Oh. I didn't want this chapter to have to come. But Edward has to face the facts. His wife is dead and he can't die! Not with Renesmee! It's a bitter realization.

Chapter Four:

E.P.O.V

Charlie was long gone by the time I finally decided to head back to the house. I couldn't stay away from them forever.

I walked at human pace, letting my mind wander. I needed time to think things through. Why was I having second thoughs of letting myself go? I promised a long time ago that if something happened to Bella, something would happen to me.

"Daddy's back!" a child-like voice screamed as I came though the door. Then a girl, who looked to be about a year old, ran into my arms. I stumbled back, shocked.

"She's growing faster than usual." Rose said, picking the child up in her arms. "Isn't she beautiful?"

I nodded. "Daddy!" The child…no, Renesmee, whined. "I want daddy!"

She looked so much like her mother. It was bitter sweet to look at her. "Let me have her Rose." I said. "I want to hold my daughter."

Rose, withough any hesitation this time, handed Renesmee to me. I placed my head on hers and she giggled. "Daddy!" She said with delight. She placed her hand on my face.

Bella was there. She was in the bed. She was beauiful. It must have been when Renesmee came out. I vaugley remembered this moment. "Mommy's pretty." Renesmee whispered.

"Yes, she was." I choked the words out. They were so bitter on my tounge. I didn't like to have to speak in past tense about Bella.

"I love you daddy." She said, running her small fingers through my hair.

I swallowed hard. "I love you to." And with that, I realized that I would have to let Bella go. I would have to stay and take care of the love of my life that I now held in my arms.

And I handed her to Rose, and sobbed tearlessly. Renesmee was so beautiful. Simply because she looked like her mother. There were differneces, but I ignored them.

"Daddy?" Renesmee asked, burying her head in my hair after escaping from Rose. "What's wrong daddy?"

I looked into her pretty eyes. She was my pretty little girl all the way through. "Daddy…he just misses mommy." I said. I choked back sobs as she once again placed her pale hand on my face. It was in Bella's point of view again. She was back in the meadow, staring at me. The first day we kissed…the first day I realized how amazing she really was.

It calmed me to see this again. "Thank you." I whispered to Renesmee. "My pretty little girl."

OH! I really don't want to make him let Bella go! I'm tearing up again! Review please! Don't forget the contest! So far people don't think she should come back! Tell me what you think! I love you Crutches! Thanx!