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DON'T SKIP THE AUTHOR'S NOTE

WOOWWWW!!! I'm kind of having a heart attack right now!! Thank you all sooooo very much! We have hit 100 well 97 because of my author's notes in reviews but OMG.
I only asked for 80, you guys are totally awesome! I am glad you all thought the chapter name fit I totally thought it was perfect. I'm sorry guys, I am not trying to hurt Jacob I hope he's happy now he's with his soul mate right?
I found out a really funny thing the other day from my great friend Abbie (: there is a teacher at my school called Dr. Cullen Weird right? And his wife is having a baby, he's thinking of calling her Isabella. Sorry guys he's not pale or absolutely handsome but this scary coincidence is just freaky. Now I am so excited to write this chapter well the end it's the longest yet, I hope it's the best yet as well be warned you may cry but this is coming from the person who cries at everything. Anyway my lovely fans,here is the much anticipated Chapter 7. Enjoy!

Chapter 7:
Alone

Jacob's POV

I snapped out of my trans- like state but my loyalty for this girl was still as strong. She was everything to me and nothing could ever change that now, she was my world without her I might as well have been dead. I realized what they had been saying, it was a pull stronger than anything anyone could ever imagine although I wasn't really sure who she was and what she was doing at Billy's place I was reading to jump in front of a bullet for her.

"JJ-ake did you just im-im…"

Bella never finished her sentence she didn't need to she knew the answer, my eyes gave everything away poor Bella. My happiness faded as quickly as it had come, I had forgotten one minor detail, Bella. Oh Bella she was just a mere friend now but she was carrying my baby, my little baby Becky. I looked at her, feeling all her emotions with her hatred anger fury love fear and … loneliness.

What could I do? I didn't have a choice. At that very moment in time I had never hated being a werewolf more, I was a hideous creature a disgusting being I had left my pregnant wife for this girl. Who was she; my ultimate love stared at me blankly probably wondering why I felt so trans-fixed on her gaze.

"Jake, this is my old school friend Lucy" Rebecca tried to grab my attention.

Lucy, my dearest Lucy she was now a part of me now and I was a part of her even if she didn't know it yet.

"Ja-Ja Jacob how could you… my baby Jake!"

Bella stormed out of there in pieces totally distraught, and it was my entire fault I had hurt her more than anyone ever had more than that filthy bloodsucker. I was the cause of her pain, the evil in her life I was the bad guy.

"BELLA… Don't Bella, I can't help…"

I didn't bother to finish my words she wasn't listening she ran down the street back towards our house. I could have ran after her I didn't I don't think it would have made a difference I couldn't undo what was done, once I saw Lucy my whole life had changed. But Bella how I wish I could make things better, how I wish I could take her pain away I wanted to hold her in my arms to tell her that I was sorry, to tell her everything was going to be okay. But I couldn't I had to stay with Lucy, she was what held me here now. I had a lot of explaining to do. But Bella, poor Bella.

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Bella's POV

I stared at him, my chest aching with pain the way he looked at this girl the way his eyes lit up. It was the same way Sam looked at Emily, Jacob had imprinted my ultimate fear was now my reality. I was alone, me and my baby Jacob didn't want me anymore, Edward didn't either. It didn't hurt to say his name I was already in so much pain his name didn't make any difference. My eyes were pouring out tears at the realization that I was now… alone .I tried to get my words out, between my sobs.

"JJ-ake did you just im-im…" I didn't bother to finish my sentence, his eyes had said everything they no longer had affection for me anymore. But my poor baby he would be torn just like I was.

I was alone, nobody wanted me anymore I wasn't good enough for anyone. At the moment I missed Edward more than I ever did I wanted him to take the pain away I needed him. Even if he didn't want me anymore I craved his presence, I was intoxicated by his mere being.

Edward, please Edward come back take my pain away.

My wish was pathetic, Edward didn't want me, and he wasn't coming back he had his life now and I had mine. My lonely life it was soon to become.

I was distracted from my thoughts when Rebecca spoke.

"Jake, this is my old school friend Lucy"

Jacob and Lucy, how she had a lot to find out. I couldn't stand it I had to make Jacob see, I was here carrying his child I needed him. I couldn't live without him.

"Ja-Ja Jacob how could you… my baby Jake!"

I heard him yell my name but everything after that was muted, I was out of there running down the street clutching my bump. I eventually reached his house; I no longer belonged there anymore, I grabbed my keys and some clothes. There was only one place I could go now, one person that would understand my sorrow, what it felt like to be left. I drove to forks in my Chevy truck when I reached my home I got out letting myself in.

"Bella, is that you?"

"Dad" I paused to wipe my tears, how could I tell him my werewolf husband had left me because he had imprinted. "Jacob, he-he left me"

"What, Jacob wouldn't he…"

"Left me" I said finishing Charlie's sentence.

I burst into tears, running up to my room. I stayed there for the next month, I had lost count of the times I had cried the only reason I ate was for my baby, I was now 7 months pregnant. I was alone; I had no one to rely on now, nobody to take care of me. Charlie had threatened to call Renee I had told him to go ahead seeing that his treat wasn't really a threat at all he gave up he just let me grieve. It was easier to pretend Jacob was dead. He had tried to call a few times, I never took them though.

I was lying in my bed; it was about 9pm I couldn't sleep I was afraid of my nightmares. They were always the same; it was the day Jacob imprinted. I heard someone climbing up the side of my house; I didn't understand why Jacob would come back he didn't want me anymore. Maybe he was checking I was looking after my baby. It was no longer his, he had left us.

And then I saw him standing in my bedroom, no not Jacob. Edward. His soft bronze hair his beautiful pale skin his golden eyes. How it all sent shivers down my spine, he was so beautiful it was unbelievable. I had never remembered him well enough, my memory of him was nothing compared to the beautiful creature that stood before me.

Bella this is ridiculous I know you miss him but imagining him coming back is taking things too far.

He read my expression of disbelief.

"Bella, baby you're not imagining this I'm back" his soft musical voice was so pleasurable to hear.

"But why, you don't wa- want me?"

"Bella, oh Bella I lied I had to, to keep you safe, I have always wanted you. How could you believe it after everything I promised, Alice she had a vision of you on the floor crying, you looked so depressed, I had to see if you were okay I couldn't help myself"

"Oh Edward, I.. Jacob he left me … I'm pregnant. I'm alone." I burst into tears.

He came over to my bed holding me tight, oh how is cold skin felt good.

"Bella, baby your not alone I will never leave you again I cannot live with myself it was the worst decision I have ever made. I will never forgive myself not if I live for an eternity I was so wrong to leave you. I am here for you now Bella, you and your baby. I love you more than anything. Please say you will forgive me."

I looked at him with affectionate eyes. How stupid he could be of course I forgive him.

"Edward… of course I forgive you, I love you so much"

He held me while I slept. I loved the feel of his cold granite body next to mine.

HOW I LOVE EDWARD(:
I'm so happy he's back now
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Now this might be the only chapter you get for a while as I have a ton of homework!

FRENCH
ENGLISH PROJECT

HISTORY PROJECT

GEOGRAPHY

SCIENCE EXTENDED WRITING


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Lisa