears flowing down his cheeks. "How could you?" Emotion ran like wildfire in his voice.

To Eiri, no words could explain what had just happened. In complete dismay, Shuichi took off the ring that rested on his left ring finger; he forced the small gold ring into Eiri's left hand. Before anyone could stop him, he turned and ran away from the man that had just ripped his heart to pieces.

"Shuichi" Ryuichi and Sayasha both yelled after him.

Flabbergasted by what just occurred, Eiri didn't move. "Shuichi" he whispered to himself. Slowly, hoping it was all just a day dream, he lifted up his left hand to see the small ring sitting there; lonely; no finger threw it.

Tohma walked over to his brother in law. "Eiri, can you hear me? Are you alright?" He looked at his fellow blonde, shaking is head. Dazed, he tried his best to walk out of the room, but to no avail. He wound up running into the wall next to the door frame. "Eiri!" Sayasha and Tohma ran right to his side.

Warily, they led him over to the couch in the corner of the room. "Tohma, you and Ryu need to get out there. I'll keep and eye on Eiri." Acquiesce, Tohma grabbed Ryuichi's arm.

"Take good care of Eiri, Sayasha." He pulled Ryuichi out of the room.

Sayasha laid her head on Eiri's. "I'm so sorry."

"Can I get some aspirin?" He said after about 5 minutes. Nodding, she walked out of the room.

Without warning, he snuck out of the room, and headed to the stage. Even though he really did need the aspirins, it would have to wait. He had something more important to do. Stumbling, he found his way to the stage, where the show had begun.

Seeing them from this angle, Eiri could see everything they did. Noriko seemed to play at light speed, hitting the key on the two keyboards on the opposite side of the stage. Tohma went from playing his own keyboard, to typing something on the computer then back to the keyboard in to time at all. And up in front, Ryuichi put as much passion and heart as he could into his songs.

It struck Eiri a little late what song they were playing. It was his song; the one he wrote for Shuichi that Nittle Grasper performed during the Tokyo Bay Music Festival years back. He had it kept a secret from Shuichi, since it would be a sort of apology to his love from ignoring him while he was working so much on his novels.

Those stupid novels he always had to write. Deadlines seemed to poor on him like wild fire. If it weren't for those stupid deadlines; his eyes went wide, as it all became clear: because of his deadlines, he never had any time to spend with Shuichi. And with Shuichi doing concerts and all the recordings he had to do to stay on top, they were free at different times. Only rarely were they free at the same time. But if he didn't have those as a distraction, then…

Pulling together all of his strength, he slowly walked out onto the stage. The song was just about to end, unless they had added something to it. Tohma was the first of the trio to notice Eiri approaching. At the sight of the author, his fingers missed a key which caused the artificial guitar to make the wrong sound in the speakers.

At the sound, Ryuichi turned. He now also noticed Eiri stumbling onto stage. Trying to stay standing, Eiri gripped the ring in his hand even tighter.

Many girls in the audience went wild. Ryuichi walked over to Eiri. "What's up?"

Tohma stopped playing as the song ended. "Eiri, what are you doing here? Where is Sayasha?"

Not in the mood to waste time explaining his thoughts, he stole the mike from Ryuichi and headed for the front of the stage. "I have made a decision I think you will like" his voice was softer as he spoke into the mike. Even his eyes softened, as if it wasn't even him. The crowed of once screaming girls hushed. "You're right, you know that? I don't know how to be romantic towards you, even though I am a romance author. So I decided the best thing for both of us."

Tohma walked up to Eiri and placed his hand on the younger boys back. "I give up being an author!"

Astonishment ran threw the audience. There wasn't even a lack of it on the stage. "Shuichi, please come back to me!" He yelled out. It had barely been 10 minutes since Shuichi had left him, and Eiri already seemed to be begging for his lover back.

Above all the screaming fans, Shuichi cried. He had run into Hiro and Ayaka in the halls, and was now sitting with them in an empty seat (at least for the moment it was empty). "Told you he still loved you Shuichi."

He looked at his long haired friend, tears flowing like waterfalls down his face. "But I don't know if I can forgive him."

"He just gave up his life for you!" Ayaka commented, looking down at her once fiancé who had seemed to have just made a fool of himself. "You can't just leave him like that. At least be a man and go reply to him!"

