Chapter Seven:
I stared at Jacob for a minute or two. He only stared back. We were silent for hours, sometimes getting up and walking around.
I wanted to share my pain. To scream and throw a fit. I wanted to throw something. Destroy something.
Finally, I was tired of the silence. "Jacob, how are you feeling?"
He turned his head away so that he was looking into the woods, dark and gloomy, matching both of our moods. I won't kill myself. But…will you? I know you promised that to her. That if something happened to her…
I shook my head. "I won't do anything. Not until I know that Renesmee is okay without me. Not until my pretty little girl understands that her mom is never coming home."
That might not be to long, Edward. Renesmee's mind and body are growing. It won't be long until she gets it. But I don't think she'd like her life without a father.
I nodded. "I know but…"
He growled and ran into the woods. I groaned and fell to the ground. I wasn't going home tonight. I needed to be alone. To spend my time wallowing. I needed to miss her on my own…
Short chapter I know, but I have to do stuff tonight, so I couldn't write much! Review more! Love you guys!