Miley's POV
Ok so I know this chapter might sound like a Moe, but its not, their just bonding in a brother sister kind of way. Also, I'm so sorry for not updating fast. I went to Florida for 2 weeks, and then my cousins wedding, I graduate in less than a month, so I have piles of homework from when I went to Florida. So im sorry and I hope I didn't lose any readers. And also prom is this weekend, so I'm really sorry. Please review and let me know what you think.
Miley's POV
I woke up in my room. I looked over at the clock and it read 11:30 am. 'Wow' I thought to myself, I never sleep in this late. I usually wake up by 9 at the latest. I wasn't feeling very well, I was very sore today. My whole body ached. I hated to admit it, but just laying there in my bed was painful. I slowly sat up in bed. With the help of my walker, I was able to stand up. I made my way over to the bathroom. I brushed my hair and my teeth. I really wanted to change into some actual clothes, but I didn't think I could do it on my own, so I was content on staying in my pj's.
I walked out of my room, I got to the stairs. I stopped and tried to hear if Joe and Kevin were downstairs. I didn't hear anything, so I figured they must still be sleeping. Well, I really needed to get to my medicine, and I couldn't wait for them to wake up and help me, so I decided on going for it. I ditched the walker, and I grabbed onto the hand railing. I took my first step down, it wasn't really all that hard, it just hurt a lot. I was somewhere in the middle of the stairs when I almost fell. But thankfully I caught myself before that happened. I finally got down to the bottom.
"Great" I said to myself.
I just realized that my walker is now upstairs. I guess I have to go without it. I just took tiny steps and grabbed random things to keep me balanced until I reached the kitchen. I found my medicine and I decided on not taking the one that will make me tired because, I've slept so much lately. I took the other two instead, then I heard Joe calling my name.
"Miley?" he asked worriedly.
"I'm down here!" I called back
He practically ran down the stairs.
"Are you ok?" he asked
"Yeah, I'm fine" I answered.
Then he looked extremely confused.
"How did you get down here?" he questioned.
"I walked" I stated
"Where's your walker" he asked.
"Wow, what's with the interrogation?" I asked back.
"It's not an interrogation, I was just wondering how you did all this without any help" He defended.
"I dunno, I guess I'm just an independent person" I responded. "But I do need your help getting to the couch"
He started singing Miss Independent by Kelly Clarkson, while he swiftly picked me up and brought me over to the couch. Normally I would find this funny, but I wasn't really in the mood.
"Can you bring me my walker too, it's at the top of the stairs" I asked
"I still can't believe you got down the stairs by yourself" he stated again.
"Yeah, well, you know how I do" I said as I pretended to pop my collar.
Joe brought my walker and sat down next to me on the couch.
"Do you want some breakfast?" he asked.
"I'll have a yogurt" I answered, the doctor also warned me of solid foods.
Joe ran to the kitchen and grabbed me one and peeled the cover back for me, he came back with a spoon and yogurt in hand.
"Thank you so much Joe" I thanked.
"Yeah, well, I'd do anything for you, just consider me your big 'handsome' bro" he joked.
"I already do" I smiled.
We were watching TV and laughing. I suddenly felt really dizzy. Joe looked over at me.
"Miles, you ok?" He asked
"Get me to the bathroom" I squeaked.
He immediately picked me up and ran me over to the bathroom. He set me down by the toilet just in time, as I started emptying my stomach. He was getting seriously grossed out but he stayed and held back my hair. The only thing that I've eaten in the past few days has only been like jell-o and yogurt. Basically hospital food, since I was there. Well I'm pretty sure I threw all of it up. It was extremely hard to throw up, and I couldn't stop, I was starting to cough really hard, and I was trying to catch my breath.
Joe's POV
I'm getting really worried about Miley, why is she throwing up so badly. She really can't stop; barely anything is coming up anymore. It honestly looks like she's puking up water. She is literally gasping for air every chance she gets; I know this must be hard on her stomach muscle and all. I can tell this is really painful for her, I can see the tears in her eyes, God, why Miley of all people.
