This is mature...just warning you!
Derek laid there and watched Meredith sleep. He decided that he would be completely content laying with her, in bed, for the rest of his life. Things that were once important to him, no longer mattered. He found that she was now his man concern, over himself and anyone else. And Anna, of course. He loved her like she was his own. So there her laid, until she opened her eyes. Her green eyes sparkled like he'd never seen.
Beautiful day
Watching you as you awake
Morning stars in your eyes
Your hand in mine
"Good morning, Dr. Shepherd," He said as he leaned in a kissed her softly.
"Were you watching me sleep?" She giggled as she stretched her arms.
"I was..." He said softly. "I love to watch you sleep." He said as he kissed her again.
The sky is lit up
Day will be richer than night
So dont think of yesterday
Its here and now
"I am your wife." She said, finally letting it set in. She looked down at the rings that now graced her once bare hand.
"Yes you are." He said with a smile. "Yes...you are..."
Its a, its a, its a...new day
Its a, its a, its a...new day
"I say we stay in bed all day." Meredith suggested as she pulled herself against his warm body.
"Naked?" He asked with a hopeful tone.
"Of course." She said happily. "I guess we could go out and lay in the sun too..."
The beauty of you
Gives me my fortitude
Stronger than any dark cloud
Screaming out loud, hey, hey
"Naked?" He asked again.
"Oh yes. We must make use of the private beach." She replied. She laid there in the comfort of his arms. He mind soon drifted. "Do you think Anna's upset because we aren't with her?" Meredith asked, killing the mood.
"I am sure Anna is just fine." He reassured her as he began kissing her neck. "I like the way you taste."
"And how is that?" She asked with a moaned as she moved her neck toward him.
"Sweet and salty. Definitely salty." Derek said as he licked and nipped her neck.
"Salty because all I did was sweat last night." She giggled.
"Ah yes, but it was good sweating." He said as he kissed her chest.
"That it was..." She moaned. "You know, we could make use of that large two-person shower." She mentioned as she raised her eyebrows. "We could do the bendy thing..."
The sky is lit up
Day will be richer than night
So dont think of yesterday
Its here and now
"That we could. But then you would just be sweet..." He muttered into her chest.
"Yes, but I am sure you could make me salty again." She said as she climbed out of the bed and trotted to the bathroom.
"Are you coming?" She asked as she looked back at him.
"In more ways than one." He answered as he jumped out of the bed.
"You, Dr. Shepherd, have a very dirty mind..." She whispered into his ear.
"You know you love it." He told her.
"That I do..." She answered as she nipped his ear.
Its a, its a, its a...new day
Its a, its a, its a...new day
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Derek caught himself glancing at Meredith as she laid on the beach. The sun reflected off of her glowing skin. Her bikini covered up all over her perfection. He wanted nothing more than to rip it off and take her right then and there. But instead he watched. He watched her lay there peacefully. He had seen her so stressed out in the past few months, it was a relief to see her that way.
"Are you watching me?" She asked with her eyes closed.
"Maybe..." He said softly.
"This is becoming weird. You are going to give me a complex." She laughed as she opened her eyes and looked over.
"I love to watch you." He said as he leaned on his elbows. "Besides, I like tan Mer. Tan Mer in a bikini is hot!"
"You want sex." She said with a knowing smile.
"I always want sex. With you. I always want sex with only you." He clarified. "But that isn't all I want. I want you to rest. We can have sex anytime."
"You could make yourself useful and get me another drink..." She suggested.
"You know they do that, right?" He said, looking around.
"Yes, but it tastes so much better when you get it." She said with an enticing grin.
"Okay." He said. "But then we go back to our private beach."
"After we swim. I drink. We swim. Then sex." She told him as she closed her eyes.
"I can deal with that. Minus the swimming." He told her. She sat up, looked at him and laughed.
"Derek, the water is bluer than I've ever seen. We need to swim in it." She said as she looked out.
