Ok, so here is number nineteen..
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Nineteen.
I walked to the door, Roxy and Danny sitting on opposite couches, I knew she was annoyed, but I didnt know what I would rather have done, told him to go away as he would sleep uncomfortable and cold on his couch? I didnt think so.
"Bye Dan" I said lightly as I smiled at him and he returned it, earning myself a glare from Roxy. I didnt believe in sinking to other people's levels, especially when I was happy to be going out with Matt. And so I simply smiled at her, earning myself a smile from Danny. It was clear that he was glad that I didnt jump to the oppertunity and bite her head off, but hey, whos to say I wouldnt later? if she was so annoying then she would really deserve it.
I had been talking with Tom, and he was certain that she was back for another reason than Anna, because otherwise she wouldnt be giving me sarcastic comments on the things that I said, and she wouldnt glare at me, because she would have no reason to if she was over Danny, like she said she was.
I opened the door and saw him standing there, smiling at me as I took his arm in my own and headed off. Matt was so kind, and caring, he would know exactly when to bring something up, and when not to. Like he hadnt brought up the whole me and Danny subject, and I was glad. I didnt want to have to tell him we slept in the same single bed, huddled together in an awestriking bliss. But then again I didnt want to lie to him and tell him nothing was going on, because I didnt know myself what was going on with us.
After leaving the flat, Matt's hand took mine, his fingers entwining with my own, causing me to look up at him and smile. I liked the thought of having him there. Having him be there for me when ever I needed him. He had no other complications, although Danny had a kid, infact, he had two kids, and a crazy ex wife, and an annoying ex girlfriend. I mean sure, to those she liked, she was a really nice person, but I didnt know why, she just didnt like me, and so she was annoying, with sarcastic comments on everything I said and horrible glances. I knew she walked in on me and Danny in bed, but it wasnt as though I was sleeping with him. Ok, maybe I was sleeping with him, but I wasnt having sex with him or anything.
I kept my virginity, very close to me. I hadn't let it go, and I wasnt about to anytime soon. It would be like murdering my best friend, unless they had a horrible new change(when I met someone who was worth it), then I would kill them off.
Yes, confusing I know.
We walked in silence, it was different. Usually when everything is silent, I feel awkward, but not this time. I didnt know why, but it was comfortable. Like I wasn't about to be harmed, or embarrassed. Just comfortable.
We went to the cinema, and in my heart I wanted to tell Matt everything, but I knew that it would be stupid. I didnt know why, but I knew it wouldnt end very good, and then what if everything with me and Danny went bust? It wouldnt be good at all.
I didnt even know what we went to see, all I was fixated on was Matt's hand in mine, his deep brown eyes staring at me as I looked back into them, god, how didn't I notice before how GORGEOUS he was?
Danny's P.O.V
I dont know why, but I didnt want Jazzie to go out with Matt. I wanted her here, I wanted her to want me back in her bed, but not for sex, just for me to hold her and take in her scent as she lay asleep in my arms.
I was feeding Jake and changing his nappy when Roxy came walking back into the room not long after Jazz had gone and Roxy had bathed Anna.
"You know, I know what you're doing with her" She spoke angrily. I didnt know what she was on about, because there was certainly nothing going on between Jazz and I, not that I didnt want it, but that wasnt the point. The point was that I wanted there to be something, but she didnt know, and I didnt know how to go about it without her thinking that I was trying to get in between her and Matt and hate me for life.
"I dont know what you're talking about" I said lightly as I smiled down at Jake and put him on the soft carpet with his toys.
"Oh you so do!" She said, she didnt sound the least bit amused, which I didnt understand, what did she know that I didnt?
"No, Rox, I don't, please, take the time to explain what you're going on about?"
"How you two are shagging" She said dryly. I laughed out loud a little.
"You think because I chose to sleep in the same bed as her, that we are having sex? You obviously don't know me anymore. Life isn't just about sex you know" I spoke just as dryly as I cleaned up the livingroom. She grabbed my arm and stopped me. I was waiting on Tom coming to collect Jake as he was babysitting, and I didnt want him to hear us arguing, and so I did as she wanted.
I looked into her eyes as she spoke, "Tell me you love me"
I didnt say anything, but simply looked at her in confusion, I didnt know why she would want me to tell her that and possibly end up in tears if she didnt want me back in the first place.
"Fine, we're staying at Alex's, I'll see you tomorrow" She spoke as she walked through the door, Anna in hand as Tom walked in, confusion on his face as though wondering what had just happened.
"It's a long story" I said as he smiled and said, "I have time"
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