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As Bella grew older, she stayed somewhat isolated. She only had one true friend. Her name was Angela and she was the most loyal person anyone could have asked for.
It wasn't that people didn't like Bella, it was just that she trusted no one. Even though now she was seven, she held onto the idea she was not worth anything. She believed it with her whole heart and held onto it as the only truth.
She was an avid reader. That only grew as the days passed. She would rather read a good book than go to the slumber parties. I knew things would get worse. The world and the people in it are cruel. If she kept this up people would take notice.
She was eight now. Her peers began to separate into different groups. The thing that fascinated me was the parents of the kids are oblivious to this creation of the groups. In fact even the kids didn't see how things were changing.
I worried about Bella. From here on out people will change. They will begin to see what is different.
People hate what is different from them. They feel like what isn't for them, Is against them. They feel threatened, therefore thy fight to protects what is known and what is comfortable. This is an absolute fact. Every time it is the same. Different people but the same concept.
She is nine now. She is probably the most precious being that has ever come into existence. She is beyond selfless. She is still "friends" with Jessica and the others but her and Angela stuck by each other.
Angela held no cruel thoughts or intentions. All of Bella's other peers were selfish. They only cared for themselves while Angela and Bella would look beyond the things the wanted. They would put other first before themselves.
She is ten now. The groups that have begun to from are more defined. The populars are still humane enough to invite Bella to slumber parties. Though their personalities are defining themselves. Jessica is beginning to shw her treacherous nature. She will promise not to tell a secret but she would tell that very secret on the day she said she wouldn't. Lauren is just vile. She goes beyond the normal selfish attitude. She is conceited and proud. The others are still fine but when the pack leaders turn on bella all of these kids will turn with them.
Bella is twelve. She is beginning to notice all of the things she never got to experience with her mom. She sees all the moms taking their kids out to the mall or to dinner and her soul aches.
Being raised by a single man is taking a toll on her. She doesn't dress like all the other girls. She wears what others considered guy clothes. The other girls make fun of her for this.
She prefers not to gossip or date. She wouldn't be involved with this pathetic dating scene. Seriously though, none of these kids actually care. They date to date. It disgusts me. What child at twelve knows anything about love.
The girls are vicious. They find what hurts the most and use it for their sick pleasure.
The used Bella's adoption against her. They would play with Bella's insecurities, breaking her already broken spirit till nothing remained. They would tell her that her mom never wanted her, that no one would ever want her. They said things like she wasn't good enough for her mom, that Charlie doesn't even love her. They would put her in tears. They laughed as she ran away crying.
I wanted so bad to rip their throats out. They disgusted me beyond words.
Bella never talked to Charlie about any of this. She kept everything they said at face value. The words they spoke burned onto Bella's heart.
The one comfort she had was Angela. She was amazing.
She would always stand up for Bella. When Bella cried, Angela was at her side holding her.
Watching Bella cry I realized it was time for me to go home, to my family. I couldn't help her, while watching her suffer tormented me. I would leave. There was nothing else left for me to do. She was in a safe house, with a good father to love her. That was all I could ever give her.
I took one last look at Bella . As the tears fell from her eyes, my heart broke. Slowly I turned and walked. Each step hurt but it was better this way. I was sure of it.
It was then I had heard something I hadn't heard in years. In a small broken voice she whispered for her angel. My feet locked and I couldn't move. My heart was torn.
Hearing her voice made me want to change my mind. I k kept walking thought. I just hoped I was making the right decision.