A/N This chapter will include Bella's Secret but it's not really a secret sorry I didn't write that very well at the end of the last chapter a better name would be Bella's Surprise. I know it's not good I'm only 14 and this is the best I can do so sorry. Read on please and if you subscribe to this story or add it to your favourite stories/authors list could you please review it, you don't know how frustrating it is to have so little reviews even though I know more have read it so REVIEW PLEASE! By the way, this is set 1month after their wedding.

Chapter 2:
Bella's Surprise

Uhh. My stomach felt terrible but I had nothing to be nervous about, I moved Jacob's hot body away from mine trying not to wake him up. Our first night together as husband and wife had gone smoothly, thanks to Rebecca (we had grown close in the few months before the wedding) I had some lacy red underwear on, which must have looked good because Jacob couldn't take his hands off of me. The whole time I tried not to think about the cold that I longed for and how different Jacob's hot tanned body felt against mine. Most of our nights ended the same way and I was glad to make Jacob happy, he really did want me and that's a feeling I hadn't had for a while. It was nice to be with someone who I didn't have to be carful with, I could kiss Jacob as passionately as I wanted, tease him in any way I liked. It pleased him to be with me, after all the time that he had wanted to kiss me, to hold me but couldn't because of him but now I was Jacob's and I loved him so much.
I felt like I was about to be sick, I rushed to the bathroom pulling my hair back just in time, my mouth was burning and my headache was horrible. Jacob must have noticed my absence…
"Bella… Bella are you okay babe"
"I feel"-
Before I could finish my sentence I had vomited again, I couldn't think straight with this headache. I looked it the bathroom cabinet for some paracetamol, I couldn't find any. I was chucking all the packets of medicine on the floor looking harder. Uhh. Typical we were out. I wiped my mouth trying to improve my appearance, looking at my reflection I groaned I looked as white as a sheet, whiter than normal, I almost looked see-through.
Rummaging through the wardrobe I slipped on a pair of jeans and a tee shirt. I looked at the clock it was 10.00am, knowing the pharmacy would be open I grabbed my truck keys, holding back the vomit.
"Jacob, I have a terrible headache I'm going to a pharmacy to get some paracetemol, I'll be back soon so don't worry"
I didn't wait for a reply. I got into my truck struggling to get the keys in the ignition I was surprised Jacob let me drive like this he probably didn't hear me. I drove to the nearest pharmacy, I knew my way round La Push pretty well now. I walked in to the shop hearing the bell ring, and then I noticed them, placed on the shelves straight in front of me. Pregnancy tests. But I couldn't be, no I counted the days in my head , oh no I didn't realise how much I lost track of time. I grabbed a box almost running to the counter instantly forgetting the paracetemol. I paid quickly and then asked the pharmacist if there was a bathroom she pointed right and I ran into a cubicle. Quickly doing the test, I waited impatiently for 3 minutes to read my results. Pregnant. Pregnant. Pregnant. I started crying, it's not that I didn't want a baby I just knew that it was going to make it harder when Jacob left me. And if I was being truthful I knew my baby would not be pale faced, green eyed and bronze haired baby that I truly wanted.
I lay there on the bathroom floor for about half an hour before the pharmacist came in to check on me. She saw me on my knees in the corner crying.
"Are you okay?"
Coming back to reality, I quickly came to my feet and rushed out of there without saying a word. Note to self go to a different pharmacy next time. I didn't realise what I was doing but I drove out of La Push through Forks down a lane stopping at a footpath. I got out of my faithful truck up the footpath, It took me about 3 hours to reach where I wanted to go, I had walked so fast I didn't even realise.
I just stood there staring at it, the meadow, our meadow. Mine and Edward's meadow. I winced at his name; I rarely allowed myself the luxury of it. I stared at it re-living our first time here. But it became too much I collapsed to the floor tears streaming down my face because even though I love Jacob so much, the life with him was not what I wanted, I wanted a life with Edward for eternity and nothing would ever be good enough. I didn't want Jacob's child.
I lay on the grass imagining Edward's arms around me, his smell, the touch of his skin. And then reluctantly, I allowed myself one luxury, one luxury that had been off limits for almost 2 years.
Bella, go back to him Bella
I jumped at the clear musical quality of his voice. His angel voice, the voice that had uttered those words in the forest so many years ago. I was old now ,21 too old for Edward even if I ever saw him again.
I looked up to see a russet brown wolf running through the meadow, he phased then pulled on his shorts.
"BELLA, Bella where have you been?" his voice was filled with worry. I didn't bother to get up I just lay curled up in a ball trying to wipe the tears off my face.
" Jacob I.. I" I couldn't find the words.
"I'm pregnant"
Jacob didn't say anything, he just helped me up, held me tight keeping me upright. I cried into his bare hot chest. Surprisingly I felt his hot tears reach my head.

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Next Chapter:
Promises from Jacob's POV

including
Jacob's Shock
and…
the answer to Jacob's tears