This is an interesting chapter. It's in Jacob's p.o.v. I didn't really know how to exactly describe how he was feeling. I hope I nailed it. By the way, he's in wolf form!
Chapter Five:
Jacob's p.o.v
I ran through the woods. The wind caught in my fur, making me feel alive again. But it was so brief. And then, once again, I was dead on the inside.
All in one I felt hate and sadness. Hate because the bloodsucker was the one who killed her. The one who ruined her life. But then there was his face. He looked so pained and broken. I wondered what I looked like.
Bella. I couldn't get her face out of my mind. Her eyes were so full of pain. So many emotions were dancing in her eyes, it was hard to tell which ones she felt the most.
I hoped it didn't hurt when she died. I hoped she went as peacfully as she could of.
I stopped dead in my tracks. My heart was ripped into tiny little pieces. I didn't know if any of them could be put back together.
Jacob! A voice hollared in my head. I growled.
What? It was Sam.
How did it go? Is Bella okay?
My body began to shake and I fell down on the damp forest floor.Okay? Okay! She's dead! Dead, dead, dead! She's never coming back!
I'll be right there Jacob. Stay there.
I looked up. Why was this happening? Why? It didn't make sense. We were supposed to be friends forever. I didn't care if I couldn't have her as more then a friend.
I understood how she felt when the bloodsucker left her. Like a hole had been ripped in your chest, and only that person returning could fix it.
But nobody could fix me. And with that, I let out a howl of pity. Bella was never coming back. But how could I accept that?
Okay. It's more interesting, in my opinion, to read about Edward and how he's feeling. But how can I leave out my favorite shape shifter? Sigh…. I miss you Bella! Review please!