As always...porny as hell!

It had been on Derek's mind. It was something he had been dealing with. He didn't think anything would come of it. He didn't think that he would be making a difference. But after the phone call, he knew better. Meredith was nervous. He noticed her grip tightening on the seat. She shouldn't be worried. Well, maybe she would. After all, they did have a choice to make.

"Wha--What is it, Derek?" She finally came up with the gumption say.

"I, um. Well, when I got that phone call earlier. I have been waiting for it for awhile." He started as he looked at the worry on her face,

"God damn-it Derek, just spit it out." She spat angrily.

"I contacted a private detective a few weeks before we left." He said as he looked down at his hands.

"Why would you contact a private detective?" She asked. It made no sense. Why would he do that?

"I wanted to dig up a much dirt as I can. And, well he did." He explained to Meredith.

"Dirt. Dirt on who?" She asked as she looked into his blue eyes.

"Harry Kissinger. The private detective has been following him. Wo got dirt. He has been cheating on his wife." Derek said with an unchanged expression.

"So he screws around on his wife, big deal..." Meredith spat out. "Unless you do it, then I will cut your balls of an throw them on the barn roof." She said with a serious tone.

"We don't have a barn..." He told her happily.

"Then we will build a barn, just so I can throw your balls on the barn roof!" She told him. His eyes got wide.

"There is only one woman for me." He said slyly. "But anyway...apparently his wife has no idea. In fact, she put him through law school by working her ass off. They have been married forever. There is no prenuptial agreement. He stands to lose a lot if she leaves him."

"So what does that have to do with us?" Meredith asked dumbly.

"Well, maybe Mr. Kissinger wouldn't want to represent the Livingston's anymore if this information could possibly end up in the wrong hands." Derek said, somewhat in disgust.

"So you are saying you want to blackmail him? That's illegal. It's bad, it's dirty!" She said, shaking her head. "We shouldn't have that kind of control over someone's life."

"Well, that's why I am leaving it up to you." He said, throwing it onto her.

"What? I can't. This is a big thing, Derek. We're talking life changing." She explained.

"You're right. But Mer, I have to say, if he continues, I think they will walk." Derek said. "They will march up and take Anna away."

"Oh my god." She said as she laid her head back and moaned.

"I understand how you feel. I don't know what to do either. I mean, we are being selfish. We are. She is their granddaughter. They were there when she was born. They heard the first words that came out of her mouth. Her first steps, they saw them. She is their daughter's baby, Mer. Are we being selfish? She isn't ours. Should we take control? Should we steal her from them?" He asked with sadness. "Do you want that on your conscience?" Meredith's eyes welled up. He stomach was rolling. It's contents were threatening to come out.

"You bastard." She spat as she stood up. "You do this, You dig, and then you throw it on me. You make me feel like I am the bad one. Like I am trying to rip a family apart. Screw you." She spat as she walked off down the aisle. The minute she makes it to the restroom, her stomach flips. And there she was, sitting on the plane's bathroom floor, feeling like shit.

"Mer-" Derek whispered into the door. He could hear her retching. This was bad. It came out the wrong way. He regretted it. "Mer, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it that way..." He listened, and heard nothing. "Are you listening to me?" He asked softly. He noticed two people watching him. "People are watching me..."

"Who cares?" She asked. "Maybe if you weren't such an ass---just go away." She whimpered.

"Meredith. I just- I don't want either of us to regret anything. How would you feel if I never said anything? If I failed to bring it up. I don't want you to feel guilty. I want to do what's right. I love you. I don't want to make decisions without you. Please... I want you by my side, holding my hand. If you hold my hand-- I need to to hold my hand. Please, hold my hand." He muttered into the door. He heard her stand up, and the water come on. He assumed she was rinsing her face. She slowly opened the door and walked to her seat. He followed her with his head down.

"You're right." She agreed reluctantly. "We weren't there. And they are her family. It's selfish. And I am. I am so fucking selfish. I want her. I love her like she is my own. I love her like I would have if I had carried her around for nine months. I don't want to lose her. But I don't want to play dirty..." She said as she looked out the window. She felt his hand grasp hers. "We should do it... We should blackmail him." She said quietly and reluctantly. Derek was in shock, that was not what he expected.

"We will do whatever you want." He said supportively.

"No, Derek! You aren't doing that. What do you want to do? Because I am not having this bite me in the ass." Meredith explained. "You aren't going to throw this in my face later."

"I want what you want." He said with a smile.

"Oh come on..." She muttered in annoyance. "That is bullshit. What do you want!?" She shouted.

