Her Protector Chapter 11: Late Nights: Part II, a harry potter fanfic

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Chapter 11—Late Nights Part II

I'm not afraid of anything
I just need to know that I can breathe
I don't need much of anything
But suddenly, suddenly

I am small and the world is big
All around me is fast moving
Surrounded by so many things
But suddenly, suddenly

How does it feel, to be different from me?
Are we the same?
How does it feel, to be different from me?
Are we the same?
How does it feel?

Voldemort paced before his Death Eaters, a cold sneer present on his face. He dared any one of them to lift their heads and meet his eyes.

"So," he said looking at each bowed head, "The four of you felt that I wasn't serious about the last order I gave to you. Is that the reason you decided to come back empty handed? You felt that I was joking," he asked with a chilling politeness.

Nott foolishly raised his head and tried to speak, but an angry "Crucio," spilled from Voldemort's mouth.

Nott withered on the ground screaming in an agonizingly pained voice, but Voldemort paid him no heed.

"Obviously the four of you don't feel the need to adhere to my instructions," Voldemort said in an angry voice, "And these are the things that happen to those who disobey Lord Voldemort."

Voldemort lifted the curse from Nott's body, which continued to twitch on the ground, only to move the curse to Bellatrix. Her screams flew from her mouth unceremoniously, "How you disappoint me Bella, how you disappoint me," Voldemort said icily.

Sirius looked at her softly allowing his eyes to roam over her sleepy face and disheveled hair. He ran his fingers through her cool silky hair, before moving his face towards hers slowly. He placed a chaste kiss on her lips before finally answering.

"I'm Sirius, love, and I'm someone who will protect you from anything and I'm never going to let anyone hurt you, because I care very deeply for you. Okay...Love…Jessica, do you understand that?" he whispered to her moving his fingers tantalizingly over her cheeks, eyes, and lips.

Jessica laid in his arms listening to his words, which seemed to put her in a trance. No man had ever been so caring, so loving towards her; it made her wonder if this entire experience was real or a dream. She decided to go with the latter.

Sirius watched her face closely, looking for any sign of acceptance to the words he had given her. He bent his head swiftly down to hers, deciding to instead show her the feelings he held for her.

Sirius brushed his lips enticingly over hers, giving only enough to induce her craving.

Jessica felt herself being pulled into the kiss. She didn't know whether any of the things happening to her were real, including the man kissing her with a new found zeal. But at the moment she didn't care, she only knew that she wanted more, more kisses, more skin, more contact, more love. She just wanted more.

But as Jessica found her mind getting hazy from all of Sirius' heated kisses a murky thought formed in her mind, Sirius…what happened to my dog?

"Wait…sto-stop," she spoke weakly.

"What's wrong love," Sirius asked heavily.

"What happened to my dog? Did those people do something to him? We have to go find him?" she said moving hastily from the bed.

Sirius' lips formed a small smile before he grabbed her hand and pulled her back to him in the bed.

Jessica cried out as she fell onto Sirius' hard chest. She struggled with him as his arms wrapped around her waist in a strong hold. He kissed her protesting mouth passionately.

Jessica felt herself being drawn into the kiss, her hands moved into his dark hair against her will. She tried to resist but he was too strong, too passionate, and too skillful.

Sirius eased his tongue into her mouth with unhidden enthusiasm. He felt high. Tonight was the night that he had longed for since he had first kissed her. She was kissing him willingly and without the aid of a spell or lies. She was kissing him because she wanted to, because she wanted him just as much as he wanted her. He felt liberated and turned on.

Jessica moaned into the kiss as she felt his warm tongue rub against hers in a way that only he could. She pushed her body harder into his earning a rugged groan from the man beneath her.

Sirius flipped Jessica onto her back, trapping her hands in one of his. He ground his lower body into hers, making her moan with pleasure.

He lifted his head to study her face. He moved his hand over her eyes, cheeks, and lips; kissing each one chastely.

Jessica opened her eyes meeting the gray eyes of her passionate lover. He leaned his head down kissing her lips softly.

"This is real, isn't it, I'm not dreaming?" she asked softly, realization striking her suddenly.

Sirius cupped her face tenderly, before nodding, "Yes, this is real," he said softly while kissing her lips again. Jessica made no move to stop him, which surprised him greatly. He had half expected her to push him away and tell him to go screw himself. He grinned happily as he moved to kiss her lips once more, but it immediately slid from his face when Jessica turned her face preventing him from doing so.

"What's wrong love?" he asked moving her face so he could look into her dark eyes.

"What happened to my dog?" she asked worriedly.

Sirius smiled at her innocence before lifting his body from hers to stand. Jessica's eyes followed him and she watched him curiously.

"Your dog is just fine," he whispered before taking the form of Padfoot.

Jessica gasped as she watched his limbs take the shape of the large, shaggy dog she had been housing for the last six months.

"Oh my God," she breathed out with astonishment sitting up on the edge of the bed.

Sirius morphed back into his human form and moved to sit on the bed beside Jessica. She looked at him with amazement, "How?"

Sirius took Jessica's hand in his gently and kissed it tenderly. "Jessica, I'm an Animagus, which means that I can transform into an animal of my choice at will," he said while continuing to place small kisses on her fingertips.

"What? So can you change into only one animal or…?"

"Yes only one," he said moving his face to her neck and placing a sweet kisses there.

"And," Jessica breathed out raggedly, "what about those dreams?" she breathed out as she felt desire begin to flood her senses once more.

Sirius pulled his face from her neck with a small blush creeping onto his cheeks.