"Na. I'm not really a fan." He told her as he sat up.
"If swimming? I have known you how long? You can't swim?" She said in shock. She began laughing hysterically.
"You haven't really known me that long..." He said with a chuckle. "And I can swim, I just don't."
"Today, you do." She said happily. "Now that drink. It was some tropical something. No alcohol."
"No alcohol?" He said in surprise.
"After the other night, no alcohol." She told him as he walked off. She smiled as she watched his perfect ass. He quickly walked back carrying her drink. "You are a wonderful man..." She said as she grabbed the tall glass with it's green paper umbrella.
"So I've heard." He told her with a cheesy grin.
"Ewe, yuck." She said as she spit the icy drink out.
"What?" She asked with a shocked face.
"Banana. Gross." She said as she sat it down.
"You like bananas." He said with a puzzled face. "In fact, you love bananas."
"Apparently not..." She said as she scrunched her nose.
"I'll get you another..." He said as he stood up.
"Nope. Let's swim. Then sex. See I just cut down on time." He said as she stood up.
"You swim, I'll watch." He suggested as he remained seated.
"Derek Michael Shepherd! Get your ass up and swim with me." She said as she grabbed him.
"No, Mer, really, you swim. I'll be right here." He told her, as he remained planted.
"I don't want to swim by myself, on my honeymoon. I want to swim with my husband." She whined. He made no effort. "Fine, suit yourself." She said as she peeled off her bikini top.
"Holy shit, Mer. What are you doing?" He asked as he stood and pulled her near him. "This isn't our private beach!" She laughed at him trying to cover him.
"I know. There isn't really anyone around..." She said as she pulled away and looked around.
"No. You can't-" He said with wide eyes.
"Come stop me!" She giggled as she ran off toward the water. He quickly grabbed her top and followed her into the water. She dove under, and when she came up, his eyes were right in front of hers. "I knew I could get you in the water..." She laughed as she tied her bathing suit on.
"Maybe you should just keep it off..." He said as he looked around and raised his eyebrows.
"Maybe." She giggled as he pulled her close.
Derek leaned down, pressing his lips to hers. Somehow she just tasted better as Meredith Shepherd. He softly nibbled at her lips, feeling them swell. He felt them part and he accepted the invitation, and slid his tongue in. Their tongued danced, almost fighting for affection. His mouth tasted good, almost fruity from his drink. Meredith let out a soft moan and leaned into him. She could feel his erection building as her leg rubbed against him. She took that as her cue, and slide her hand down inside his swim shorts. He groaned as she placed his large shaft into her tiny hand and began stroking methodically. He gasped at varied her strokes. A smile crept on his face as she looked into his eyes.
"Fuck... I need you..." He groaned. She could feel him building inside her hand. "Mer..." He warned as he pulled her close. She released her hand and looked up. "Now..." She felt him tug at her bikini bottom.
"Derek..." She moaned. "Not here..."
"What?" He asked in shock. "You can't..." She was teasing him...
"It's the ocean. There are fish and...yuck. We might catch something..." She said as she pulled away.
"Have you seen this water? You said it yourself, it's the bluest you've ever seen..." He moaned as his hand rubbed her inner thigh, as he tried to convince her.
"There are microorganisms..." She said as she felt his hand creep into her bikini bottom.
"It can't be dirtier than the hospital." Derek muttered as his finger entered her. He stroked her in a come hither motion. She let out a moan.
"Penis fish..." She moaned as she looked into his eyes.
"What?" He said as he stopped stroking.
"I don't know...maybe there are penis fish in the water. I don't think there are, but... I don't know..." She said with a shrug.
"Let's go to the beach." He said as he dragged her through the water.
"Good idea. I don't want to have to pull that thing out of you." She said with a laugh.
"Yeah, I think you're making the flagpole fall..." Derek said as he ran across the beach, think about an organism living in his penis.
"I think I can fix that real quick." She said as she crashed onto the sand on top of him.