"Okay. I want to do it. I want her, and I don't care who gets screwed. I don't care who is torn up. As long as I have you and her, that's all I need." He said, finally admitting it. "Are you happy? See, it's not you. It's me. I am the asshole. I am the bad guy. I wouldn't have gotten the ball rolling if I didn't want it." Meredith breathed in deeply. She was shocked, to say the least. But at least he was being honest. She sat there and thought. Finally she spoke.

"I don't want to tear anyone apart. I think that they have the right to a fair trial. Just like anyone else. And I think the trial would be fairer if they were represented by a public defender, not an attorney who resides in every judge's pocket. If they win, and they take her... At least it would be fair." She explained as she looked over at him.

"I agree. But we are not losing her." Derek said loudly and forcefully. It scared her. not because he was scary. Because he sounded desperate. He sounded like he would do anything to keep Anna. That's what scared her.

"And Holly, who's to say she won't hire another shark?" Meredith asked. The truth was she was mad. She shouldn't be, but she was. Mad at him. Mad because he was the one who was with her. He fucked her. Then he fucked her over. Not really. Meredith knew how he felt about her, right from the beginning. She knew that had to of hurt Holly, knowing he was pining for Meredith. But then again, Holly was vile. Holly was the most rotten person she knew. Holly deserved whatever came to her.

"Don't worry about Holly. I will deal with her..." Derek said boldly. Meredith wasn't sure that she wanted to know what he was going to do. She didn't want to have to testify against him. She knew he was angry with her, and now, finally, it was boiling over.

"I need alcohol." She moaned.

"Yeah, me too." He agreed as he flagged down the flight attendant.

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The ride home in the car was silent. Both Meredith and Derek were exhausted. Between the physical activity and the recent events, neither of them had the energy to speak. Meredith was feeling guilty about what they were going to do. It didn't sit right with her. But at the same time she knew that they had to. It was actually more fair to everyone. Derek wasn't upset, he was indifferent. He knew what he wanted. He wanted his family. Derek knew that if Meredith lost Anna, she would be broken. He wasn't going to let it happen. He was not going to lose Anna or Meredith.

"Mommy! Daddy!" Anna said as she ran straight to Meredith and Derek as they walked in the door. "I missed you!" She screeched.

"I missed you too." They both said in unison. She took turns hugging both of them.

"Oh hey guys." Izzie said nonchalantly as she walked into the living room. "Jane had to take the day off."

"Well, thanks for watching Anna." Derek said as he sat down next to Meredith on the sofa. She quickly laid down with her head in his lap. They looked at each other, neither saying anything. Both just relieved to be home.

"Mommy you look tired..." Anna said as she cocked her head. Meredith smiled, she looked just like Derek. She had picked it up from him, undoubtedly.

"Mommy is very tired." Derek said with a smile. "Daddy tired mommy out." He said as he thought back. He had a dirty smile on his face.

"Well what did you guys do that whole time?" Anna asked excitedly.

"Well, we-" Derek started.

"We swam. We swam a lot." Meredith said quickly.

"It was good swimming." Derek said with a chuckle. "Very good swimming..." Izzie looked at both of them and rolled her eyes, laughing.

"Can we go to the park?" Anna asked as she looked at Derek. He could never say no. But he could tell Meredith was tried.

"I don't know. Mommy's tired. I'm tired." He explained with a frown.

"Please?" She asked. There is was, the head cocking. He gave in. He always gave in. He looked at her hopeful eyes.

"We can." Meredith said before he could answer. It was the last thing she wanted to do. But she wanted to spend time with Anna. "But you have to change first."

"Okay mommy!" Anna said cheerfully. Meredith laughed at how she was always saying mommy. Anna always seemed happy.

"Mer- You can stay." Derek said as he ran his fingers through her hair. "I'll take her."

"No. I want to spend some time with her." Meredith said with a smile. "Plus I want some ice cream." She returned with a giggle.

"Ice cream it is." Derek said as she sat up. "You look really tired."

"I am really tired. Planes kill me." She said as she stood up. She walked to the door grabbing their bags, and started carrying them upstairs. Derek rushed over and grabbed them out of her hands.

"I can do that." He said.

"I can help." She said as she grabbed one of the bags and walked upstairs. They looked around their room. She missed her bed. She didn't sleep well in the hotel bed, even though it was fairly comfortable. Derek crept behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist.

"We could make use of that bed..." He whispered into her ear.

"I gave you sex this morning, and again on the plane..." Meredith said as she turned to him.

