(First I have to say that I changed a bit. I left out the original chapter 2 about the party and added the third chapter now chapter 2, the whole wedding and Edward and Bella alone the night before the wedding. I hope you like it, maybe I add the original chapter 2 later. And maybe I continue after this one. So have fun reading...
Chapter 2
I went upstairs to Edward's room changed my clothes and stood beside the bed to take a look outside. I could only see the top of the trees because the moon threw it's light over it. It seemed like there was a movement between the trees, but I couldn't see enough. Suddenly there were hands around my waist and Edward stood behind me kissing my neck.
''What are you thinking?'' he asked.
''Do you think I could be dangerous for my parents after changing?'' I asked.
''Not if I take care of that. Don't worry Bella my love I will take care of you and everything else'' he said, to reassure me.
He started to kiss my neck again and suddenly he took me up in his arms and carried me to the bed.
There he wrapped his arms around me and whispered in my ear.
''It's getting harder to resist you, it's making me crazy.''
''What will you do if it gets to hard?'' I asked him.
''I don't know,'' he answered.
I tried to slide away from him but he didn't let me go.
''There is no need for distance, stay with me,'' he complained.
And then he kissed me first on my forehead down my nose, to my lips. After a few seconds his kissing became more urgent and faster. His body tensed and his hands stroked my back. Suddenly he was above me, carefully so that I didn't feel his weight.
Although he was cold, I could feel heat.
''Bella...'' he moaned, between two kisses.
The air was full of his sweet scent.
He wandered down from my lips to my neck and my throat. And back up to my ear my cheeks and my lips again. And then suddenly he started to kiss me uncontrolled and wild. His hands clawed in my hair. I thought he would stop immediately as always but he didn't. It scared me a bit but I was frozen and couldn't do anything besides kiss him back with all the force I had. My hands were on his back and there was nothing between us besides our clothes. I could feel the electricity between us like we felt it in biology 2 years ago, but this time it was much stronger. It was almost unbearable.
Suddenly it was all over. He was on the other side of the room now on his black sofa.
I couldn't see his whole face but I could see his eyes in the bright moonlight, they were dark red. I could see that he clenched his teeth. He didn't say anything, he didn't move, It was like he was frozen.
''I'...I'm sorry,'' he said carefully. "I think it's better for you and for me if I stay here tonight'' he added.
''O...k'' I stammered.
I wasn't happy about that but I didn't want to overwhelm his self-control.
So I started to calm down and tried to sleep. It wasn't easy and after a few minutes I gave it up and looked at him surreptitiously. He met my eyes and looked at me. He didn't seem anxious anymore. I looked away and thought about the next day and wondered what will happen if he tried to fulfill my wish. I knew it wouldn't work but I knew that I wanted to try.
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August 13th
I woke up early, but instead of Edward there was Alice, smiling at me.
''Morning bride; you must stand up and get prepared. You know what day today is.'' She said excited.
''How could I forget that,'' I said, smiling back at her.
She led me into her room and through another door into her bathroom. While I took a shower she waited outside and prepared the make- up and everything else.
I was a bit excited I'm gonna marry Edward it was strange to me, but it was even more strange to say Edward ... my husband.
''Are you ready?' she asked, after I put on a bathrobe.
''Coming,'' I answered.
''Ok sit down... I'll make you look like a princess today.'' She said happily.
So she started to do my hair and my make-up. She put a lot of curlers in my hair and after she opened them again, she put my hair up and secured them with lots of hair slides. Alice didn't use a lot of make- up because I told her that I wanted to look natural. I didn't want artificial eyelashes either, so she put on some sand colored eye shadow and a light rose lipstick, which wasn't to bad because you couldn't really see it.
Then Alice walked to the other side of the room and picked up a small packet. And in this packet was a beautiful small diamond diadem.
''I can't wear this Alice,'' I complained.
''You will Bella it's Rosalie's and it was her request that you'll wear it.'' Alice said severe.
I sighed but I was surprised that Rosalie wanted me to wear it.
Alice put the diadem on my head and fastened the veil on it. Alice helped me into my dress then and I turned to face myself in the mirror.
''Wow ... ''I said, unwilling to believe that I looked so beautiful. I really looked like a princess.
''Edward will freak out,'' she said smiling.
That reminded me of the last night and I thought about how he felt now and what he did.
''Wait here I'll go downstairs and see if everyone is here,'' she said.
After a few minutes she was back.
''They are all here Bella. You can go down now,'' she said even more excited now.
Slowly I went down still in thoughts. Downstairs my Mum and Esme were waiting.
Rosalie stood at the door and smiled at me. I smiled at her too and thanked her for the diadem. My Mum was crying as she saw me she took me in her arms and said.
''Oh Bella darling... I'm so happy, you are so beautiful.''
I kissed her cheek and we went outside to the pavilions. The others left me alone. Charlie stood at the beginning of the red carpet. He smiled at me; I could see the tears in his eyes.
''You look wonderful Bella," he said in a low voice.
''Thanks Dad,'' I said, smiling and took his arm.
''So let's go,' he said.
The music started just in the same moment we started to walk down the aisle. There weren't a lot of people. I could see Angela, Ben, Mike and even Jessica.
When I turned to face Edward I was shocked by his beauty. He looked absolutely perfect in his tuxedo. I couldn't stop looking at him. He smiled my favorite crooked smile. It seemed like a long time till we arrived at the end of the aisle. Where a priest stood and Edward took my hand.
The priest started the ceremony.
Edward couldn't stop looking at me. He locked me into his eyes so that I didn't recognize the priest anymore until he came to ask me.
''Isabella Marie Swan do you want to take Edward Anthony Cullen as your husband?''
''I do,'' I said.
''Edward Anthony Cullen do you want to take Isabella Marie Swan as your wife?
''I do," he said.
It was like I was in trance when we exchanged the rings.
But then he kissed me and nothing mattered anymore. It was like I was gone, far away from reality.
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After the ceremony everyone went outside to the back of the pavilions where lots of round tables stood. A small wooden dance floor was there too, flowers where everywhere and in the midst of it all was a small fountain. It all looked very beautiful.
Edward never left my side during the whole party. In the evening he even convinced me to dance. We were the only one's on the dance floor and I had a chance to talk to him without someone listening to us.
''Are you ok, I mean because of yesterday,'' I asked.
''I was reckless Bella, I'm so sorry, please forgive me for that,'' he begged.
''Don't worry about it,'' I said.
''I'm so afraid of hurting you; you can't imagine,'' he continued.
''I'm not sure if it's a good idea to try it Bella I'm uncontrollable,'' he added.
''I'm sure you can manage, let's talk about this later,'' I said smiling.
He kissed my forehead, closed his eyes, and I did as well.
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