"Do you?" He asked as he tossed her top aside.
"I do." He said as she pulled his shorts off, and gazed down at him. "Maybe I don't need to!" She joked as she looked at his erection.
"Mer--" She started as she placed him inside of her mouth.
"What?" She asked in annoyance and she pulled her mouth off of him.
"I'm getting sand in my ass crack." He whined as he wiggled.
"Okay, I am going to give you the best head you've ever had, and you're worried about sand in you ass?" She said with raised brows. He looked at her and shook his head.
"I guess not..." He said as he looked into her eyes.
"I didn't think so." She said as she once again placed him inside of her mouth.
"Oh god..." He moaned as he slid in deeper. Her lips pursed around him, stroking in long, even strokes. "Mer..." He moaned as his hips rocked against her. Her smile grew. He could feel her teeth, running along him, sending him closer to the edge. "Oh...god..." He muttered as he crept closer, him nearly in her throat. She could feel him pulsating. She quickly withdrew him from her mouth, and pulled her bikini bottom off, and placed him inside of her.
"We don't want to waste a drop of that..." She moaned as she rocked harder and faster than she ever had. "Oh..." She moaned as she she felt herself tighten around him. She knew he was on the verge of letting loose. "Oh god..." She screamed as she rocker harder. He quickly thrusted, meeting her rhythm.
"Oh...Mer...oh god...fuck." He moaned loudly.
"Harder." She muttered as she pumped harder. His thrusts increased, until he worried he was going to split her in two. "Harder... Ohhhh..." She screeched as she felt herself tighten up.
"Oh god Mer..." He moaned as he felt her warmth rush over him. He then released with a loud moan. "Ohhh..." Meredith rolled over into the sand next to him. The sun beat down in their moist skin.
"I bet you're not caring about the sand in your ass now..." She moaned, coming down from her high.
"I bet you're right..." He muttered as he laid there in ecstasy. The both laid in the sun, looking into each other's eyes. The moment was perfect. She looked at the sweat beads, formed on his perfectly tan chest. He watched as the beads of sweat ran down her breasts. A mixture of heat from the sun, and each other. The sand scorched their skin. Both laid there until the heat was unbearable.
"Now, I am ready to swim." She said with a smile. She climbed up and put her suit on.
"No. I'm good." He said as he laid there in all his nude glory. She had to admire him. She was now married to that, and could have it whenever she wanted.
"Derek, it's freaking hot!" She said as she grabbed him. He shook his head no. "Why?" She asked.
"Penis fish..." He muttered, and looked down.
"Yeah, let's take a shower instead." She said as she pulled him up and they walked to the villa.
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"I don't want to go." Meredith whined as she looked across the water.
"Me either. I think I want to stay here. Maybe lay in bed all day. Naked, of course." He said as he sat down in the chair next to her. She reached out and held his hand. She played with his wedding band. She twisted between her fingers, so happy she had put it there.
"We couldn't do that." She sad sadly as she glanced over at him. "We have Anna."
"I miss her..." Derek said as he looked at the blue water.
"Me too." Meredith said in a whisper. They both sat there in silence. They wanted to go home, but they wanted to stay too. "I am your wife. Can you believe it? If someone had told me six months ago that I would marry a brain surgeon, I would have laughed. And if I had met you, I probably would have died of laughter." She said with a giggle.
"Died of laughter? Why?" He asked as he looked over at her.
"You're arrogant. And your hair---" She laughed. His face dropped.
"I'm not that arrogant. Well, maybe a little... You are just as arrogant. And my hair...women think it's sexy. I have good hair!" He said convincingly, as he subconsciously ran his hand through it.
"You do have good hair..." She agreed as she leaned over and kissed him. She quickly began sniffing. "Eww." She said as she pulled away. "What is that smell?" She asked as she started to gag. "You're cologne. Oh God!" She said as she got up and choked.