"That's not enough." He whined. "A taste of you isn't enough. I want you all day, everyday." He said as he nipped her ear.

"Well, we both have jobs...and a child. We have a child who---" She started and then looked at the door. "Anna!"

"When are you guys gonna stop that?" She asked as she scrunched her nose.

"What, this?" Derek asked as he quickly placed sloppy kisses on Meredith.

"Yes! Gross..." She said as she turned away and ran down the stairs. Meredith started giggling as Derek pushed her down on the bed. His kisses were passionate as he sucked on her neck.

"Derek..." She moaned. She didn't want him to stop anymore than he did. She wiggled underneath him and he pressed hard against her. She ran her leg against him, feeling his hardness.

"God, Mer..." He moaned at her touch.

"Derek...she's waiting. And the door is open..." She moaned. He looked over at the door, contemplating whether or not to shut it.

"Mommy! Daddy!" They heard Anna scream. The both moaned.

"Come on..." She said as she pulled out from beneath him.

"Later?" He asked.

"Only if you're good." She joked as she ran her hand against his erection.

"You are cruel." He seethed as they walked down the stairs.

Derek and Meredith sat on the bench at the park. Anna was playing on the slide. They were surprised that there were no other kids around. But she seemed content playing my herself. She was constantly saying "look at me". They were enjoying every minute of it.

"That is gross, Mer." He said as he watched her swirling her ice cream around in the bowl.

"Why?" She asked as she took and crackling spoonful and shoved it towards his mouth.

"Get it away!" He said as he pushed he hand.

"Why is it so gross?" She giggled as she took a bite.

"Seriously, Mer! They gave you a nacho container because it wouldn't fit into an ice cream bowl." He said as he shook his head.

"What? I am hungry." She said as she rolled her eyes.

"You have twelve flavors mixed in there. And a packet of pop rocks. It's just...gross." He said as he watched her. He watched as she cleaned up every bite of ice cream. "I can't believe you ate all of that!" He laughed.

"I did...So when the house is done, we won't have to come to the park anymore." Meredith said happily.

"The house should be done soon. The end of the week." Derek said with a smile. He watched her face light up.

"Really?" Meredith said happily.

"Really. So I suggest we start packing..." Derek told her. They both watched Anna go down the slide. "And yes we will still come here. You will still want the ice cream." She agreed. "Come on, remember when you were a kid? The park was always better than home." He said, reminiscing.

"I wouldn't know..." Meredith said sadly.

"What?" Derek said in shock.

"I never went to the park. I never got to play..." She told him. He grabbed her hand. "What are you doing?" She asked.

"We are playing." He said as he dragged her up the slide.

"Derek!" She shouted.

"Come on... You know you want to!" She sat on the slide and he climbed on behind her, wrapping his arms around her. They both went down with smiles on their faces.

"That was fun!" She screeched when they made it to the bottom.

"Mommy and Daddy...you guys are crazy!" Anna said as she laughed hysterically. Meredith went down the slide again. They played on the jungle gym for a long time.

"Didn't you play at school?" He asked, not believing her.

"I went to a strict private school. No playing." Meredith explained as she stood up.

"That's just sad." He said as he walked to the swings. She sat down and he pushed her.

"Push me too, Daddy!" Anna demanded.

"I can push both of my girls." He said as he took turns pushing them.

"From now on, we play once a week...no excuses." Derek said as he saw the smiles on their faces.

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Meredith and Derek hadn't even been back for four hours and he was paged. She dropped her head. She knew it was the job. She was lucky to be married to a man that had the ability to save lives. But it was still disappointing when it happened. Meredith put Anna to bed. She was actually happy to getting some peace and quiet. Izzie was downstairs baking, so Meredith decided to take a nice relaxing bath. She ran the hot water and poured in a generous amount of bubble bath. She turned off the lights, slid off her clothes and lowered herself into the water. This was perfect.

She couldn't wait to work tomorrow. She had missed the hospital, but more importantly, she missed cutting people. It sounded wrong. Cutting people. But she enjoyed it. There was a moment when you cut someone open. It was a high. She was always chasing that high in the operating room. Every surgeon was. Meredith rested her hands on her abdomen. She rubbed it. She wished there was a little life in there. She wished there was a part of she and Derek growing inside of her. The ache was coming back. She wanted a baby, and she wanted one badly.

She had so much to be grateful for. They had Anna...for now. And she and Derek were husband and wife. They were going to be moving into their new home. They were so fortunate, but yet, she wanted more. She was so wrapped up in thought, she never heard Derek come in.

