This chapter is going to be seen from grissoms view instead of saras.
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Sitting next to saras hospital bed i was shaken and in deep thought.
I could not loose her-I would not loose her.
Theres No verse,No sonnet to hum today,No riddle to solve and No fiddle to play.
«You can stop staring at my eyes grissom»Her smile made the room feel warmer.
«I cant help it your eyes are soo beatifull!»I smiled but i just couldnt get i completely right.She must have picked up on that.
«Whats wrong?»Her smile faded and the room got cold once again.
«Nothing»I tried to smile but once again-
«Dont lie to me griss!Please!»
«Whats really wrong?Why did you stop breathing,Sara?»
«Its nothing-I just had an sideeffect from the rohypnol.»
«Okay»I smiled and for the first time the smile was succesfull.
A nurse entered the pastel yellow room that we were in.Her dress was white and she was holding a chart.»It seems that your free to go today Sidle.»
«Thanks you,Nurse»
I stood up as the nurse left the room.
«No,Please dont go»Her eyes looked sad there where she was lying in the hospital bed.
«Im just getting your stuff so that we can go home.Ok?»
She just looked at me,No answer just a smile.
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The house felt brighter and warmer now that sara was here again.
Walking in the front door i pulled her closer too me to give her a kiss.
Before we knew it i had carried her up to our bedroom and into our bed.
«You know the nurse said i was supposed to rest?»
She giggled as i started kissig her neck...
«What really happened Sara?»
She sat up and looked directly into my eyes.
«Let it go griss please!»Her eyes shifted away from me to the mirror on her nightstand that she had bought when she first had moved in here.
«No,Sara i wont let this go.I almost lost you-Again!»
Her bodylanguage spoke loud and clear.She did not like this conversation.
Her eyes were now filled with an emptyness like id never seen before.
«I promise it was nothing other than the stress and the drugs.»
She smiled but i could see her worry through it.