Hello again all you happy people. Glad to see me back for a second chapter? Me too! Anyways let's get this show on the road! First off here is the link to a good story as promised.
This is actually my sister's story but I like it and it's got 11 chapters up already. That's a pretty good read for now.
http://www[dot]fanfiction[dot]net/s/5013555/1/You_Never_Would_Have_Thought
It's pretty good. Kept my interest in any case. So yea. If you have a story you would like me to suggest send me a link via Email or PM so we can discuss it.
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I Do Not Own Twilight or It's Characters but I will enjoy writing about them!
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Bella woke up in a shockingly white room. The ground beneath her was uncomfortable and lumpy. When she tried to move her body ached. Her stomach felt as though someone had taken a cinder block and pounded it into her a stomach a few times, her arms were covered in bruises and sore when she flexed her muscles. Someone pressed a cool cloth to her forehead, wiping away the sticky sweat. "Bella? Are you awake?"
It was Charlie. His voice sounded hoarse and worried. She winced and turned her face away from him. Bella had no desire to look at anyone. She wanted to be alone. Forever alone.
"Bella...I was really worried about you kid..." the silence was awkward "I'll go get a nurse okay..."
He set the cloth down somewhere and left the room. Part of her wanted to shout out for him but she bit her tongue.
It took her a minute to remember everything that had happened.
Edward had told her about Tanya. 'Did I break up with him?' If he was not intelligent enough to realize she didn't want him now, he wasn't as smart as he had made her believe. Maybe he wasn't anyways...He was a liar and cheater. He probably only knew the answers in science because he had taken the class so many times. You had to memorize somethings after seeing it 50 times.
The bitterness left a nasty taste in her mouth. She slowly sat up, pushing the ass to the back of her mind. A nurse dressed in a white uniform was walking in at that moment, carrying a bottle of water. 'Wait...are her clothes white?' Bella stared quizzically at them drawing a strange look from the woman.
"Is everything okay dear?"
Bella jumped with surprise, pulled from her thoughts.
"Um...what color are your scrubs?" She talked hesitantly.
"They are yellow...pastel yellow...Why? Can't you see the color?"
Bella smiled quickly, waving a hand at the lady. "Of course! They looked like a pastel green from here...But they are really nice."
She remembered the forest, after Edward had hesitated, how the color had slipped out of everything she saw. Was it permanent?
She took the water bottle, drinking half of it in one gulp. The nurse checked her temperature and her eyes. "Do you know who you are?"
Bella smiled and spoke her name and address, the name of her father and mother and the street address of where she used to live in Phoenix. The nurse smiled and nodded, "I guess your okay then hm. Your father is waiting for you at the front desk." She pointed out Bella's clothes and left the room.
Slowly, Bella got up from the bed, staggering over to the counter where her clothes were. She pulled everything on gingerly, trying to avoid the darker bruises on her arms.
Charlie gave her a worried look when she walked into his view. He grunted and said goodbye to the woman at the front desk. Bella said nothing. She was looking around at the once colorful waiting room. Everything was grayscale now. 'How could this happen...'
They were almost at the door when Carlisle came around the corner.
"Bella! May I speak with you for a moment?"
Charlie looked back at the doctor with a curious look on his face. Carlisle smiled to him and waved. "Just a moment of her time Chief Swan. I promise it won't take long."
Charlie grunted again and nodded. "I'll be in the cruiser Bells."
She nodded to her father and stepped toward the Doctor.
He grimaced at her, holding the door open to an empty examination room. "Please, just for a second."
She walked silently into the room, taking a minute before she turned to face him. "What is it Carlisle."
It was more a statement than a question. He stepped closer and stared into her once chocolate brown eyes. "How are you feeling Bella?" She looked at him for a moment, her lip up in a confused sort of snarl. "Is that what you needed? I'm fine Dr. Cullen. Everything is wonderful. Peachy fuzzy keen."
She didn't feel bad for snapping at him. He had been there at Tanya's house. He could have stopped Edward.
He hesitated, looking away from her.
"Your wrong if you think we could have stopped him. We just want him to be Happy. Both of us, Esme and myself, thought if he wanted Tanya he would have broken it off with you before hand...We didn't think he would be unfaithful. I guess we should have asked him about it. I'm sorry you feel this is our fault Bella." Bella scoffed, 'Yea real sorry Doctor.' "He is a grown man Bella. There is nothing we could have done."
Suddenly Bella felt like they had turned against her some how. It didn't feel the same with the Doctor now. Once he had been caring and understanding. Now he was saying he couldn't have stopped Edward at all.
"What is wrong with you guys?...Did I do something to piss you off? Is it because I'm a Human? Are you tired of having me around?" Bella had stepped closer to look into the doctor's eyes. He turned away from her, walking towards the door.
She lurched forward, griping his arm and trying to pull him back.
"Carlisle! Please you need to tell me what it is I did to upset you all as bad as I have."