Derek slowly dropped his jeans on the floor. She was all he had thought about during the surgery. He couldn't wait to get home to his wife. He quickly stripped off his boxers. How could she not notice him? But she did, she head his belt hit the floor. He didn't tell anyone at the hospital they were married. After the engagement incident, he wasn't opening his mouth. He pulled off his shirt, and stood there in the dark. He lifted his leg over the tub, and slowly slid in.

"Oh, I thought I told you to only meet me at that seedy hotel." She joked as she opened the door.

"Funny." Derek said as he laid back in the water.

"So how was the surgery?" She asked as she looked across the darkness. Even in the dark she could see his eyes.

"It was surgery. Only one thing got me through..." He said simply. She felt her foot rubbing his leg.

"What would that be?" She asked with a smile.

"Knowing I was coming home to you..." He said softly.

"Me or sex?" She asked with a bigger grin.

"You. Okay... and sex. You and sex." Derek finally admitted.

"That's what I thought..." She said as she rubbed her foot against him. He gasped at her touch. "Uh huh." She muttered as she massaged him. "I think I forgot to mention that I am very talented with my feet." She giggled as she felt him rise. His head laid back as he let out a moan.

"I can---ahhh---feel that." He said softly.

He quickly grabbed her arm and pulled her toward him. She laid against his chest and he quickly began kissing her neck. She pushed toward him and let out a soft moan. She could feel his erection pressing against her. She gasped as her body reacted. She lowered her hand down and placed it around him. She softly began stroking him.

"Ohh." He muttered as she began to quicken her pace. He sucked and nipped on her shoulder. She could feel him start to pulsate. His hands began caressing her chest. She released her hand off of him. "I need you." He whispered into her ear. She nodded her head. He pushed her forward. She felt him hastily enter her from behind. He paused, feeling the sensation that was encompassing him.

"Come on..." She moaned as she grasped the side of the bathtub. She felt him withdraw slightly, only to pound back into her. She moaned as she felt him inside of her. "Harder!" She shouted. He obliged. She felt him increase his intensity. Water started pouring over the sides of the bathtub. "Harder." She screamed as she felt herself tightening up. He pulled out slightly and re-entered her with force. She let out a yelp. "Derek!" She shouted as she felt herself at the edge.

Izzie was just putting the cake in the oven. That's when she heard it. It was a familiar sound. She rolled her eyes and shut the oven door. Since Anna had moved her, she seemed to be sleeping a little deeper. Thank god, because Meredith and Derek were very loud. She was just going to pick up the living room when she saw it. "Oh shit..." Izzie muttered as she looked in shock.

"Oh...god...oh...Mer..." Derek moaned as he felt her warm cum rush around his shaft. The water crashed against the floor, and flowed along the wall. They both ignored the water, too overcome by the pleasure they were feeling. Water splashed into Meredith's face, causing her to gasp for air. Her head quickly went underwater as Derek pounded into her one last time. He released into her with a big moan. She quickly lifted her head and sighed as she felt him slip out.

"Thank you...thank you...thank you..." Meredith moaned as she laid there, feeling the aftermath of pure ecstasy.

"God you are amazing..." He muttered breathlessly. They heard a loud knock on the bathroom door.

"Guys..." Izzie said quietly. Derek and Meredith both moaned. She was killing their much deserved buzz.

"What Iz?" Meredith snapped as she rolled around and sat on the bottom of the tub.

"Unless you want me to build an arc, you need to stop." She said with a serious tone.

"Iz, now is not the time for sarcasm." Meredith said loudly as she breathed deeply.

"No, I literally need to build an arc. We have a slight flooding problem downstairs." Izzie explained as she leaned against the door.

"What?" Meredith said as she jumped out of the tub, putting her foot into the water on the floor.

"It's coming from up here." Izzie told her.

"Shit! I'm coming." Meredith said in a panic.

Derek hastily threw a towel around him. Meredith threw on a tee shirt and shorts, omitting her underwear, there wasn't time. Derek threw on boxers and a tee shirt. They both rushed around and quickly went downstairs.

"Holy shit..." Derek said as he looked.

"Oh fuck..." Meredith muttered.

"Yeah." Izzie said as she looked.

There were water marks on the ceiling. The wall had water running down it. The artwork on the wall, now ruined. There was a generous sized puddle on the wood floor. The amount of water was unbelievable. Meredith shot Derek a glare.

"Was it worth it?" Izzie asked with a shrug. Meredith and Derek both looked at each other.

"Oh yeah." They said in unison.

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