"Miley, are you ok?" when she finally stopped.
"Yeah, I'm fine" She said weakly, still coughing really hard.
"Can I get you something?" I asked.
"Water" she coughed.
I quickly ran to the kitchen and grabbed her a bottled water. Then I ran back to Miley.
"Here you go" I said.
"Thanks" she replied, the coughing had finally stopped.
"What was that all about?" I asked
"I don't know, I just got really dizzy, and then I felt incredibly sick." She answered
I was trying to think of the possibilities, when she spoke again.
"I think it may have been from the pain pill that I took, the doctor did say it would make me sick" she figured
"When did you take the pain pill" I questioned.
"Well, that's kinda why I came downstairs" she stated.
"Why, were you feeling pain, you know you could've asked me and Kevin and we would have helped you get downstairs" I explained.
She bowed her head, and I could see that she was embarrassed.
"Miley, don't feel like you cant come to us if you're hurting, I know when I broke my leg, I tried to play it off like it didn't hurt, but really it was killing me" I said.
"I don't want you guys to feel like you have to…" she trailed off.
"It's ok, I know what you mean, look, if you don't want people to know what your feeling, just come to me, at least that way someone can help you, I promise, I wont let anyone else know about it" I told her.
"Thank you so much Joe" she said hugging me.
"Well, how about we get you back to bed, you look worn out" I said
"Okay" she replied quietly
"Now, no more going downstairs by yourself, ask for help" I stated while putting her in her bed.
I turned the lights out, and I left the room. I really want her to be ok. I saw Kevin in the hallway.
"Hey is Miley ok?" he asked sleepily
"Yeah, she's ok, still tired though" I answered.
"Ok" he said going downstairs.
I went back to the room I was sleeping in, and I just laid down thinking of how to get Jordan to admit it. A few minutes later I could hear Miley coughing again. I quickly got up and ran into her room. I walked into her room and I saw her trying to crawl to her bathroom. Without saying a word I grabbed her and pulled her into the bathroom. I held her hair back again, as she emptied the water she had just drank, from her stomach to the toilet. When she was done she wiped her mouth, I pulled her to me and she quickly fell asleep in my arms. We stayed like this for awhile until she awoke again and leaned over to the toilet, nothing came out, but she was still gagging like she was puking. Again she started gasping for air. When it subsided, she was shaking and tears were threatening to fall from her face.
"Come on, let's get you back to bed" I said gently picking her up.
She just nodded her head.
I set her down, and this time I sat on the little love seat she had in her room. She must have been exhausted because she instantly fell asleep. I guess I must've fallen asleep too because the next thing I know, I hear Nick racing up the stairs. I looked over at Miley and she was still sleeping deeply. I quickly got up and went to the stairs.
"Hey Nick" I greeted coming out of Miley's room.
"Hi, how's Miley?" he asked
"She's ok, but she's sleeping right now, why don't you let her rest for awhile before you go see her" I suggested.
"I think I'll just sit in there and wait for her to wake up" he said
'Ok, just don't wake her up, she's really tired" I warned
"Got it" he confirmed.
Nick's POV
I walked into Miley's room. She was sleeping deeply, and I could hear very soft snores coming from her. I sat down on the loveseat and I just watched her. Not in a creepy way or anything, it's just she looked so…I don't know how to explain it. But soon I got kinda bored with just sitting there. I pulled out my laptop and I connected to the internet. I went online and I just watched some Youtube videos. About 45 minutes later Miley started stirring in her sleep. I saw her eyes squint open.
"Hey sleepyhead" I joked1
She didn't say anything; she just kinda glared at me.
"What's wrong" I asked
"Nothing!" she snapped
"Whoa! Cranky much?" I laughed.
Miley's POV
So I woke up, and Nick was in here. Why do people think that they can just come and sit in my room whenever they want? Then Nick called me a sleepyhead. Is it against the law to be tired? I can't help how much I sleep. I just sort of glared at him. Then he asked me what was wrong. Do you know how tired I am of people asking me that?