Carlisle stopped, of course not because of her, he felt bad for the panic this had caused. Bella was going to go crazy if this kept going.
"Bella...You should forget about all of us. You should live a normal human life."
"I can't be normal Carlise! I have had something extraordinary! A family of Vampires and a more devoted boyfriend than any girl has had in the history of people. Why can't I keep you all in my life?"
"We do not want to be in your lives any more Bella. We are not going to leave just because you are not happy with us here though. We will stay for as long as we can. This is our home too."
Bella was shocked. She let her hands fall from his arm.
'You all...don't want me...'
She pushed pass him, leaving the small room before Carlisle could get to the door.
On the way home, she did not speak to Charlie.
He had been told she tripped and fell down a large hill.
It did sound like something she would do.
On the short drive home, Bella thought about Edward and the Cullens. They really had been like her second Family. It felt weird knowing they would be around, just not around her. She felt a lump rise in her throat, burning as it went.
She turned her face, looking out the window of the cruiser at the dreary sky outside. She thought about Forks as if it were a human. Maybe Forks had been a woman deeply in love with the man of her dreams. Maybe she had been happy and sunny once. What if her hear thad been broken and that's why it always rained. She was crying, constantly in pain.
With out realizing it, tears had started to trickle down her face. She sniffed and wiped them away quickly. Charlie didn't question her. That's one thing she was very grateful for his quiet nature.
He cleared his throat, keeping his eyes on the road.
"I was thinking, It's been a while since you went to see Jacob. I could drive you down there if you wanted."
She could tell he wanted her to go down to La Push, stop dating that loser she had been with and get with someone who was good for her. "You really shouldn't ignore Jake like you do. You guys were thick as thieves before HE came back."
With a groan Bella pulled her knees up to her chest, resting the heels of her feet on the passenger seat where she sat. "Dad, I'm not with Edward anymore and I don't want to go see Jake right now okay."
Charlie tried to hide his shock, but couldn't help but say something. "When did uh, when did that happen?" She groaned again, turning completely away from him. "I don't want to talk about it Charlie."
"Hey, It's dad thank you very much. And alright. I won't questions Bells," I'll just count my blessings. "Thank you Dad."
When they reached the house Bella got out of the car. The day had been completely wasted. A break up, a hospitalization, and a nagging father. The last bit was the least depressing. "I'm not going to make dinner okay. There are some frozen dinners in the Freezer. Don't burn down the house okay."
"I cooked before you got here Bella. I'm sure I can do it again." She snorted at him, smiling a little. "Yeah, sure you cooked." Still smiling she went inside and up to her room. The door was closed and she hesitated for a second, hand poised above the door knob. Would he be in there? Had she really only fallen down a hill? Maybe she had dreamed the rest...The black and white world she now resided in did seem dream like. Taking a deep breath she opened the door and walked in. It was empty. Her books lay on the desk, where she had left them. The chair in the corner was empty, he wasn't there waiting for her to come back. She felt the lump rising again, chocking off her air. Gritting her teeth, she closed the door, then the window, and the curtains. With a heavy sigh the tears were allowed to spill, and she let her knees bend. She crumpled to the floor, her hands at her sides and her face towards the ground. She let herself cry, she let it all out. It wasn't like before. She was aware of everything around her. This time was was not allowed to hide in the recesses of her mind. She had to be out there with all the pain and the heartbreak. Sobbing uncontrollably, she did not try to quiet herself. Charlie would leave her alone. He would be downstairs giving her the space she needed right now.
Bella had fallen asleep within the hour. She was to drained to move up onto the bed. She had simply laid down on the cool floor, her red cheek pressed against it, her hands next to her head, like someone was telling a secret through the floorboards. Her dreams were her walking away from Edward. She had turned her back on him, her heart back in her chest and not with him. He was calling to her, asking her forgiveness, saying he was sorry, but his words fell on deaf ears. The sun was rising in front of her and she felt oddly empowered. Maybe it was going to be okay this time. Maybe it would different....Maybe.
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I have decided to let anyone who reads this know this will be a short story. Mostly I am just trying to complete 1 story. I have started so many. I really just want a finished one. I will do my best on it and take my time. It won't be insanely long but I hope you enjoy it anyways *heart* I already have about 10 chapters planned out and I am trying to figure out an ending. We'll see what happens though ^.^
Anyways! Just a reminder, REVIEW THE STORY!!!!
Also I am needing good stories to post links of. GIMME GIMME GIMME!!!
Haha Thanks for reading guys, I'll try to get another chapter up soon.
Later!
Sincerely Cheesy
P.S.
I am going to attempt to make the chapters at least 2000 words.
The last one was less than 1800 words.
But I'm talking about the actual story part. Not my rambling.
So yeah.
Look forward to that....but don't hold your breath xD
This one was 1866 words of story so...yeah. Getting there.
