BPOV
I wake slowly relishing in the fact that I am still able to have mornings like this. Mornings where I can be alone with my thoughts. I am also thankful that it's the summer and no one knows what is happening. I hope that if my love ever finds out that he does not feel bad, or that he blames himself. I let a sigh escape me. i suddenly become more aware of my sourroundings. I am laying on something hard. What happened last night? Did I fall onto the floor? No I couldn't have. I feels eeirly like how I used to lay on him. I freeze, unsure of how to act.
EPOV
I could hear her breath, slowly start to quicken and I know that she is waking up. I know it is too late for me to move away from her and get up but I can't. I don't know what will happen when she sees me. She is awake now, just lying there with her head resting on mhy chest and my arm wrapped around her. I hear her let out a sigh and I can't help but wonder if she is thinking about me. I feel her freeze and I wait for her to say something or do something.
BPOV
What is wrong with me? Of course I'm here by myself. Remember he left you. He didn't love you anymore. "Stupid, so stupid." I mutter to myself. I sigh again and burrow deeper into my bed. I feel something softly run through my hair. I don't know if it is my imagination or not but I like the feel of it. Maybe I should just keep imagining. It may make the pain of leaving Charlie here on his own and the pain of losing my family. Unconsicously I speak out the words I never thoguht would leave my lips again. "I love you, Edward."
EPOV
She still loves me?! What is wrong with this beautiful, amazing, selfless women. She really is the one for me. I cannot help myself from saying it outloud as well." I love you too, My Bella." I hear her breathing hitch and I can't help but wonder if I went to far. Maybe she won't or can't ever forgive me. I keep still and my close my eyes. This is one of the only situations I have been in, in my life that where I don't know what to do or how to act.
BPOV
I open my eyes, not believing what I see. I look up towards my bedhead and there it is, my angels beautiful god-like face. His bronze hair is just like I remember, so is his angular jaw, his perfect nose. I only wish I could see him butterscotch eyes.
"Edward."
His name slips from my lips and for the first time in months there is no pain. Then my wish comes true and i see his eyes open. He stares down at me, still laying on his chest intently. Still looking into his eyes, I press my lips to his chest and whisper, "I missed you."
"I missed you too, my love. Nothing will ever keep me away from you. And before you tell me, I know, Bella. I know everything. Alice seen it and showed me. I just wish I never left you so I could have been here with you. But, Love, please answer me this, why do you still have your hair? It was my imopression that you loose your hair when you go through chemotherpy. "
"Umm, Edward. That's the thing. I don't know if Alice seen it but I decided not to get treatment. I don't want to live my last few months sick and in more pain."
EPOV
My heart ripped out of my chest and into shreads and I just stared at her in disbelief. Why would she do that? I'll have to talk to Carlisle about it. Which thinking of the family should be here by now.
"Bella, I know you don't want to talk about this now but we will and we will talk about this as a family. Now I'm sure that you would like to see everyone, so lets just get dressed and we can go home. I know everyone wants to see you."
She nodded and crawled out of bed and gathered up some clothes for the day. Time to call my family.