"Nothing!" I said, but it came out harsher than I had wanted.
Then he called me crabby.
"God, would you just shut up!" I spat
Nick had a hurt expression on his face.
"Maybe I should just go" he said
"Yeah, maybe you should" I urged.
"Alright, bye… I guess" He said sadly leaving my room.
"Bye" I responded
Suddenly, it seemed like everything was getting on my nerves. I actually felt really bad about how I spoke to Nick, I didn't like what was happening to me. I once again figured that it had to be the medicine, wow, that one didn't affect me for awhile, maybe it was just because I was sleeping. I decided to go downstairs. I grabbed my walker and headed for the door. Although I didn't really like the side effects of the medicine, it did make the pain go away, except for the puking, but I think that wore off.
Nick's POV
Why was Miley being so crabby with me? I was really only joking with her, why did she take it so personally? I walked downstairs and went in the kitchen where Joe was stuffing his face. I sighed loudly.
"Whaas wong wick? Joe asked with food in his mouth.
"Why is Miley so crabby, she like all out kicked me out of her room?" I asked
"I think it's the medicine she took this morning, the doctor said it would make her irritable" he answered.
"Joe!" Miley called
"What!" He yelled back.
"Stairs!" she replied.
"I'm on it!" he said running up the stairs.
Poor Miley, I guess I don't feel as bad anymore, she cant help how she's acting, I know Miley would never say those things if she was being herself. I just have to be there for her, and not upset her.
Joe's POV
I was running upstairs to grab Miley. I finally got to her in the hallway.
"Hey, you actually asked for help" I amazed.
"Yeah, you told me no more stairs, excuse me for thinking that meant no more stairs" she said annoyed.
"Rarwwww!" I meowed, "Girl got attitude"
"You bet I do" she answered
"Are you feeling sick still" I asked concerned,
"Do I look like I'm still sick?" she said snottily.
"I guess not" I said picking her up.
I actually found this kind of funny. Miley is never like this, so I can argue with her and she's just going to get more and more pissed off, this is fun!
"Are you hungry?" I questioned.
"Yes, I'm starving, I threw up everything I had today" she responded.
"Yeah, yogurt and water, you must've been really filled up earlier" I said sarcastically.
She didn't reply to that.
"Miley, you are feeling really lightweight, are you sure you've been eating enough" I asked actually concerned.
"I cant eat a lot Joe, I never could, especially since all of this happened, the doctor said no solid foods, so sorry if I'm feeling a little 'lightweight' to you, but I really cant help it so why don't you just BACK OFF!" she practically yelled.
"Cool your jets woman, I was just asking, what would you like for dinner?" I said.
"Soup, chicken noodle" she replied.
I set her down on the couch and went into the kitchen to get her soup. I didn't really mind making her dinner, I was happy to do it for her.
Miley's POV
Man, I am crabby. And I can't help it. Everything I say comes out mean, and I'm over-reacting to stupid stuff. I'll try to be nice. I noticed Nick coming over to sit by me.
"Still mad at me?" he said showing me his gorgeous smile.
"No of course not" I kinda thought it was a stupid question, but I tried my best to not comment about it.
"Good, because I would've been absolutely devastated if you were" he joked.
"Well, you should be" I snapped.
He looked really surprised by that comment.
"Crap, I mean, I… I… meant… that…" I stuttered trying to find the right words.
"It's okay" he said
"No, it's not okay Nick, I'm sorry, it's just this medicine is driving me crazy, I'm not trying to be mean, honestly, I can't help it" I defended
"Miley, I understand, don't worry about it" he assured.
Joe came over with my soup.
"Here you go master" he joked while bowing.
I just gave him an evil glare. He started laughing like a maniac
"Freak" I said quietly, but he still heard me, and laughed even harder.
I eventually started laughing as well as Nick.
