Here it is everyone! The secondth chapter to my little story.
I'm so sorry for all the confusion, I didn't want to give anythig away. Let's just say I referred to a lot of published documents to make this story of mine. The genre of this story is Romance/Tragedy(so this should give you ideas but I'm not going any further).
There won't any drabble because I just want to get to the point. Thanks for the reviews. I made little innovations and I proof-read this like three times. I'm sure I still have some mistakes so don't hesitate to tell me :D
I'm just basically writing this for the sake of Love as it is. I DO not judge anyone by who they are but I do judge solely on people's attitude and that's it.
It was sooo hard thinking up a story for them but then I was kinda dedicated because they were barely shown in the anime and I'd like you guys to see my point of view of them. :D
I'm studying Psychology, so how the brain works is my criteria.
I'm heading to a drabble myself sorry. So without further ado here is the next chapter. Hope you guys like it. Don't forget to review.
Later that afternoon.
Miyagi finally finished his work for the day, but he wasn't even once relieved by his accomplishment.
The vision he had after having that talk with Kamijou was prickling his own conscience
It was still fresh in his mind.
The image, that smile, and the deep sorrow all stabbed him straight to the veins of his heart.
Confused all at the same time. He was somehow lost in his own labyrinth.
'What does this mean?'
Ignoring his simple reactions, he gathered himself together and packed up the necessities he needed before heading out to the door.
The scene his mind projected, that scene, bothered him. He wanted to see him. And wanted to Love him.
Putting aside his thoughts, he drove towards Tokyo University to pick him up.
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Finally arriving at the college, there stood his lover outside the entrance of the University, frowning.
Usually Miyagi would always prepare himself for that "look" but all his thoughts were consumed by what his mind has illustrated in his head.
He then shook all the thoughts away when he saw Shinobu approaching his car. He opened the car door, sat down, frowning while looking at Miyagi
"What took you so long?"
Silence.
Miyagi didn't react. He just stared forward, irritated that his body wasn't following what his mind was telling him to do.
'What are you doing? Greet him!'
Everything still remained silent between them, it seemed to get colder by the second. Miyagi stared straight watching a couple of students crossing the street.
Agitated, Shinobu was almost at the limit of losing himself. If he's getting the reverse-silence treatment he gave him this morning, then fine, he understood he was acting childish for something so insignificant as asking Miyagi to visit him once in a while in his apartment. But everything about Miyagi's sullen eye movements made him worry.
"Miyagi, what's wrong?"
Shinobu stared at Miyagi feeling as though time has froze between the two of them and every tick a second was getting heavier and heavier for him to bear. Then he noticed, Miyagi turning around.
He met Shinobu in the eyes leaving him motionless, once they were interlocked with each other,
Miyagi smiled, fighting all the the thoughts that was invading his head.
'Keep it together!'
Realizing what just happened, he needed to make an excuse for what just happened. Consciously ignoring what Shinobu just asked, Miyagi wanted to changed the subject and the state they were both in at that moment.
"Ah! Shinobu! So I see you're feeling yourself again. You were ignoring me this morning and somehow I felt as if it was my fault. Whatever it may be, I'm ready to apologize for it"
Shinobu didn't budge.
'Damn! I forgot! Shinobu's smart, he can see through me like transparency. What do I d—'
Interrupted by his substituted thoughts for what really was in his head, Shinobu began to spoke.
"Miyagi, you haven't answered what I asked you. This is something serious because you wouldn't just change the subject all of a sudden when you started it"
"Start what? Don't be silly Shinobu-chin"
"Miyagi, it's all in your eyes. I may not be good with identifying feelings and emotions but I can easily read you. I wouldn't bother asking you what happened if yo—"
Shinobu was frazzled when Miyagi reached for his hand, holding it tightly with his two hands, seeing that Miyagi change his expression. He seemed content, but not happy.
With their hands together, the cold atmosphere soon disappeared and warmth replacing it. A warmth that could only express one thing. One thing they share. And that is Love.
"Shinobu, I love you"
Surprised, Shinobu only stared in those dull eyes, but in his sight Miyagi's eyes are the most beautiful thing in the world, hopefully making it deeper, deep enough that without saying something would be enough for him to understand.
"....."
'That stare, I know it. Oh how I wish to tell you how important you are in my life'
"Miyagi, I want you to know that there's no one else in this world that makes me feel the way you make me feel for you, You do the simplest things in the world and yet they seem all perfect to me and even though when it comes to apologizing, sex always comes in your mind, it doesn't matter to me because I wouldn't want any other way. So don't ever hesitate shedding any feelings in front of me because I'll eventually catch up so we can deal with it, together"
Speechless, Miyagi returned the deep intimacy happening between their eyes. He was off guard by Shinobu's confession.