"Well…um" Sirius began nervously, "…you see I preformed a tiny…really insignificant spell…that…"

Jessica strained her ears to hear him, because he had mumbled the last part so quietly that she couldn't hear what he had said.

"What," Jessica said placing one finger under his chin and lifting his face so she could look into his eyes.

Sirius sighed heavily as he starred into her bright brown eyes, "I preformed a spell that made you believe that you were dreaming, but in reality it was actually happening…it wasn't a dream," he said preparing himself for the ear lashing that was bound to happen.

Jessica's face immediately fell into a frown. "So…you lied to me," she said looking deep into his gray eyes with noticeable hurt.

"No, love, I just…well yes…I guess I did lie to you, but…I just wanted…I just needed…I couldn't and still can't help the feelings that I feel for you. Please don't be mad, baby I…just please don't be mad at me," Sirius said pulling her into his lap and placing fervent kisses wherever his lips could reach.

Jessica remained quiet throughout his entire speech and let him kiss her without protest. Sirius grabbed her face in his hands making her look into his eyes.

"Why?" she asked him simply looking deeply into his eyes.

"Because you…there is just something about you that…well it shattered all of my self-control, but Jessica, I promise if you allow me I will make it up to you. I'll do whatever it takes to make you forgive me, whatever you want," he said pleadingly.

"Why?" she asked callously, "You deceived me. You basically forced me against my will. Why? Why should I believe you now? Why should I give you a second chance?"

Sirius winced at her icily calm tone and the questions she spat at him.

"Because…because I care for you," he said softly.

"I don't believe you," she said beginning to remove herself from his lap.

"I do, love. I really do…no please let me finished," he begged when she moved to interrupt him.

"Jessica," he whispered, "for the past few months I've watched you and I've grown so attached to you. I care so deeply for you, please don't walk away from me, please don't leave me, forgive me. I'll make it up to you. I swear, because I…I lo…" his voice fell so that she could no longer hear him and his face fell so that she could no longer see his eyes.

Jessica felt her stomach flutter when his mouth formed the words she had longed to hear from her mysterious and handsome dream man.

She was about to allow herself to fall into the blissfulness of his arms, but stopped once she realized that his voice trailed off and she had no guarantee that the words she wanted to hear were about to leave his mouth.

She looked at him long and hard before opening her mouth to quell her heart of its questions and fears.

"You what?" Jessica asked urgently. "You what Sirius…tell me," she said softly bending her head so that she could look into his eyes. "Tell me Sirius," she whispered to him.

Sirius laid his forehead onto hers breathing in her familiar scent. "Jessica, baby, I…I love you. I'm in love with you. I can't deny it anymore. I love you," he said avidly.

Jessica looked at him with astonishment watching him for any signs of deception. She starred deep into his cool eyes as a barely traceable smile graced her lips.

Sirius immediately regretted saying the words when he saw the surprised look on Jessica's face. For the first time in years Sirius Black threw caution (AN: emotionally, not adventurously) aside and let his heart speak words that would never have been divulged to another woman. He knew he had taken a great risk and now he was about to be paid for it in full with rejection.

Sirius was pulled from his musings when he felt Jessica's arm wrap securely around his neck.

"Oh Sirius," she said throwing her arms around his neck and holding him to her tightly. "I love you too," she whispered in his ear while laying her head in the crook of his neck.

Sirius felt his stomach flip and his heart lighten at the confession. He moved his body so he could gently place her onto the bed.

Jessica looked up at him through thick eyelashes smiling shyly as he climbed cautiously onto her petite body. He kissed her lips with unrefined passion while moving his hands slowly and tantalizingly over her smooth body.

Jessica gasped excitedly as his hands skimmed the sides of her breast allowing Sirius to deepen the kiss further. He gradually began to trail kisses down her neck and to her exposed collarbone. Sirius slowly unbuttoned Jessica's shirt while placing slow, sensual kisses on each piece of newly exposed skin.

Sirius starred heatedly at Jessica's heaving chest. His eyes racked over the rich, royal violet, lacy demi-cut bra that clung onto her body. Sirius slid his hands over her breast to the two thin straps and he slid the straps from her shoulders. He placed tender kisses on her shoulders.

Jessica's eyes fluttered closed as she felt the warm kisses on her already hot skin. Her breath hitched as she felt Sirius wet tongue glide smoothly up her stomach and over ample breast. He then blew softly on the damp skin making Jessica shiver and her body lift upwards.

Sirius moved his lips back to Jessica's, kissing her with fury. Jessica felt herself being engulfed in the raw fervor of his powerful kiss. Her hands found their way into his hair; her fingers rubbed his scalp demandingly.

Sirius hands traveled to her denim blue jeans and his fingers skillfully undid the button and slid the zipper down. He slowly began to peel the skin-tight jeans from her body.

Jessica ripped her mouth from Sirius' and she spoke breathily, "Wait," she said watching him with passion filled eyes. "I don't want to do this tonight," she said while scooting her body from underneath his and into a sitting position at the top of the bed.

Sirius stifled a groan when he heard those simple words, but he nodded his head assuring Jessica that they would not go any further.

"Come on love it's getting late and we should get to sleep, because we have a lot of work to do when we wake up," Sirius said as he moved his body into a laying position. Jessica eagerly moved her body towards the dark haired wizard. She placed her head in the crook of his neck, laid her hand lightly over his chest, and slowly drifted off into a content sleep.

Sirius watched Jessica sleep for a few minutes before he sank into a peaceful sleep; filled with the sleeping brunette in his arms.

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