"Thanks for the soup" I said as nicely as I could.
"You're welcome" Joe answered
After dinner we watched some TV. Eventually we all went to bed relatively early. As I lay in bed, I vowed to not take those painkillers again. I treated my friends horribly, and they were just trying to help. I felt really guilty for being so mean. I really hope that they weren't mad, I hope they know how much I care about them, and that I appreciate them.
I soon fell asleep with my thoughts. I didn't stay asleep for long because I woke up about two hours later panting and sweating. I guess the painkillers had completely worn off. My body was honestly aching, everywhere. It literally hurt to breathe. I wanted to get up and get some medicine, but I remembered my promise to myself. I just lay there wishing I would fall asleep so the pain would go away. The pain didn't ease until about 4 am when I finally fell asleep.
I soon awoke again to Joe jumping next to my bed screaming "wake up, wake up". I slowly squinted my eyes and gave him the most evil glare I could muster. The light from the room stung my eyes.
"What time is it?" I mumbled
"Time for you to get a watch" he said loudly.
"Joe…" I started
"What?" he asked
"Get out" I said with my eyes closed.
"Ha ha ha Miley, you're so funny" he laughed
"What do you want?" I asked still practically sleeping.
"I want you baby" he said seductively.
My eyes shot wide open at that.
"What?!" I yelled
He started laughing hysterically.
"I knew that would wake you up!" he was still laughing.
"You're evil" I sneered
"You should have seen your face, that was priceless, definitely a Kodak moment." He teased
By now I was fully awake.
"Okay, I'm up, what do you want"
"I figured, maybe you would like to get outta the house today. I know you're on bed rest, but I'll take care of ya, and Kevin is gone, nick is at school, and I figured we could use some fun." He explained.
"Okay!" I was all for being done with bed rest
"Alrighty, do you think you can manage getting ready by yourself, or do you need my help" he asked
"I can handle it" I responded
"Okey dokey" he yelped as he skipped out of my room.
I swear that boy has sugar issues.
I wasn't in that much pain really, and I wasn't really all that sore. I got ready, which was still tough to do, but I could tell I was slowly getting my strength back. I was still pretty tired considering I didn't sleep that well, but I could manage. I was actually pretty excited to get out of the house.
I was done getting ready, and Joe came and helped me downstairs. Joe gave me 2 pills when we were in the kitchen.
'Crap', I thought to myself, he wants me to take these dang pills again.
As soon as Joe turned around I grabbed the sleeping pills instead. Joe turned back around and looked at me, expecting me to take the pill. I knew this was going to make me sleepy, but I had no choice. He was doing a nice thing for me and I didn't want to be crabby at him, and I didn't want to throw up. I quickly slipped the pills in my mouth and swallowed them with water. 'Here goes nothing' I thought
We were in the car when I felt really kind of dizzy. My eyes were extremely heavy too but I tried my best to keep them open.
"So where are we going?" I asked
"I figured I would take you to the mall, then maybe we could get lunch or something, whatever you want, this is your day." He answered.
We arrived at the mall and Joe helped me out of the car. I was still extremely tired, but I grabbed my walker as we made our way to the entrance. I was trying to focus on just walking, keeping my mind off of how tired I was. I guess I was in a trance because I didn't here Joe talking to me.
"Miley?" he asked
"Huh?" I looked at him confused.
"Are you sure you don't want to do this another day, you don't look to good" he questioned
"No, I'm fine, plus we're already here" I responded.
"Okay, so where do you want to go first"
"Well, I was thinking we could stop by some music stores, and then maybe go look at some clothes" I suggested.
"I had a feeling that you would mention clothes, but whatever, lets go to Sam Goody first" he stated
We made our way across the mall. I was going really slowly, and I felt bad for Joe because he was being very patient which is hard or him to do. My eyelids seriously felt like they weighed a thousand pounds each.
