This chapter I had to use all kinds of different things with the letters, so you can tell an IM from thoughts to memories to songs apart. Also before you start reading, i'd like us all to take a moment, to say a proper goodbye to this fic... Ok here's my goodbye, Fallin' For You, you are my proudest fiction, i might even like you better than "Someone is After Miley Stewart" which was never properly finished, but finished nonetheless (anyone want to continue than one? Send me a message!) I love you i really do, IM GONNA MISS YOU BUDDY!! Ok on with the story
Just So You Know
A month, the easiest month I've had in a while. Jake and I had been dating for a month, Oliver and I weren't so tense around each other for a month, Oliver and Jake got along quite well for a month. I love, this month!
Oliver's POVA month, the hardest month I've had in a while. Jake and Miley had been dating for a month (ech), I had to ease up around Miley for a month (not easy), and pretend to be cool with Jake for a month (hardest thing EVER). I hate, this month. Why, did Becca have to ruin things for me? Why couldn't I hold Miley in my arms? Or kiss her soft lips? I need her so badly. I need to get her back. But how? Wait something is coming back to me…
"When the man of my dreams proposes to me, I want him to do what my dad did for my mom. But more modern."
"What did he do?"
"He left her a tape on her night table, a tape with one song, that he recorded himself. He named it, will you marry me. Of course, the boy doesn't have to record it himself. Not everyone can sing"
Of course! The day I met Miley, on our way to class she told me all about her and Tennessee. But how do I make it more modern, and what song expresses what I'm feeling? Think, think, think…
"So since you're a girl, I bet your favorite color is pink right?"
"Well I do love pink, but it's not my favorite color. Orange is mine, I think the two colors for valentines day, or love, should be red and orange, to me orange is just so romantic looking, but yet still fun."
Orange, it was her favorite color when she was younger, now it's pink, but orange is what expresses our relationship, romantic but fun, in her words. So I'll buy her an orange shuffle! But what song? I wanted her, I love her, but she belongs to someone else… Lilly, the girl with a need for romance, I signed on to IM. She's on.
Smokin'- Lilly!
Sk8erLil- What?
Smokin'- What r ur fave sappy songs?
Sk8erLil- Y?
Smokin'- Jus tell me
Sk8erLil- Err… unlove you, please be mine, we'll be together, love me for me, gotta go my own way, just so you know, everyday, if we were a movie, and one in a million
Smokin'- Thx, gtg, bie!
"Smokin'" signed off
I went on youtube to listen to the songs. Unlove You, nah break up song, next. Please Be Mineit's our song, but it's not quite right, next. We'll be together, nah, next. Love Me For Me, has nothing to do with anything, next. Gotta Go My Own Way, Lilly! A high school musical song?! Next. Just so you know, JMac, I hate that guy, whatever, might as well try it. Hmm… HOLY CRUD THIS SONG WAS MADE FOR ME, well for now atleast, perfect! I owe Lilly one.
I searched for the sixty bucks I had been saving up, it was under my flower pot. I rushed out the door, running my little heart out all the way to Future Shop. I hadn't run harder since, well since I chased after Miley that one night. I burst through the doors of Future, and ran to a clerk. " Shuffles?" I asked "Aisle three" I nodded my head in gratitude and burst toward aisle three, please have orange, please, please! "Yes!!!" I shouted, a worker shushed me, but I just asked him to get me an orange shuffle. He unlocked the case and handed me an orange shuffle. I ran to the cashier, thank god the line was empty. I paid for the shuffle and ran toward my house. I practically flew to my computer, and bought Just So You Know off iTunes. "VICTORY WILL BE MINE!!" I yelled triumphantly. My mom gave me a look, one that clearly stated "I should've sold you to the circus when I had the chance" I shrugged and ran out the door.
Miley's house was not too far from mine. I banged on the door repeatedly. "Who's dying?" asked Robbie Ray as he opened the door. I clutched his shoulder, looking him straight in the eye "I'll be if I don't get this shuffle to Miley." he shook his head "She's not home, but you can put it in her room." I let go of him and skipped up the stairs. I took a deep breath, this was it, I slowly opened the door, I walked towards her night table and sat the shuffle there, complete with earphones. I ripped a piece of paper from her notebook, and I wrote in my neatest handwriting…
Dear Miley,
This orange shuffle is for you, think hard why I decided to give you this orange shuffle with but one song. Also listen to that one song very carefully, it's me telling you something. Remember Miley, never forget, the first day we met, the first time we kissed, the first dance we had, the first Jakey break up we went through together, the first time I asked you out, the first heartbreak we went through, the first "Just Friends" moment, and hopefully we can add this to our "first" list.
Love,
Your favorite Donut
I reread the letter, smiled, and laid it down beside the shuffle, I'd return later to see if she got it.
Miley's POV
I gave Jake one last peck on the lips and entered my house, I waved at my dad eating cake, and he fingered me to wait a moment while he swallowed. "Oliver left you something in your room, I think it was a swallow or something like that, I don't know." I nodded to him, and walked upstairs, eager to see what he left me. I found my door open, the stupid donut never closes doors. I looked around and spotted a letter on my night table. I read it over, he left me a shuffle? Why? And why should I know why? Listen to the song carefully, ok… Then I choked up a bit, he began talking about our firsts, oh god I think I'm gonna cry. He signed it "Your favorite donut" that he is.
I gently picked up the orange shuffle, with apparently one song. Wait a minute, orange! "… to me orange is just so romantic looking, but yet still fun" Shuffle! "… more modern" One song! "… a tape with one song" He remembered, he remembered everything I told him the day I met him! Jake doesn't remember the day we met, he thinks I fell in love with him right away! I gently picked up the shuffle, placed the ear phones in my ears, sat on my bed, turned on the shuffle, and pressed play, a song I don't recognize began playing. I decided I wouldn't interrupt with my thoughts though, just let Oliver speak to me
I shouldn't love you
But I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
But I can't move
I can't look away
I know I said no thoughts, but he really feels that way about me?
I shouldn't love you
But I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
But I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
Cause' I don't know
How to make this feeling stop
Just so you know
This feelings taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Oh Oliver
It's getting hard to
Be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me?
Can't hide the feeling
And look the other way
I do want you, I'm just afraid to feel so strong about someone
And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop
I don't want the feeling to stop
Just so you know
This feelings taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I waited so long
Looking back I realized it was always there just never spoke of
I'm waiting here
Been waiting here
Oh god, I need to see him now, I run to my bedroom door to find him already there
Just so you know
This feelings taking control of me
And I can't help it
He looks at me, he opens his mouth to say something
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
I stick the other earphone in his ear
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
I jump at him, touching my lips to his, grabbing his face, he puts his arms around my waist
But I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
His lips so soft, his hair smelling of papaya shampoo
Just so you know
Ooowow Oh Oh
Just so you know
Ooowow Oh Oh
His strong hands holding me close to him
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
I never want him to let go of me
But I don't want to
Good
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
I do know Oliver
Just so you know
I love you
This is the end of the story, so sorry. Nothing you can say will bring me to write a sequal, well...unless you beg. Kidding, but I'm pretty sure im not going to do a sequal, atleast not anytime soon. I just wanted to say thank you to all of you who have ever reveiwed, if you read this chapter earlier, and noticed i never finished thanking users, thats cuz i was starting to, but never finished and accidently posted this. I wanted to say thank u to each of you, but im getting really busy now that school has started. So i just have one thing to say. You all are the best! Whether you've reveiwed once, more, or even since the first chapter, you still took the time. And that's the greatest thing ever! I love you all so much!