The tears stopped flowing from his eyes. "She's right, Shuichi."

Standing, Shuichi looked over the edge at the stage. He gathered all the air that would fit into his lungs, and yelled out "Yukiiiiiiii"

Over half the crowed looked up at him, almost as he started to yell; Eiri, Tohma, and the newly joined Sayasha also looked up. "Found him" Sayasha commented. Shuichi vanished again, this time running towards the stairs.

After about two minutes, Shuichi was on the stage. Eiri turned to him, but didn't move any closer "Shuichi."

"Yuki, don't give up your dreams for me."

"I can't give up my dreams if they have already left." Shuichi was confused at Eiri's words. "Shuichi, being with you is my dream."

No one moved. "But you and Sakuma…"

"Shuichi, if I can't steal you from him then I can't steal him from you" Ryuichi said, actually making sense.

"Amazing… He's learning." Sayasha stepped over to Shuichi. "Shuichi, I asked Ryu to do that to Eiri. He actually didn't know that was my secret plan." Shuichi looked up at her. "I had Ryu do that to try and let Eiri understand you better. Weather it worked or not I'm not sure."

Eiri looked down at he ground. Slowly, as if still planning out what to do, Shuichi stepped towards Eiri. "And about how I acted at your parents house… I don't like people who think we shouldn't be together."

"I know that we have the right as much as anybody else to be together, but you didn't have to beat my Father like that."

"Why don't you two take this back into the waiting room so the show can continue" Sayasha insisted, looking over the crowed. Eiri passed the mike back to Ryuichi, then started walking. Shuichi followed a few steps behind.

"Shuichi," he turned back to look at Ryuichi. "Once you and Yuki have everything settled, get changed and come sing with me!" His voice was hyper as ever. Shuichi looked down, and continued walking, not sure if he wanted to take his idol up on his offer.

Eiri and Shuichi both walked into the room and closed the door. Sayasha leaned against it quietly.

"I'm sorry, Shuichi."

"Yuki…"

"Please, I don't want us to be apart. I will give anything to be with you."

Shuichi was surprised. "Yuki, you have given me everything I already want."

"But we are never together!" Shuichi got ready to say something, but he knew that he couldn't say otherwise. Between Eiri's deadlines and Tohma working Bad Luck to death, they didn't have any time together. "If I don't write anymore, then I won't have stupid deadlines to appeal to."

"But your fans…"

Eiri hesitated; the thought of all the people who would await a book that would never come out made him almost want to change his mind. "I won't totally stop writing. I just won't release books as often." He looked sideways as he spoke.

"Yuki…" Shuichi looked around really quick.

"Don't worry. There are no cue cards any where in the room. All this is what is going threw my mind."

Shuichi's eyes went from normal, to huge chibi eyes in a second flat, a new record for him. He ran up, and wrapped his arms around the blonds' waist. "I love you Yuki!"

Eiri wrapped his arms around Shuichi's back. "Call me Eiri. Since I'm not a writer anymore, I have no reason to go by Yuki anymore." His hands fell open, forgetting that the ring was in his hand. Both remembered when they heard it crash with the ground.

"Hang on a second" Shuichi said, reaching down for it. He pushed it back onto his small finger. Eiri smiled in reply, seeing the ring where it belonged. Reaching his own big hands to his lovers face, he pulled the small face to his own, and pressed both their lips together. No fuss from Shuichi this time, after almost a day of no Eiri-kisses.

On the opposite side of the door, Sayasha smiled. Taking her time getting to the other door, she placed a key in the lock to Nittle Graspers dressing room. This was in perfect time to see both boys walk out of the waiting room. Without a word, she pushed open the door for them. "I'm going to go find my kids, and watch Daddy work with them." Her words were the softest they had been all day.

As soon as the two boys were in the room, she made her way back to the stage. Smiling, she saw that both kids were on the stage, singing and messing with Ryuichi. Tohma smiled after seeing her stand right off stage.

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Bahaha. To be honest, that's all I have written. I just randomly stopped writing this one day… But I must say, I had a lot of fun. I couldn't decide if I wanted Eiri to leave or stay… hahaha.
I dunno. If you want more, say so and I will think of something over the weekend and have it up by Monday.
Thank you for reading, and have a great week/month/year/life. ^_^