(A/N): Nobody reviewed chapter five. D: Are people losing interest in the story? :( I dunno, this makes me feel a bit dispirited...sorry about waiting so long to upload this one.
One and Not the Same
A Yu-Gi-Oh!5D's Fanfiction
Chapter 6-Back to Reality
Oh, god, I wish this dream had never ended! These last few months of my life had felt normal! I was a normal father, with a normal job, with two perfectly, wonderfully, normal twins! I was never a Signer, never the head of a project that so foolishly, foolishly challenged the illogical and unscientific supernatural!
…I had…forgotten…all that.
What I had originally intended this journal for…am I truly so inadequate for the task set before me? I have half a mind to tear out my recent entries, and I almost did…but I can't, I just can't! The memories in each word, every letter…they haunt me…they are a part of me…part of me that is the father, not the scientist.
And yet now…at this moment…it feels that the father is no longer necessary…not for this…and yet, I feel like a monster for admitting it.
But the truth it…for him to face the shattering of his dream world…he would shatter with it, for he is part of it…and part of me.
…Why? Why could I blindly hope like so many others, like normal people? Why couldn't faith lead us out of this? Why does it have to be so difficult?
…Why do others…why do my children…why do they have to suffer for my mistakes?
…Of course…I speak of Momentum. That cursed, cursed, project…
Momentum had been calm; there had been no negative rotations for quite a while. I had almost convinced myself that I had been forgiven for my sins, that the problem had been solved…
Today's negative rotation had been the strongest it had ever been. Some of the equipment was destroyed in the effort to stop it. It was as if I was being reminded: You have not been forgiven. You have not finished with your repentance. You must continue on with your duty.
And so I shall…even if I die.
Fudo Yuuen-hakase
Momentum Lead Scientist
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