Oh my god, I am on chapter ten already :O This fic just practially writes itself!
EmmaJonasBrothersMcFly: Yeah, thats what they are, aquaintances haha. And its ok, it is my fic too, and so I shall get readers if I possibly can :P And im not sure, but then again, how could she think of Matt when she is with Danny. She is unsure on what she wants, and it will be difficult for her to work it all out. :) And I know, I thought it was rather cute that they kissed. Theyre not a couple, they just dated. Just to put that one straight haha.
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Anyways, on with the chapter..
Ten
I stepped inside the house and rested my back on the front door sighing, smiling to myself and thinking about what had just happened. His soft lips on my own, his big manly figure shadowing me. And I loved every second of it.
I had been wanting this to happen to me for years, for him to know me for me, not for who I was related to, or for who I knew. I wanted him to date me because he wanted to, not because of some random bet with my brother and his friends, or because he was guilted into it.
I bit my lip, deep in thought of what was going to happen next, would I call him? Or would I wait on him calling me? I would definitely wait for him to call me right? And would he ask me out again, or would he think I was a total nutter and never want to talk to me again? Nah, he must have liked it just as much as I did, because if I remember right, he kissed me.
I looked to the floor and saw a small brown envelope, it had the name Danny Jones scribbled messily on the front in black marker pen. I wondered what it was, and what it would be here for? Why couldnt they have knocked and gave him it? What was so specially scary to tell him, or give him?
Should I open it? Or just take it to him? What if that girl I saw was Roxy? And she was trying to get in contact with him? Would that ruin our new found friendship thing that we had going on? Ok, lies, it wasnt exactly a friendship. Danny and I had never been friends, and as far as I knew, we never would be. It just wasnt something that we would ever do, we were either fighting, or living with each other and almost kissing because he missed his ex girlfriend, not because we liked each other, because there was nothing else to do, I was still in shock from my flat burning out and he as I already said, missed Roxy. It was deffinitely not that we liked one another.
I folded the letter and put it into my pocket. I wasnt going to open it, but I needed to think, what if it totally uprooted him? But then would be be annoyed with me for keeping this from him? Most likely.
I just needed time to work out what to do.
I walked into the living room, thinking that he would be in bed, as it was already midnight. But he was sitting on the couch, the photo in his hands again. I wondered why he was awake, shouldnt he be sleeping with his son? Making sure that he was ok? Or perhaps this was why I was always hearing him walking above me, because he would just look at the photo for hours on end?
I walked through the room that was dimely lit and thumped myself down onto the couch beside him, smiling widely as I remembered about my night, about how he had kissed me totally out of the blue.
"Had fun?" He asked, he must have seen that I was smiling and so I had a good night, although he was talking in an off tone, as though he wasnt happy that I had infact had fun on my date with Matt. As though he was wanting me to have a rubbish time and run back to him and talk to him about it all, but why would he do that if we didnt like each other?
"Yeah, it was good" I said simply and smiled. My thoughts kept going back to the letter in my back pocket, I couldnt keep it from him could I? "Oh, that reminds me" I said lightly.
He looked up at me, smiling a little, his eyes were glistening with tears again. I knew at that moment I needed to give him the letter.
"Yeah?" he asked.
"I found this on my way into the house." I spoke, digging my hand into my back pocket and handing it to him. He looked at it for a while, his eyes widening as though he had just remembered where he had seen the writting before.
After a while of him reading and rereading it, I saw a tear slipping down his face. I took the letter carefully from him, and read.
"Danny. I know I should probably come to the door, but I dont think I could handle seeing your face, or seeing you with your wife, and child. Im presuming your with them, because you never once did try and contact me, not even through the girls.
I did love you, infact, sometimes I wake up in the morning and think that I still do. But I know that by keeping away from you I am protecting my little girl, my baby. There wasnt only one child on the scene that was possibly going to be abandoned.
Roxy x"