"Hey Miley, do need to take a break or anything, you look tired, I'm sure I could find you a wheelchair or something, and I could push you around" Joe asked
I knew if I accepted the wheelchair I would fall asleep for sure, plus I didn't want to be seen in a wheelchair, I'm not crippled or anything.
"No, I'm alright, look we're here anyway", I said pointing to the store entrance.
We went into the store and we both began browsing and listening to music. I was actually around without the walker. I came to the country music and I was just looking. Then I saw a face that I've wanted to see for such a long time .I picked up the album and my heart instantly broke into a million pieces. I couldn't stand here and look at this picture of him, I couldn't handle it. I dropped the album.
I turned to go away, praying that I wouldn't cry. My mind was racing, and my head was pounding. I could feel my face heating up, and my eyes tearing, threatening to fall. My eyes began to get blurry, and I started to get dizzy again.
Joe came up to me.
"Whoa, Miley, whats going on?" he asked worriedly
"Nothing, I think we need to leave now" my voice cracked.
"Ok sure, let me go get your walker" he stated.
I knew as soon as he turned around, that he saw what had upset me. I heard him bend down and pick up the album. He looked at the album and then at me. He put the Robby Ray album back in its place. Then he came over to me and wrapped me in a hug.
"Its okay to cry Miles, we all miss him" He said softly
"No, I'm fine, but… umm, I'm just gonna go use the ladies room real quick, I'll be back." I replied.
I left without my walker and I slowly walked towards the bathroom. I half expected Joe to come up behind me and stop me, but he didn't, I'm glad, I just needed a little space at the moment.
I got to the bathroom and I splashed some cold water on my face. I miss my dad so much, I don't think anyone really knows how much. But I don't want to be that girls who cries all of the time, that's not me. Except when I'm by myself, that's a different story, I just let the tears fall down my face. Seeing his faced again just made me miss him so much more. I was still dizzy but not as much.
Soon I composed myself and the dizziness went away, but the pounding headache did not, neither did the incredible sleepiness. I walked out of the bathroom and saw Joe waiting for me.
"Come on, lets get you home" Joe handed me the walker
"Mmkay" I said grabbing it.
We were walking towards the exit when I saw Amber and Ashley. Crap what are they doing here; they're supposed to be at school. I quickly put the walker behind some fake tree, and Joe gave me a questioning look.
"Girls from school" I whispered
I continued to walk, grasping on to Joe for support. I tried hiding my face as we neared each other.
"Look who it is, Miley Stewart" Amber said snottily.
Crap.
"So, you've been missing school, and you were at the mall the whole time? Mr. Scott will be excited to hear this." Ashley threatened.
I just looked down, my head was hurting and I wasn't in the mood.
"She's got nothing to say, what a loser" Amber hashed
"Look, why don't you just leave her a lone" Joe defended me.
"Joe Jonas? I didn't even notice you, why are you here with this freak." She asked
"Its none of your business, just leave Miley alone"
They completely ignored him and went back to me.
"So Miley, everyone is talking about your little episode that happened at school" Ashley started
"Yeah, I mean come on, who comes to school on meth" Amber finished
"Meth?" I asked quietly, but I was still shocked.
"Yeah, everyone knows about you and your little addiction" Amber said
"I'm not on me…" I started but Joe cut me off.
"Are you kidding me, Miley is not on meth, and she's not addicted to anything. You two are some of the dumbest girls I've ever met, you'll believe anything your hear." Joe said angrily.
I was still shocked; the whole school thought I was on meth.
"Umm, that's not true, we didn't hear it, we told it… to everyone!" Ashley said. Then they did their finger thing.
"You two are idiots, I cant believe you could be so mean, what has Miley ever done to you, its not nice to tease, it really hurts people. Rumors are a horrible thing to start, especially when they aren't true, you guys need to get a life." Joe practically yelled.
I was glad he was sticking up for me, because I don't think I could do it.