He was happy for it. He was happy for having him. He was happy at the moment they we're having.
Seeing that Shinobu's cheeks was in a shade of slight pink, Miyagi's right hand reached over for his face deeply caressing his soft, pale skin. He couldn't resist it anymore, he wanted to kiss him.
As he went forward to catch his lips with his, everything came to a halt and it struck him, struck him all the way back to his hole of despair, seeing Shinobu smiling.
The same smile. The same smile Shinobu gave in his head.
He was rattled by the thought, leaving Shinobu wrapped with confusing gestures.
"Miyagi.....?"
Hearing Shinobu's response, Miyagi snapped out of his daze, unable to come up with with any more excuses.
He wanted to tell him everything, but something in the back of his mind was clutching on to his bare skin, hooked into his flesh making it seem like even moving hurts so much.
Holding back what's been bothering him, he lightly shifted his disoriented appearance so that nothing can be suspicious.
"Uhh, Haha! It's nothing Shinobu! I just didn't want people around here seeing us doing that"
Still faced with confusion, Miyagi saw that Shinobu bought that last second excuse.
"I don't mind, you're everything to me. So why does kissing in public even bother you?"
With that said question, the atmosphere between the two of them returned to normalcy.
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Later that night.
Shinobu has cooked for Miyagi, there was no surprise in this because Shinobu only favored one dish.
Cabbage.
They would always eat quietly, due to the fact that Shinobu was scared of Miyagi's reactions to the malignant dish he always make.
But something was different because Shinobu cooked in his apartment with Miyagi.
Miyagi didn't show any emotions at all, he just ate the cabbage stir-fry Shinobu cooked for them. He vaguely looked content.
Shinobu couldn't help but scream in his head. Miyagi looked really handsome just sitting there, eating what he considers food made with "love".
After they finished eating.
Shinobu went ahead to the kitchen to wash the dishes while Miyagi cleaned the table.
There it was again.
The silence within their hearts.
"Miyagi..."
Without any response, Miyagi just stared up at him, seeing the coldness in his eyes.
"Can you help me at the kitchen after you're down with that?"
Miyagi moved in previous his position. Emotionless.
'Just give up already, Shinobu already knows something is up'
Ignoring whats his conscience just told him, he quickly finished cleaning up the table and started walking towards the kitchen.
Crasssshh!
Responding to the to the noise. Miyagi jerked up and ran to the kitchen.
There Shinobu laid on the floor, right next to him are shards of what looked like broken glass and what he then noticed was the blood trickling down Shinobu's index finger.
"Dammit! Miyagi don't come in here, your feet are bare, you might step on the little unnoticeable shards, can you please get me an ointment and a band-aid?"
There was no response. Shinobu looked up and saw something he hasn't seen since the first time he feel in love with him.
A tear. A tear of emotion went down Miyagi's cheeks all at the same time while staring at Shinobu at the floor, motionless.
Caught with his own surprised reactions, silence hovered over them, without any initiatives.
Shinobu finally came to his senses, he needed to do something about this, he was bleeding.
Carefully standing up, he headed towards Miyagi's direction.
Miyagi was still there, puzzled by his own reactions. He stood there fighting off what came in his line of thoughts.
'It was just a vision! It was nothing but your imagination! Get a hold of yourself, you're the adult here, You should be the one taking actions!'
Quickly feeling Shinobu's presence with the small gust of wind passing by him, he needed to put everything aside, he just needed to.
As Shinobu passed by him, he grabbed him by the wrists of his hands pulling him closer towards him
Feeling nothing else but only the feelings he had for Shinobu, they parted their lips together.
He wanted him, he needed him. He loves him.
As he made their passion deeper in ecstasy. Miyagi's thoughts subsided only holding on to one thought in mind.
'Please don't leave me'
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Sorry, I kinda manupilated Miyagi and Shinobu here a little, also for the slight OOC(Out of Character)
With Shinobu's little confession, even though in the real one he would never do that
and Miyagi being all emotional, double sorry for that. and the tear ohhh. I just hope it didn't change any of you guy's stance in the story.
I TOOK all the risk, Junjou Terrorist was a challenge to me.
but Thank You for reading, I'd really appreciate it if you would also review.
Thank you again and REVIEW please!