CONQUEST
Chapter 14: Ikeepfalling
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I stood there motionless in the hall, his orbs locked on mine. But he walked away, ready for lunch. I knew that he wouldn't give up, but I really wished that he would. I loved him. But I couldn't forgive him.
He turned around once more. A short smile on his features. I shook my head and walked off, I had to go clear my head. He was constantly in it. His face, his eyes, everything about him. I was done with it.
I headed out to the front of the school, taking a seat in the basketball court and looking around me. I heard the faint sound of a ball being bounced off the ground, I turned around to find him there, behind me, his eyes locked on mine.
I looked away again, my eyes not wanting to look into his anymore. I couldn't let him see me fall around him. He needed to think that I didn't love him anymore, that I was through with him and his lies, but I knew it was harder than I once wanted to believe.
He looked so sorry. And I couldn't help but believe his sorry eyes. He was persitant I could give him that. He was on a mission. And he wasn't going to stop till he had avenged the bad guy and won the girl. Though this wasn't a movie and I wasn't sexy.
"Troy" I whispered
His eyes were speaking to mine.
My hair whipped in the breeze and I wished that it looked sexy, though I knew that it didn't. I was more nervous than I had ever been in my life and he knew it, he stepped behind me, pulling my hair from my face, he kissed my cheek, it sent shivers down my spine, he knew what he was doing. He continued to kiss down my jaw and I knew I was supposed to stop him, but it was too late. His lips reached the corner of my mouth and I turned towards him, pulling him down on me.
His face buried in my shoulder, placing soft, gentle suckling kisses on my neck, making me groan. He pulled his shirt over his head, exposing his abs. He tugged at my shirt forcing me to come back to reality.
"Troy" I said, realising the surrounding
"What" he whispered, kissing me with fervour
"We can't do this" I sighed
He got up off of me and sighed "I knew it"
I shook my head, confused
"What" I asked, incredulously, buttoning my shirt and throwing him his
"I knew that I was taking a chance with coming out and kissing you like that, but I had to, you know, I need you" he sighed, rumpling his shirt into a ball and throwing it to the side.
"I've heard it all before" I sighed, looking at him
"I love you, do you think that I'd lie to you"
I sighed, I knew that what he was saying made sense, even if he had lied to me before, it was no proof that he was going to do it again. People lie all the time, mistakes are made and people learn to get over them. I thought to myself that maybe I could do that. I could forgive one little slip. But it would take some time, if he really loved me he would know.
But on the other hand. He had never told me about his child. What else could he lie about. I was getting over him. I didn't need this to add to the amount to put to the back f my memories. I smiled at him, noticing him staring at me. He looked away, afraid of what I was going to say
I knew that forgivness could be given. He could earn trust again. I could learn to trust him again. He was the only thing worth living for here. And my heart knew it
"Ok"
Troy stared at me as if I was speaking AP Dutch, I knew what I had said had come out of nowhere and he had no idea what I meant my statement. I walkedd over to him and smiled, putting my lips to his in a small kiss.
"What" Troy asked
"It means I forgive you"
He smiled, pulling me to him "Thanks"
"It will take a while to build the trust again"
He nodded, leaning into the kiss once more, his heair flopped in the breeze, tickling my face. He smiled and continued to caress me.
His kiss was like none I'd ever felt before, his tongue traced along my lips, I allowed it entrance, allowing him acess to show me his love for me, it was sweet and passionate without even trying. I guess I could say that this was the first time I knew that he meant what he said, because he wasn't trying to impress me. His kiss was simple, but it had a meaning. That was the kiss I had longed for from him, it was the one kiss I suppose I had always wanted.
He pulled me to him, his hands on my ass, making my skin tingle.
"I love you" he smiled, looking at me
"We'll see" I smiled, pulling him inside
His eyes danced exitedly "Oh" he sighed
"No, we're going to go tell everybody that we're together"
His face fell "Can't you just blow me"
I mock smacked him "Baby steps"
His face was classic "We're going to tell everybody that we're together and you can't even suck me off" he said, pulling my hand
I laughed smacking him again "We just got together again, wait a while"
"How long is a while" he smiled, pulling me to him and kissing my lips
"Longer than a half hour" I laughed
His face mock fell and I couldn't help but laugh. He was the guy I was supposed to be with.
"I tell you what" he smiled , a look of bewilderment in his eyes
"If you are able to outrun me then you don't have to suck me off, if I get you then you do"
I laughed, the dirty git, he was only with me five minutes, but I smiled and agreed. If it made him happy. Though I wasn't planning on losing. I gave him a wink and ran. He wasn't expecting my speed, he was sort of shocked at the pace of my feet.
"Brie" he called out, laughing "Slow down Brie"
I smiled and stopped, but as soon as he was near me, I sped up again. Causing him to groan. I smiled, sticking out my tongue but he caught up with me, pulling me into him suddenly. I looked into his eyes and smiled
"That was a trick" I laughed
He kissed my nose "No, it was not my dear Brie"
"I'm not doing it" I crossed my arms firmly
"Oh really I don't think it's fair" he mocked me
I smiled and pushed him against the wall "Okay I lost"
I was planning on teasing him, making him pay for tricking me. I wasn't planning on going down on him. I just wanted wanted to see how squirmy he would get. I ran my hands slowly up his chest. His breath was ragged. He wasn't able to look at me properly
"B-rie" he breathed, heavily
I smiled, enjoying the sensation I was causing him. I leaned up and kissed his mouth, pulling away to grind my hips into his pelvis. "Fuck" he groaned. I could feel him against my leg, and I had no idea how to stop. All I knew was that this was agony for him, and I was going to enjoy his pain. I wasn't used to guys being like this with me,how was I to know when was when.
"Brie" he breathed again
I looked into his eyes and they were begging me to stop. I pushed myself off of his body and he looked at me gently "I'm gonna tell you something" he whispered
I was worried, he wanted me to do this. What now, I thought to myself
His eyes looked like they were about to spill over with tears. I heard other voices behind me "Man T man really has his work cut out for him"
I whipped my eyes around to the sight of Jason and Zeke chatting to Chad, Troys afro haired best bud.
"Huh" I asked
"Don't" he cried, pulling me back
"Why" I asked
"Let me tell you"
I was getting worried at this stage, what was he trying to tell me
"Ok" I answered, trying to zone the others out
"Look when you first came here, I didn't know what you were like-
"Troy man, he really thinks he has the balls to pull this one off"
"What"
"Don't listen" he whispered in my ear, causing me to shiver under his touch
"$5000 smackers for sleeping with the virgin" came the voices behind me
I felt sick
