THANK YOU AGAIN!! Ok to answer someone's question, Bella couldn't use Jake's power because of hey crying. When she cries, she can't access other powers. Hope that makes sense! Another answer, Bella really doesn't know what to think or fell towards the Cullens. She forgives Emmet, I guess, because he is just awesome. She needs someone to make her laugh easily. Everybody is wondering why Rosalie did what she did, I just figured it out myself! Haha I have been thinking about it too!

"I'm sorry, Bella. I'm sorry for being a bitch to you and that this happened to you," she said while hugging me. "Um, uh…da…-" SHE MADE ME STUTTER! OMFLIPPINGOSH! "Sorry that what happened, Rosalie?" I finally managed to say.

"That you had to become a vampire," she said. I laughed. I laughed so hard I did a backflip to get it out of my system. "Why are you laughing?" Alice said, appearing beside Rosalie. "This didn't happen! I chose it!" They were obviously confused. I explained. "Sam found me 3 months after you left and I was about to kill myself! I was bleeding from my cuts and begged her to change me. I was hoping that most of my mental pain would go away after that. By the way, it took a LONG time for that to die down. Victoria never came after me. I killed her after I became a vampire 175 years ago." They were shocked. Sam was surprised I let all this out. Then I was pulled into a hug from no other than Edward Cullen. I backed away. He was hurt, I could tell that. "Bella," Alice whined, "hug him! He only left to protect you! He has always loved you, don't you get it?"

"No Alice, I don't get it. Because what you are telling me is lies." And I blew, right then. Sam saw the burst in my eyes, literally. My eyes turned from honey to half-green half-blue. Everyone gasped. "Bella!" Jake and Sam screamed. This happened when I couldn't take anymore of anything. My eyes changed color. It was really weird. Then I would speak like a robot for 2 minutes, then I'd go back to normal.

Sam ran to me and stood in front of me. This always helped me control what I would be saying. She told me to say the alphabet, 5 times slowly. Hey, it worked.

2 minutes later I snapped out of it. I realized that we had stayed out her for the remainder of the school day. I have to get to work! "-she hasn't done this in a while, though. It scared me at first-" I heard Sam and Jake explaining what had happened. They didn't notice me, so I took my leave. "Jake, gotta go to work, you know where," I whispered, knowing that he heard me. As did everyone else. Damn! I tried to leave without notice, but Alice did. "Where are you going? We were gonna catch up!" Alice called. "Work." I then left. I hadn't meant to sound like a bitch, but I didn't know what else to say.

I got to work, a bar called Breaking Dawn (I had to put it somewhere!), on time luckily. I had hopped a cab, hoping I wouldn't be followed. "Hey, Izz!" the bartender, Jerry I think, called as I walked in the door. I nodded and waved. "When do I go on?"

"30 minutes, go change," he replied and shoved an outfit at me. It was a red tank top that came only down to my belly button that had a flower pattern starting at the right shoulder wrapping around and ended at my left side. I also had a short denim skirt that was ragged at the edges. It was cute. I wore my black wedge heels.

I went on stage when Jeremy introduced me. I smiled and thanked the crowd for allowing me to play her and not throwing fruit at me (inside joke :-) ). I started my first song.

That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

But you won't let me
You upset me boy
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oh..)

You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

Yeah... Oh...

That's how much I love you (as much as I need you)
That's how much I need you (oh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so… so...

I liked doing that song. The crowd cheered. I went into my next one. I wrote all of my songs, which passed time and kept me entertained.

Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

Let this go, let this go

But I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

And I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
That now I feel like I don't know you

I played a couple more songs. I was walking out the restroom when I saw some people in the crowd. Edward, Alice, Rosalie, Emmet, and Jasper were sitting at the bar. I was pissed. Did Sam tell them were I was or did Edward pick it out of her head? I wasn't pissed that they came, but either reason that they were there.

They turned their heads to look at me. I smiled sheepishly and walked over. "Uh, no offense, but um, why are you here? Don't tell me for a drink, cause it's an obvious lie," I said. "Sam broke down and told us where you were after Emmet tackled her," Alice squealed. "You were amazing," Jasper and Rosalie said. "Thanks. Emmet you did what?!"

"I tackled her because I wanted to see my 'lil sis at work!" He grinned. I lightly punched his arm. I grinned, telling him that it was okay.

"Look I'm sorry if you think I've been rude to ya'll. It's just that I don't know what to think or fell about the situation I'm in. But I really don't appreciate being told lies about what happened."

Edward was stunned at my last sentence. "They are not lies, Bella," I cringed from hearing my name from his mouth. "Mhm. Thanks for telling the truth. (note sarcasm here) I have to go." With that I left, jumped in my car, and left for home.

Did you like it? The songs used were

I hate that I love you by rihanna (ichanged up the wording a little to make it into a solo song) and

Let this go by Paramore (favorite band!!)

I'd like to get 35 reviews before I update!! Bella hasn't forgiven the Cullens yet. It may seem like it but NO. That's why she kept talking about lies. She keeps having these mood swings from liking them to hating them. Its like, I want her to forgive them, but I want her to still be mad at them! So it may seem confusing but please keep this in mind!

-Katie