"Well, at least we aren't a bunch of hillbillies like Miley and her family. Seriously you guys are freaks, especially your dad, he's such a freaking' loser. I saw pictures of him when he used to have a mullet, can you say eww!" Amber replied
That was it, they can lie about me, and tease me, but they are not allowed to say anything about my father, they didn't even know him. I lunged at Amber with all of my strength, (which wasn't much) and tackled her to the ground. She ended up falling on top of me, and I'm not gonna lie, it hurt like hell. But I was so angry that it didn't even matter, I hastily tried to get her off of me but I wasn't strong enough, so I grabbed her hair and yanked as hard as I could.
"Owwwwwwww! Get her off of me, Ashley help!" Amber screamed.
"What do you want me to do, we just got our nails done, I don't want to ruin them" Ashley replied.
"Ughhhh, Help me" Amber said finally retaliating by pulling my hair back.
We were both laying on the ground pulling hair and clawing, I'm pretty sure I was winning, but I felt someone pulling me away from her.
"Let go!" I screamed to whoever was pulling me away
I lunged at her again and grabbed a fistful of hair and just pulled with all of my might
"Miley, let her go" Joe said still pulling me away.
"No!" I said pulling harder I was kicking and scratching Joe to get him to let me go, but he wouldn't let go.
"Miley come on, you're only making things worse" He pleaded
I didn't answer; I was so focused on hurting Amber that I chose to ignore him. He pulled me hard and I released Amber's hair, I was still fighting with Joe just trying to get closer to her so I could get at her. All of the sudden I felt something hit me really hard in the stomach and I gasped, it knocked the wind out of me and it hurt badly. I collapsed into Joe's arms. I looked at Amber to see her smirking on the floor. She had just kicked me. It hurt really badly, it's never been this intense of pain before. I saw Amber and Ashley run off. My head started pounding and everything was spinning. I closed my eyes to stop the pain.
"Miles, you ok?" Joe asked frantically, I could tell he was scared.
"Yeah, just take me home, please" I said weakly
He picked me up and helped me stand up. I opened my eyes and I took a step but I started to sway so he picked me up with one arm, kind of like he was burping a baby. I just wrapped my arms around his neck and clung my legs around his waist. Then with the other arm he grabbed the walker.
Joe's POV
Oh milantis, I have never seen Miley flip out like that before. I couldn't believe that girl talked about Robby Ray that way. Miley was so angry, despite the pain she defended her father. She got kicked in the stomach though by that brat, I hope she's all right, hopefully it didn't do any damage. I guess I shouldn't have taken her out today, nothing good happened. I thought it was going to be something nice for Miley, but man was I wrong.
I was carrying Miley out of the mall. She felt so light, it was unbelievable, and I had no trouble at all carrying her with one arm. I felt her breathing deepen and I could tell she had fallen asleep in my arm. We got out to the car and I set the walker down. I opened the backseat door and I set her down gently. She was sleeping deeply and she looked so innocent and fragile. As I set her down, she opened her eyes briefly.
"Did I fall asleep?" she mumbled quietly
"Yeah, but go back to sleep, its okay." I replied
"Mmm…" she said before she drifted back off to sleep.
I don't think she could have stayed awake even if she wanted to. I put the walker in the trunk and then we left the mall to go back to the house. When we arrived at the house Miley was still sleeping. I picked her up and brought her up to her room. I tucked her in and let her rest. I closed the door and went downstairs to bring the walker inside. So I think today will be mine and Miley's little secret, I know everyone wont be very happy about Miley coming off bed rest for a day, especially when they find out what happened.
Miley's POV
I woke up and I couldn't get back to sleep. I'm still really tired but not at all like earlier. My body is a little sore from my little fight with Amber but I don't care, it was worth it. I sat up and I called out Joe's name.
"Joe!" I called
"Coming" he answered.
I could hear him running full speed up the stairs. He came into my room.
"Hey" he said
"Hi" I replied
"How ya feelin" he asked
"Oh, just a little sore, I'm alright though" I said
"Good, I was worried, by the way, you are very strong" he said rubbing one of his arms from where I fought him.
