Yay! It's a songfic!! anyway:
I don't own any of the Inuyasha charachers or missing by Evanescence
It's only part of the song. The story took too much room and besides, i got tired of writing. I'll update it in about a day or so...
Stupid songfics...
I stared out the frost-tainted window, my long raven hair pulled back into a loose ponytail behind her. The world was spread out before me, the snowy white hilltops flaked with the stems of long dead trees. I could almost hear them calling to me, the wind rustling between their limp branches as they cried softly. I could feel a tear running down my pale cheek and I hurriedly wiped it away. I had no reason to cry. After all I was happy…
Please, Please, forgive me
But I won't be home again…
As I looked outside, I could see a man walking up the path, holding hands with a young girl. As I watched, they smiled lovingly at each other. Who were they? They seemed so familiar. As I glanced at him, I realized his hair was a deep black, the same as mine. Who was he? I shook my head. I couldn't remember. It was so long ago…
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely conscious you'll say to no one
What's wrong with me? I rubbed my head tiredly, I can't remember him! My features twisted in frustration but quickly relaxed as I heard the door open. I got up and embraced the man that came in, giving him a light kiss on the cheek. Somehow, it didn't feel right, but I didn't say anything.
"Good evening, Lord Sesshomaru," I greeted him warmly, motioning him to sit down beside me, "How was your day?"
He smiled at me and murmured, "I spent every free moment thinking of you, Kikyo darling."
ISN'T SOMEONE MISSING ME?
I smiled at the compliment, though my heart clenched tightly, why I didn't know. After all, I loved him.
Have you forgotten Inuyasha? A small voice whispered in my head. I looked around, confusion shown clearly in my face. The name sounded so familiar… where had I heard it before?
Lord Sesshomaru looked worriedly down at me. "What's wrong, love?" he asked, his face mirrored with concern, "do you have a headache?"
He reached over for a bottle that sat on the table. "Would you like some wine?" he asked, pouring me a glass of the red liquid.
I accepted it gratefully, taking a long sip. There was no taste to the drink, but I didn't object. It made me feel better. At least I didn't think of that name anymore.
You won't cry for my absence I know
You forgot me long ago…
As I drank the red wine, I heard a knock on the door. I blinked confusedly. My Lord Sesshomaru never did have visitors.
"Who is it?" I whispered, "Would you like me to answer the door?"
My Lord shook his head, glancing out at the dimly lit hallway with worry. "No dearest Kikyo," he whispered lovingly into my ear, "I'll deal with this myself."
Then he walked outside, and, as I hear the door click shut behind him, I realized that I was, yet again, alone.
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
I heard the knocking stop as the big oaken door creaked open. I could make out angry voices outside, but I couldn't understand what they said. Besides, I felt woozy. All I wanted was to go to sleep. What's wrong with me? I wondered, Why do I always feel so tired?
The voices were growing louder in voice. I strained to hear them, but couldn't focus. WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
do you guys like it? I think there's a plot line to this one... cough cough
Anyway there are no definite pairings in this one... haven't decided who Kikyo will end up with... Maybe Naraku will even randomishly show up or something...
I can tell you that Inuyasha and kagome (gag) are definitely going to be in the story though... if that helps. Anyway, thanks if you comment!!!
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evil bunny attack
heh... his ears are gone... heh