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189, to think when I wrote the first chapter I was soo happy with like 5? And now I have 189 I feel so loved. Lol. 5 days till my DVD comes (: ! This started off as a fluffy chapter about Edward and Bella but I think it had a good twist. It's Bella's POV people.

Chapter 10:
Today is mine

I woke up to the soft sound of Edwards musical voice singing my lullaby, he brushed my cheek softly then stroked my hair.

"Good morning sleepy head" He whispered faintly in my ear.

I gave him a smile of adoration, and moved my face closer to his. He could see what I was after and pressed his cold lips to mine, I longed for a more passionate kiss but was stopped midway.

"I guess time hasn't lessened your trust in my self control"

I laughed. "Nope not at all" I grinned at him "Today is still mine you know" He smiled.

"Ask away"

"Hmm." I thought for a second trying to phrase my words right "Edward, do you think… I'm too old" and pregnant "for you?"

He stared at me with his usual patronising look.

"Bella, I've been living for Carlisle knows how many years and you think you're too old"?

I sighed knowing he would answer my question this way "Edward! You know what I mean"

"Bella darling you could never be too old for me you are only 20 years old and you have become the most beautiful woman I have ever seen"

I stared at him inhaling all his words saving them in my memory forever. While I just sat there on my bed in pleasure he leaned in kissing me more passionately then ever before his lips fitted with mine perfectly as if they were meant to be together forever, I had never wanted him so much. I reached for his shirt trying to unbutton it when he carefully pushed my hand away. He pulled his lips away from mine but I could see that he struggled to do so. I couldn't wipe the smile of my face I felt like a naughty child who had eaten too many sweets.

"Bella, I struggle so hard with my thirst please be good you know we can't"

"Why not Edward?" I asked frustrated.

"Because, I love you too much and I don't want to hurt you, I think we should get married first anyway"

I Edward seemed to of missed one crucial point, it hit me too I hadn't been living in reality. I stared at Edward waiting for him to understand…

"You're still married to Jacob" I nodded solemnly remembering the day he imprinted.

"Bella, I will get Carlisle to arrange the divorce, we are here for you, I'm too worried about you to bring up the whole hanging around with werewolves thing"

I smiled at him embracing him in a hug.

Edward left to get the car whilst I showered, got dressed and ate breakfast I couldn't help but make one phone call.

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I was shaking from nerves I had no idea what to say but I plucked up the courage and picked up the receiver. I pressed in the numbers carefully trying not to make any mistakes. I was pathetic enough to know the number off by heart.

"H-Hello" I stammered.
I was greeted by his soft warm voice.

"Bella, Oh my god Bella I've been trying to call you for months I even came to your house but Charlie turned me away"

I was barely listening to his words, just the sound of his voice made me want to crawl into a corner and cry.

"Jake, I don't need you any-anymore" was all I managed to say.

I didn't stay on the phone long enough to listen to his questions, I dropped the receiver letting it hang on the cord. I crumpled to the floor tears spilling from my eyes before I knew it a cold granite body held me whispering words of comfort in my ears.
I felt like we had been there for hours, I loved him to just hold me I didn't want him to ever let go ever. I lay against his chest waiting for the words which would tell me to move.

"Bella, we can do anything you want today" I was about to say the one thing that was forbidden, when he stopped me.

"Apart from that" he chuckled.

I paused for thought, anything…

I whispered one word. "Meadow"

He scooped me up being impatient with my human speed and put me in the passenger seat of the Volvo. We drove dangerously to the familiar footpath. I was in no state to walk 3 miles. Edward picked me up once more carrying me towards my favourite place in the whole entire world.

"Here we are" he placed me down.

I stared at the mass of green before me. We lay there together hand in hand, I breathed in his scent staring at his breath taking beauty. I was dazzled.

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Sorry guys last chapter this week, I won't have my computer this weekend so this will be the last chapter this week but I promise to write loads of chapters next week as I'm off school (:

Bye for now.
Lisa (: