WOW. im baaaack :D

Bet you missed me right? No, not really because GroowyL updated for me haha. :D This shall be a long one :D x

I had a brilliant time in edinburgh, incase you were wondering..

AND AND AND. While writting this, and writing with EmmaJonasBrothersMcFly, and writing with GroowyL, I am in the midst of working out a new fic!! Which will be in this category.. and I know what is going to happen, vaguely, as it is based on a true , I am not sure which of the McFly boys it should be on? Help me decide?

AND AND AND.. Since GroowyL updated for me.. do you think you could read and review her fic? 'The Other Side Of Him' its a GREEN STREET HOOLIGANS fic :D x

EmmaJonasBrothersMcFly there's twooo !! : (one)Jeezus man, everytime I type your name it just gets longer and longer haha. And I am so glad I am still able to surprise you haha. Oh oh oh. And he might, he might not, wanna know? Read on haha. :D

(two) Haha, I know, it is really sweet huh? Well, you shall see more of that in this chapter xx

GroowyL: I know right, imagine you were walking along, and then in the darkness of a park you saw someone rolling around the grass and listening to you. I personally would be pissed off if you ask me haha. And I dont think your strange ! Haha. I know that you would keep on reading, because you looove me haha. Joke people, joke. :L Haha I do know what you mean, but I think that it has somewhat part to do with when someone guesses what is going to happen right, I change it to make everything more interesting haha. :D

Hollis2020: Ok hun, it is safe to say that your review made me laugh the most. Hyperventilate? Seriously, when I was writting it I was in tears of laughter as I imagined his blonde hair bobbling off his head as he ran away in shame with a red face and his naked ass hanging out haha. Hoping to hear from you soon:D

Mcflyinghigh: I know what you mean about the whole wanting to tell her just to hold on because she feels like everything is falling apart.. its sad really, but you know that somehow she will get through it. :P Maybe haha. And I am so glad you liked the chapter, and here is your update haha ! :D

TooSexyForMyHat: I know, it is good that she is back right, but what about Cerina? The love triangle is about to commence haha. Or is it a love rhombus now? haha. Anyways.. I am hoping you will like this.. :D And I know right, it is so funny. I was laughing my arse off while reading it, I think I was actually crying as I imagined his blonde hair bobbling up and down as he ran off with a red face and his naked arse hanging out haha.

ThatGirl16: I am so glad that you liked this, and I will keep updating :D So long as you keep reviewing :D And I know right, god.. I love Tom haha, although he didnt really do it, he did in my mind, and that is an image I am never deleting from memory haha. And I am glad your glad shes back, but what about Cerina ? Shes a cow haha. x

Seventeen

Danny's P.O.V

I sat on the cold sofa in the livingroom, my bare legs sticking to the leather as I stayed there in my boxers. My brain mulled everything over as I was sleeping on the couch. I couldnt believe that Roxy was asleep in my room, with my daughter, Anna. My son lay in there with them too, Roxy said she didnt mind having him, because she saw him as my child, not Cerina's, which I loved. If anything, he should be mine, and technically, my name was on his birth certificate. Although if they found out he wasnt mine, then he could be taken from me, right?

I thought it over, and then realised, what one of her little boyfriends would want a ten month old son? None. They didnt want kids, they wanted to have sex, the fun part that is. When before now I would have been the same, but really, the way everything turned out, I was having the fun part, not them. Jake was mine and there was no thing on earth I wouldnt do for him.

I thought about Roxy, about how I loved her and wanted to be with her, but if that was true, which I could feel in my gut then why did I keep finding myself looking to Jakes bedroom door, where behind it lay Jazz, Dougs sister.

She was supposed to be like my annoying little sister, and I was supposed to be the really arrogant big brother that she hated, but recently it hadnt felt that way at all. It felt as though I could tell her anything, show her anything, do anything in front of her and she wouldnt judge me. But before, she would have. She would have killed me, given the oppertunity not to be caught. I didnt understand her, I really didnt.

I shook my head and placed my face into my hands, sighing loudly. I thought about her and Matt, kissing on my front door step, how that had hurt me. Like a kick in the balls, but I didnt understand why. I didnt like Jazz. I hated Jazz, she hated me. And all of these new found feelings were creeping me out, and she probably didnt even feel the same, which was why I would try and be with Roxy, no matter what, I mean, Roxy had to want me right, otherwise, why would she be here?

I stood up and walked to the kitchen, not knowing what I was doing because it felt as though my body was moving on its own. I got a glass of milk and stood looking at the countertop, where in a few hours, Jazzie would be sat there, her legs crossed, crunching on coco pops and telling me I needed to shower because I was stinking of baby puke. I smiled at the thought of this, the thought of her being on my kitchen counter, mine not Matt's. Did that say something? Yeah, it said her flat burnt down and it was only logical for her to stay with me. But why was she still here? Harry was back, and her brother and Alex had found a flat just down the road. So why was she still staying with me if she didnt want to be here in the first place?

I was confusing myself. Thinking everything over too much, what was I doing, seriously? I was an idiot. There was a logical reason why she was still here. Doug and Alex had moved into a flat, but it was a one bedroom, and she would be on an uncomfortable couch, right beside their bedroon where she would hear them shagging, yeah. I would rather stay with me too.

I looked at the door again, gulping down my drink and pacing, would it be right of me to go in there, just to talk to her? She'd get annoyed, but I would be able to talk to her.. it was an odd thought this, she was the only girl, infact, her and Roxy, they were the only two girls who would ever be able to shout at me, and I wouldnt be angry, because I was still hearing their voice, and seeing their face. I didnt know why I was feeling like this about Jazzie, because I was right, I didnt like her in that way at all, right?

I sighed again, what was I thinking? I was just mulling everything over too much, I felt my feet walking again, I didnt feel like I had the energy, but my body was moving me, taking me somewhere. Before I completely understood where I was, I was stood outside Jake's bedroom, looking at the door, which was blue and had big brown monkeys painted all over it. I smiled as I remembered when me and the boys had been painting this room, my mum and sister Vicky had been looking after Jake, we made so much mess, but we did get it painted in under a day. Having there been four of us of course.

My arm lifted and I noticed myself knocking on the door, waiting on her to open it. I never knocked, which would probably make her thinkit was Roxy or something, for some odd reason. Jazzie didnt talk to Roxy, she hadn't since she arrived, and I didnt know why.

What would I say? The door swung open to a tired looking Jazzie, although, she wasnt angry, infact, she didnt even look as though she had been sleeping. I smiled sheepishly down at her as I fiddled with my fingers and bit my lip.

A/N: Normally I would finish here, but I am going to put two chapters together, to make a long chapter, because I have missed writing on the last like, two days haha. And guess what? I have an almighty love for podding peas, you know, garden peas, anyways, I have just found out that because my mum missed me so much, she bought me a massive bag of them haha. What a homecoming gift! :D Anyways, back to writting yes? x

Jazzie's P.O.V

I lay in the bed, my phone in hand as I was texting Tom, we were talking about everything, mostly me. Because as everyone should know, Tom's life was next to perfect, no relationship problems with Addrienne, no friendship problems, no housing problems, nothing. My phone vibrated in my hand again.

So, what will you do about Danny? You like him? - Tom

I looked at the screen, I didnt know, did I? No, I didnt know, It was odd, because Tom was more of a big brother than Dougie, Dougie was more of one of those guy best friends, that you trust with your life, although you wouldnt quite tell them everything, not like Tom.

I typed back, my thumbs moving quickly over the keypad, thinking of what I was saying.

I'm not sure, its like I dont know how I feel, or more, how I am supposed to feel you know, I mean, I like Matt, and he is sweet and kind and ever so funny, but at the same time, its almost as if I have bigged him up so far in my dreams that he wont fit the story, if that makes sense? But then again, if he doesnt, then I dont know who will. Its as though I am falling off a cliff, and I see both Matt and Danny at the bottom, ready to catch me, and I dont know who I want to catch me, if that makes sense? - Jazz

I sighed, moving to make myself more comfortable, my ipod glowing at the other side of the bedroom as it was plugged into the wall. The room was in darkness, although I didnt know why. I had been in here for a while, not wanting to leave in fear of seeing Roxy and Danny being in love. It was horrible. Because I didnt know if I liked him or not, we hadn't kissed, we hadnt touched in any different way, although when I was with him it was as though someone was grabbing my chest and squeezing to make me hardly able to breathe, and then when he would look away, or I would leave, my air supply would come rushing back to me, leaving me lightheaded. I bit my lip, thinking of Matt. I was going out with him tomorrow, would I really be able to put this all on him?

That wasnt fair. It wasnt up to him to decide if I liked Danny or not. It was nothing to do with him really. I couldnt tell him. And how would I tell him that I didnt know if I liked him as much as I thought I would? I mean, dont get me wrong, I liked him. Alot. But I didnt know what I wanted right now. It was as though I just wanted everything to stop. I didnt want anything to move until I worked out what the hell was going on in my life.

I think Dan likes you, but he doesnt know it yet. Must be hard having Rox back there huh? - Tom

I looked at the screen, I loved that about Tom, no matter what you said, in riddles, he totally understood you, but he didnt try and give you loads of pathetic advice. I still remember his best part of advice yet. "I can't decide for you. Get off your arse and figure out what ice cream you want!"

And in this scenario, he was totally right, although I knew it was nothing to do with ice cream. At the time I had been puzzled over chocolate or strawberry, because they are both good. But now it was as though Danny was the Strawberry and Matt was chocolate, which ice cream would I choose.

I dont know, because I dont know if I like him. I dont want him liking me, because what if I dont feel the same? - Jazz

I knew I was right, because I didnt want to have to turn him down and have him hating me again for years to come, but then again, I didnt want to like him and him not wanting me because he saw me as a little sister or something.

Dont worry sweetheart, someday soon, you will find your feet :) - Tom

I smiled as I put my phone under my pillow and decided that sleep was a good idea. Mulling everything over in my head.

I heard a light knocking at my door. This confused me. I thought about it, it had to be Roxy, right? I mean, Danny never knocked, but then again, I hadnt barely even made eye contact with Roxy, maybe she was coming to talk things over, to tell me she was here to let Anna know who her dad was, not to take Danny back.

I stretched, walking to the door carefully, making sure I didnt stub my toe on the end of the bed or anything.

I opened the door to find something I didnt expect. Danny stood there in nothing but his boxers, fiddling with his fingers, looking at his feet as he smiled sheepishly and bit his lip before looking back to the floor.

"Danny? What are you doing?" I asked him, looking at him with a confused expression covering my face.

"I.. I couldn't.. couldn't sleep.." He muttered and stumbled on his words. I had to admit, he looked so cute when he did this.

"No," I said, laughing and shaking my head, "I mean what're you doing? You never knock" I smiled, walking back to my bed and laying back under the covers.

He walked into the room, smiling. I knew this because I could see his big white teeth shinning in the darkness.

We spoke for a while, just about nothing, about the sight of Tom in a thong, all of his memories of when they all lived together, I shared memories too, about all the times I had been with them, about the first time I met them, childhood memories of Dougie.

"I'm tired Dan" I whispered as he now lay beside me, on top of the covers. I snuggled into his chest as I took in his scent. It was lovely, so relaxing, as though it engulfed me, and held me to him.

"Go to sleep then" He whispered in return. I cuddled in further to him as we lay in silence. I didnt know how long had passed, although I knew Danny thought I was sleeping, as he tried to leave. I didnt want him to go, the new found coldness beside me.

"Danny, dont go?" I asked him, almost pleading.

"You want me to sleep in here?" He asked, seeming a little confused as I nodded. Not opening my eyes for a second as the covers were lifted and his body heat almost melted me.

What on earth was I doing?

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