Forever and always?-

A/N: Sorry if you didn't quite understand the last chapter, you'll soon understand the reason behind Edward & Tanya's Conversation. Don't hate! Love it x) R&R... P.s. sorry that I haven't updated I've been a little busy... I'll update as soon as I can :)soo reaaad:

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Ever since the little fight with Edward about Tanya and His "conversation" things haven't been the same. Of course, Edward and I are getting over it, but not forgetting it. But things are way different with Tanya. Whenever I'm in the same proximity of her it's like a mental war whenever we meet each others gaze.

Flashback-

It was the night after the incident with Tanya, that Edward had decide he needed to hunt to cure his thirst. I took this as the opportunity to call my favorite future-telling pixie sister/best friend. I reched into my bag for my Blackberry Pearl, and as if on cue I heard her ringtone and picture pop onto the screen.

When I grow up....

I wanna be famous....

I wanna be a star....

I wanna be in movies....

"Hey Alice!"

"Hey Bella! So what do you want to know about the white witch?"A/N: white witch a.k.a. Tanya x) I suppose you know the word I'd use instead of witch. Anyways on with the story:

I would be blushing right now if I could, knowing Alice she probably saw what happened between Tanya and Edward and saw me calling her for Alice.

"Well considering you already know what happened, I'll just ask you what you want to answer...What was Tanya's and Edward's uh.. past history?"I hoped she didn't sense my hesitation.

Too late.

"Bella! There is no need for you to worry about you and Edward I looked for your future and everything is alright." A speck of doubt was laced in her voice. Fear took over my body , and I was about to ask her what was with her voice, but I was immediately cut off.

"Like I said bella, there is nothing for youu to worry about! Just keep your faith in Edward and he'll keep his faith in you."

Don't bet against alice. That's one thing I learned.

"Um... alice? You still didn't answer my question though..."

"Oh right...Well I don't really think Edward would apprieciate me telling you this, but uh I guess since it's for the good well... Um I don't really know how to say this but Edward and Tanya we're uh... um... "

"ALICE SPIT IT OUT!"I was growing impatient by the milliseconds ticking by.

"Uh... well um... They were engaged."

My heart fell to the bottom of my stomache. I thought there wasn't anyone before me...

"Alice, I thought I was his first girlfriend."

"Uh, Bella techinically you were, you were first human girlfriend." She stressed the word human more then my liking.

"So, how many others were before me that were vampire?" I said it as if it was a bad word.

"Well before you, it was only Tanya."

Crap! His very FIRST love. I don't have any competition against her. His first love. First kiss. First everything. She shared everything with Edward first. What do I have to compare against her. Nothing.

As if reading my mind alice spoke.

"Bella, we've been through this already Edward has NO and I mean NO feelings for Tanya anymore. You have nothing to worry about."

"Alice, tell me what happened between their engagement?"My voice was shaky as if I was about to burst out dry sobbing.

"Well since everything is out in the blue already, he just didn't have the same spark with her as he used to. Before breaking up with her I noticed that he would act different when he wasn't with her."

By now I was genuinely curious.

"I don't know exactly but whenever he was with her, he was like a sick puppy following her wherever she went. But whenever he was away from her it was like he was out of a trance. I don't know ... but I think she had something to do with it... "

I thought for a moment and pondered in my thoughts.

I heard a door open downstairs followed by my name being called out by a velvety soft voice.

"Hey alice I gotta go but thanks for everything, I'll calll you soon. Love you bye."

-Flashback end

I Thought about asking Edward about Tanya but I resented that idea. Maybe he might think I'm too jealous and maybe he'll go back to Tanya.... Who knows?

"Bella?"

My gut told me to run and never turn back, but I turned. Which I thought was very stupid.

Shit. It was Tanya.

"Hello." I tried my best to be calm.

"Hello there Isabella" She said my name as if it was a disease.

"Do you mind me asking why you are in my guest room?" By now I was fighting to keep myself under control.

"Yes, I'll get to that point but first, I want to make something clear to you."

She sat on the edge of the bed and started tracing random circles on the comforter with her fingers.

"I'd just like you to know that, I'd back out now if I were you." She looked up at me with a sinister look on her face.

"Wha- What are you talking about?" I said through my gritted teeth.

"Why Isabella isn't it obvious? Your Edward is losing interest in you." She smirked.

I could've sworn my jaw dropped all the way to the ground.

"How do you know?!"I was trembling in anger. Using Jasper's power I could feel the intense waves of hatred rolling off my body.

"Well, I don't think I should answer that question. Why don't you ask your Eddie Boy?" With a wink and a flash of hatred going through her eyes she left the room.

She left me alone to deal with my thoughts. Thank god for that too. I swear of she wouldn't have left by the next 5 seconds I would've ripped her to shreds. But maybe her warning was right? Maybe Edward is starting to get tired of me? For the second time in my vampire life, I was scared.

A/N: I'm sorry it's taking forever to update! I have more homework than ever now... But I'll update as soon as I can! (: *scouts honor* R&R! I'd love to hear about what you think of this story :D

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