A/N: Dews here and ready to type more psychopathic chapter about our favorite couple: Naruto and Gaara. Had a blast so far with the other three and although I don't know how long this chapter will be or when it ends, I can guarantee total awesomeness.

Disclaimer: See my fist, see it, can you feel it, it's pounding into your head that I don't own Naruto nor will I ever but this is my psychopathic story so don't steal it or else, I don't know, (ran out of threats).

~Why I should have killed you~

Chapter 4: Unfaithful encounter

He walked into the room and closed the door. I could feel my heart pounding against my chest and prayed he could not hear it. I pretended that I was sleeping because I just couldn't face him not because I was weak or anything like that; it's just that I can't deal with him right now and the fact that he is getting married to some bitch. Bitch.

He walked to my side and I could feel his burning gaze on me as he stared at me with those blue-burning eyes that see everything. He moved the hair above my tattoo away to caress the tattoo that I had gotten just because of him. The feeling of his hands on my head was very comforting but I don't want to be fucking comforted by him or any person, I just wanted him to leave.

He trailed his hand down the side of my face and across my lips. His hands felt hot as they traveled all across my face with soothing intention and reassuring kisses on my neck.

Holy hell he was kissing my neck. Oh crap this is bad really bad because if he keeps doing that, I'm going to-

A moan escaped my lips as the devil himself chuckled from above me.

"I knew you couldn't last much longer," he said.

"What the fuck are you doing here," I asked in a fevered voice.

"Checking up on you since I got a notice I would be getting a neighbor."

'Go back to your stupid room and stay, just leave me alone."

"Aw, you're so mean to me. You're always mean to me. Pushing me away and runni-"

"I did not fucking push you away or run away now get out."

"No, I won't be leaving so stop the yelling or I will make you yell," he said with a mischievous look.

My eyes widened as I looked into his eyes and realized the hunger that was there.

"You really have a lot of nerve pushing me into that car," he said in a husky voice.

"I hate when people touch me."

"Did you hate it when I touched you, my uke?"

"Don't fuck with me you asshole."

"Wasn't there a rule against the word fuck?"

"Who the hell said that?"

"You did but, I didn't think there was also a rule against fucking," he said as I gasped in surprise. I knew what he was implying and blood rushed to my groin in longing.

"Aren't you getting married to some bitch," I asked before he did something naughty.

"Is that a bit I hear in your voice, Rara?"

"Don't call me Rara," I yelled as I tried to push him off of me.

"Next time you yell, I promise I'll make you yell for more."

"Don't fucking say perverted things when you're getting married."

"You yelled," he said before he captured my mouth in a hard kiss. I tried to push him off but he grabbed my hands and held it above my head. He trailed his tongue to my ear and bit the lobe.

"You like that, don't you?" he asked as he breathed into my ear.

"Please…stop…no more…please."

"It was just a kiss and you're already breathing this hard. What would happen if I did this?"

My body jerked off the hospital bed by itself before I realized what had happened. As my senses returned to me, I realized that he had pinched my left nipple which was my most sensitive one.

"DON'T FUCKING DO THAT," I yelled.

"See, I told you I'll make you yell for something."

"Damn you to hell, Naruto. Damn you to hell."

"Too late sweetheart, been there or don't you remember what happened after you left?"

I stared at him and realized that his eyes had turned crimson, by anger or arousal, I did not know.

"I will show you what you did to me, countless nights I stayed up unable to sleep due to the ache in my groin and heart."

"I had no choice, I had no fucking choice Naruto, I had none."

"You had me Gaara, you fucking had me and you threw me away as soon as you got a chance to leave."

"You…don't…understand," I said in a sob.

"Oh, I understand alright."

With those words, he resumed his nibble on my ear and trailed down my neck to my collarbone. A moan escaped me as he sucked on the sensitive spots he knew all to well. I tried wiggling him off but that increased the friction between us and I stopped.

He continued rubbing against me and I felt what I had done to him.

"Can you feel what you started?" he asked in an aroused voice.

"Get off me please, I don't want to do this just stop-"

"That's not what you said last time. We had something Gaara, we did."

I broke down into heaving sobs and tried to hide my face but he wouldn't let me. He grabbed me and pulled me toward him whispering sweet things to my ear.

"Oh Rara, I'm so sorry, I'm sorry. Please don't cry, I hate it when you cry. Please, I won't do it anymore please stop."

I'd almost forgotten how skirmish he was with tears and how he didn't like seeing me cry. I memory came to my mind.

I was playing in the park and I was wearing my sister's old dress she said that I could wear whenever I wanted. I was making sand castles when my hair bow was snatched from my head. I turned around and there were three kids a little older than me running away with it. I tried to run after them but I fell and scraped my knee on the edge of the sandbox as I tripped out of it. I curled up and started crying but then an orange haired boy ran toward me holding my bow in his dirty hands.

"Does it belong to you ni-chan," he asked.

I couldn't do much but cry as I grabbed the bow from him.

"Did I do anything wrong, I saw the kids take it and I ran after them to get it back. I'm so sorry, I didn't…mean it …please stop crying."

"Why'd you do it, you could have laughed too?" I asked.

"I protect the innocent, it's my ninja way," he said with such a serious face I stopped crying.

"Ha, well that's what my dad says. He's a ninja and stuff," he said with a laugh.

I started giggling with him and before long we were holding our sides in laughter.

I started giggling and Naruto looked at me funny.

"You okay?"

"Yeah, just remembering something."

"Does it involve me?"

"Um…yeah…I guess."

"What was it?"

"Oh, just the day we met and you returned my hair bow."

"Oh yeah, that's the first time you cried in front of me."

"Yeah, thanks."

"But not the last," he whispered.

"What did you say?"

"Just wondering if you still have the bow," he said as my mind went to the box under my floorboards.

"No, not really. Besides, I'm tired and you need to rest your leg."

"I'll let you sleep tonight Rara, but don't forget mi ama, you belong to me and I don't intend to ever let go," he said as he walked out of my room.

A/N: Soooo, you like or what. This story is getting more complicated and together as I type it and to clear the positions up, Gaara is the sadistic bitch and he was Naruto's lover. Was is the word Gaara thinks but Naruto does not agree. He wants him. Bad. I don't want Naruto raping Gaara so I didn't go overboard. So, get ready for the next chapter because Sakura has arrived. Awesomeness is going to happen.

Adieu,

Dews