A/N: I apologize in advance since this will be a very short chapter. I have a brief hour to spare and i decided to upload this chapter. Sorry again.

Disclaimer: No, I don't own naruto.

~Why I should have killed you~

Chapter 5: Let me love you

I got several more visitors the next day and although I won't admit it, it was cool that they all cared. Somehow my girlfriends found out that I was in the hospital and they all came to visit, bringing flowers and candy except for Temari who got me this punk plushie with all these piercing on it. It rocked.

They all wanted to know what was going on with the orange hair dude and I had to remind them that his hair was blonde, not orange. They didn't care and nagged me for the details until I spilled my gut.

"I know people who can give her the best blanket party," Temari said.

"Yeah, we can stalk her and stuff and find out where she lives and Ino, you could mess with her mind a little," Tenten said.

"Those offer are very tempting but I can't do that to Naruto. If he's going to get married, then I wish him happiness and joy, I don't want to make him said again and maybe this girl can make him happy," I said. All the girls stared at me with disbelieving eyes and even I would admit I sounded unlike myself. To change the topic, I asked Temari how she and Shika were doing and she turned bright red, which gave me my answer.

"Somebody's not a virgin," I sang.

"Shut the hell up Gaara," she yelled.

"What!"

There were several more disbelieving comments about her and Shika but the blush on her cheeks proved that she was not lying.

"Damn girl, you guys were really serious," Ino said.

"Wow," whispered Hinata as she herself turned red.

"You know what, we're leaving since obviously you aren't dying and wish you luck with your orange haired lover," Temari said and she pushed the others out the door. Before she closed the door she told me to follow my heart and I just felt like bawling my eyes out since that was what I wanted to do but I just couldn't. I already lost my chance.

I fell into a restless sleep and dreamed about Naruto.

Well, it was more like a remembered memory from our past. I had just found out that Kankuro was half-dead from a fight and I was in a frenzied state. I ran all the way to his house and into his lap where I bawled like a baby and Naruto gave me reassuring rubs until I calmed down and told him everything. He continued rubbing my back and gradually I began to tingle. Not the bad kind of tingle but the good kind of tingle. We had only had sex about three times and I could recognize the early signs of pleasure. I didn't want to have sex with him because I was still in shock and I did not know if I really wanted to do it with Naruto. There were just too many problems.

I tried to detangle myself from his arms but he held on tight.

"Let me love you," was what he whispered to me before I relaxed and accepted his love.

A/N: Sorry, but i really have to go. Enjoy.