"I giggled a little bit, ha ha Joeseph" I teased
"So, you're sure your ok?" he asked
"Yeah, I'm good, I just hate Amber and Ashley so much" I said getting angry again.
"Well, I'm sorry about today, it was supposed to be fun, but I guess it kinda wasn't " he rubbed the back of his neck.
"Its alright, I appreciated getting out of the house" I said
I gave him a big hug.
"Thank you" I whispered in his hear
"You're welcome Miles" he whispered back.
It was definitely a bonding moment between us.
We sat like this for a little while
"Are you hungry?" he asked breaking the silence
"a little bit, but not much" I answered
"What can I get you?" he questioned
"How about a jell-o?" I suggested
"Coming right up" and with that he leaped off my bed and jogged down the stairs. I'm pretty sure I heard something crash.
"Joe? Are you okay?" I asked
"Yup, just a little clumsy"
Next I heard the doorbell ring, who would be here, everyone is at school still. I heard Joe let the person in. About a minute later I heard someone coming up the stairs. Someone knocked on the door.
"Come in" I called out
Jordan walked in the door. I was relieved; I thought it might be someone I didn't know.
"Hey baby" he said
"Hey" I greeted tiredly, I was suddenly sleepy again
He came over to me and sat next to me on the bed.
"How ya feeling?" he asked brushing the hair out of my face.
"Better, just tired" I said leaning into his hand.
He brought my face to his and kissed me sweetly. We separated and I smiled.
"You like?" he teased
"Oh yeah" I answered still smiling.
"Then how about a little bit more" he said pulling me onto his lap.
"Mmm,… that'd be nice" I mumbled onto his lips.
We started making out, and I was pleased to say that I really enjoyed it. I still had to stop more often for breath, but he didn't seem to mind.
But like always, something happens that makes me uncomfortable. He started putting his hands under my shirt and then lifting it.
"Jordan… I breathed breaking the kiss"
"Mmm?" he mumbled still trying to kiss me.
"I'm waiting, remember" I said breaking the kiss altogether.
"God Miley, why do you always do this" He asked frustrated.
"I just want to wait until marriage, its something that's important to me, and you know that" I answered
"It's because of your Dad, isn't it" he quietly yelled.
It was then that I saw the look in his eyes that I hadn't seen since the night he first hit me.
"Sort of, but it's still something I believe in" I answered quietly.
He suddenly slapped me across the face, pretty hard. I tuned my head the other direction so he couldn't see the tears that were forming.
"Miley I don't fucking get it! I have been so nice to you, and still you are going to be selfish." He said, his voice raising
"Selfish?" I asked, getting mad. "Are you kidding me, just because I wont put out?"
"Yeah, you are being selfish and you know it, I ask for one thing and you wont give it to me" he answered
"I give you everything but one thing, and you have to have it, I don't get you" I paused, I was really scared at what I was about to do " I think we need to break up" I said slowly
"What? Are you serious, No!" he was getting worked up
"Well, maybe you can find a new girl who will give you what you want, I think I saw one standing on the corner down the street" oops big mistake.
He slapped me again and stood up. He grabbed my neck and started choking me. I was losing my breath.
"Don't you ever talk to me like that again!" he ordered "Got it?"
all I could do was nod my head.
"Good, now no more of this nonsense about breaking up alright"
I dint nod.
"Alright" he said clenching tighter to my neck
This time I did nod, I could see darkness coming over the sides of my eyes.
"Ok then" he said finally letting go.
I got to go, I'll be back whenever, I don't know for sure when" he stated
"Ok" I said quietly and hoarsely. My lungs were burning,
"Bye" and with that he walked out. I hear him leave the house.
Great, what am I gonna do now?
Ok, so I hope you guys liked it. I made it really long to make up for the slow update. I should be updating soon again. You guys said that Miley was too naive and stuff so I gave her a little more confidence towards amber and Jordan. Please review. It'll make me update faster.
nads