A/N: Okay guys, sorry for such a long wait! I was a bit nervous about doing this part of the story, because well its the best part and I didn't want to disappoint/piss off anyone if I did it wrong. So that held me back, plus I've had a lot of homework, and softball practice and games. And this isnt my only story so that didn't really help this out much either. But anyways enough with the excuses for why this took so long, I've kept you waiting long enough so here it is...

THE KISS

She had said it, she really had said it. My Angel had said that she loved me. That she always had. That she always would. Nothing could have brought me down from this high, Bella was the strongest drug out there. She really was my brand of heroin.

Her scent had been teasing me ever since we had first been reunited, I could handle it and refrain myself but still had had to think about being calm. The moment I closed the half an inch gap between us, I forgot completely about my self control and gave myself away to the moment. Our kiss was not careful, and if I had been thinking like I had used to, I would have pulled myself off of myself for trying such a stunt.

But this was no stunt. I was in complete control. I had never felt more so, and I knew that any protests and arguments Bella had had were now gone. This was confirmed when her hands met my face. My skin tingled under her touch. It felt so good, how I could have ever gotten the will to leave this was completely beyond me.

The heat from her was comforting and I knew this was the way it was meant to be, and slowly I slipped onto the bed, pressing myself against her, every inch of myself. I covered her entire body with mine and tried to close every gap inbetween us. The feeling was amazing. Normally I would have felt bad about stealing away her warmth and covering her with the cold blanket that was my body. She had always used to tell me that it was 'fine' and she didn't mind, and then that gorgeous blush of hers would creep across her face. So, for once, I listened to her and didn't let myself feel bad about covering her with my coldness.

Her hands roamed across my face, and mine hers. I memorized every pore in her skin, every eye lash, every inch, nothing escaped my hands. I went numb to the world, nothing mattered, only Bella-my Bella. When she kissed me back it only encouraged my behavior, and I wasn't quite sure if that was a good thing or a bad thing, all I knew was that I liked it.

In the brief moments our lips weren't locked, I couldn't stop myself from whispering her name. It just came out, I was not embarassed though, I did not really care to tell the truth. I wanted her to know that she was my everything, that I wanted her in so many ways, and that I loved the sound of her name and how nicely it rolled off my tongue. There were so many things I wanted to tell her and that I wanted her to know.

My mind was racing, but all I could think was 'She loves me! She loves me! SHE LOVES ME!!' over and over again. My dead heart could have exploded from the joy I felt. In fact I was sure that it was going to if I kept going.

I wanted the moment to last for forever, I could kiss her until the end of all eternity, but as much as I didn't need to breathe I knew she needed to. So in regard to her health I eventually I found the will to pull away from her. I could tell by the way she was breathing that she was dizzy, and her gasping noises gave it away to a certain degree too.

Even though I could hear her heart perfectly from where I was, I still couldn't resist the urge to lay my head the head on her chest and listen to her heart rate return to normal.

Nothing could ruin this, not all the Victorias, Volturis, or Charlies in the world combined. Bella was mine, and I would make sure that it stayed that way, she might not know it but when she told me that she would always love me, she was making a deal with me that I knew would never fall through. I would make sure. I had messed up once, but never again.

I smiled to myself as I thought about what she had said, and the way her lips moved against mine. I listened to her heart and its rythmn, trying to sync myself with her breathing.

She loves me, she really loves me...

A/N: Alright, so hopefully you guys liked it, I'm not exactly sure if I even like it so I dunno but I tried my hardest so please don't hate me if you dont think it's up to par-I tried and that's all I ask of myself, but hopefully it was good enough. Once again I'm sorry for such a long wait for this sucker, but hey, life calls and you gotta answer. So please move your arrow down to that little GO button and leave me a review telling me what you thought. The reviews keep me going and I promise the next update will be nowhere near as long a wait- who knows maybe if there are enough reviews I'll update tomorrow? LOL Plus that will let me know if I need to maybe redo this chapter like I did to the last one. Anyways, I love you all and thanks for reading this! Please don't forget to review!

Much Love,

Lust4Edward