"It's from Drew..." He said as he smelled himself. "I like it."
"Wash it off..." She told him as she pointed to the bathroom. He quickly stood up and walked off. He came back a few minutes later. She leaned in and smelled him. "Much better. Thank you." She said as she kissed him.
"Anything for you, my darling wife." He said with a charming smile. Derek's phone started to ring. She rolled her eyes and stood up. He could tell she was annoyed that he had turned it on. She quickly proceeded down the steps and walked down the beach. "Hello? Yes, this is him..."
Meredith sat on the beach and stared out at the ocean. The last few days had been perfect. Absolutely magical. Meredith had always wanted to be a surgeon. She wanted to cut. She wanted to be buried by surgery after surgery. But after the last few days, she realized there was more to life. She still wanted to be a surgeon. But the realization that everything was going to go back to the way it was was depressing. It would be back to one-hundred hour plus work weeks. She and Derek stealing glances down the hallway. Occasional on-call room sex. Seeing Anna just once in awhile. She was going to miss their time together. She listened to the waves crash against the sand, a few tears creeping their way out.
Derek hung up the phone. He had watched her walk out. Her body language was different. He knew she was upset that he had turned his phone on. But he had to. He was waiting for and important call. He slowly walked down the wooden steps and crept up behind her. She was still. He softly sat down in the sand next to her. His head dropped as he looked at the tears running down her cheeks. He was almost feeling the same way. His thumb swept across her cheek, wiping the tears.
"Meredith..." He whispered as he stared at her. She kept her focus on the water.
"It's all going to go back to the way it was..." She said in a sad whisper.
"What was wrong with the way it was?" He asked defensively.
"Nothing is wrong with the way it was. But now that I have tasted this... It's going back to long work weeks. Sex whenever we can fit it in. Me never seeing you...and Anna, I never see her. It's so selfish...to take her, and never see her." She muttered.
"She's happy, Meredith. She is so unbelievably happy. This will be fine. It will be good." Derek said, trying to convince her. Meredith didn't bother arguing with him. She didn't have the energy to, and figured it was pointless.
"So when is our flight?" She asked as she stood up. He glanced down at his watch.
"We should get going..." He said as he stood next to her. He pulled her against her chest. She listened to his steady heartbeat.
"Yeah, we should." She muttered as she looked across the water. She pulled away. He grabbed her hand and they walked up to the villa.
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"Thank you." Derek said as he sat down in his seat.
"You are very welcome, Dr. Shepherd." She said with a smile as she grabbed his hand. "I promised you mile-high action, you got mile-high action."
"Very good action. Although the walk of shame back to my seat was interesting." He said as he looked around at the people around them.
"There was no shame. No one knew." She returned as she looked around.
"Oh, they knew. They all know. You were loud. Very loud." He clarified as he leaned his head back.
"I was not loud! I am never loud. Me, I'm quiet. Very quiet." She argued.
"Mer... You have got to be kidding me. You are the loudest I have ever had." Derek said with a grin. Meredith's face dropped.
"Oh, not cool. I do not want to hear about all of the women you've ever had." She muttered as she looked out the window.
"It's not that many..." He said, trying to fix the situation.
"Not listening!" She said as she covered her ears.
"Mer!" He said quickly.
"I'm kidding Derek. It doesn't really bother me..." She said as she looked over at him. "It should boost your confidence... My screaming I mean." She joked.
"So you admit you scream?" He said, catching her in an ah-ha moment.
"Yes, I scream. But not intentionally." She said with a giggle. "It just slips out..." She said as she leaned back in her seat. "I can't wait to see Anna." She said softly as a smile crept across her face.
"Mer." Derek said in a serious tone. Meredith's stomach immediately jumped around. She was sick. Her heart was beating quickly. Her breathing stopped. Time stopped. She gripped the seat, waiting for the damage. "There's something I need to tell you...ask you, really. It's important," He said as he held his breath.
So what does he need to ask her...any guesses?