CHAPTER 1

BELLA

I wiped my eyes with the back of my hand but of course they were dry. Vampires dont cry. Not that we don't want to. We simply can't.

"What's wrong Bella?" a sweet voice asked. Seth. always so kind. Looking out for others. That's one of the reasons why I kept him,

the guy is easy to be with, he brings me no problems and he's so friendly and funny. AND hot.

I pointed at my laptop, to a picture of an old man with glasses in a wheelchair drooling with his head hanging to his right side. THe poor man couldn't even eat by himself, he couldn't even go to the restroom without help. I guess when you reach that point there's nothing to live for.

SWEET DEATH read the title of the article.

Some people say the most peaceful way to die is drowning, others say sleeping, just like that - not waking up. But this man right here on your left, Charlie Swan, Chief Officer of the small town of Forks, experienced a very unusual death. Neighbors claim they heard him screaming hours before the incident. "All I could hear was Charlie yelling 'Mango! mangoes, I want some mangoes!!! Bella bring me a mango!' He kept shouting to his dead daughter to bring him a mango. I tried to ignore him but he wouldn't shut up so I go over there to find him crying like a baby and still saying i want a mango" Jacob Black, a friend of Charlie's, tells us. "so I go and buy him some mangoes. The old man ate them like a starving dog. I remember old Charlie smiling with mangoe juice all in his face saying good old mangoes, sweet old mangoes, sweet old mangoes and he died like that. Sucking on his sweet mango and smiling all the time. I guess all he needed was a sweet mango to rest in peace. He didnt even complain or anything. it's like one minute he was all happy and the next he like froze. I wouldn't have noticed he had passed away if it wasn't cus the sucking stopped. I like touched his face and it was fukin cold. He still had a smile on his face" Jacob's story tells it all, but doctors are not satisfied. They are still trying to find what caused his death. The body......

I stopped reading and grabbed the front of Seth's shirt, pulling him into a bear hug.

"I'm sorry" he whispered in my ear

"Thats our life, something ima have to get used to." I sighed.

"We can change that you know, we don't have to stay at a place and get close to people just to watch them die later"

"HE WAS MY DAD, SETH!"

"shhh shh i know i know" he hugged me harder, rubbing relaxing circles on my back.

"I love you" I whispered so quietely trough my teeth that I thought he hadn't heard me. Fat chance. We hear everything.

He stayed quiet for the longest forty seconds of my life, i counted them.

"I - I love you too Bella" he looked down at me with those deep green eyes full of .. love, for me.

I got lost on the depths of his eyes, the intensity of them almost making me shiver. I watched every line of his perfect brown face as he leaned down for a passionate kiss. My eyes snapped shut when our lips crashed desperately, our tongues dancing around together. I bit his bottom lip playfully and a little blood came out. Yums. He smiled and pulled me out of my chair quickly, pushing me against the wall. I hope our neighbors aren't home or they gona be complaing about the loud sounds. His lips traveled down my throat, sending shivers down my whole body.

"Dude, that was new" i said looking down at the shirt he just ripped.

"so?" was his brilliant response

"so your dick ows me a trip to the mall"

"sure whatever. I like dressing rooms"

"mmmmm" oh that big perfect hand, feeling me everywhere. Go down, down there fukin Yes.

"Fuk Bella why you always gotta get so wet"

Panties on the floor and my legs start to open already, my nipples screaming fuc.k me. fuc.k me fuc.k me!

I moaned when I felt his tongue tasting my puss.y but I was getting frustrated. I wanted more and he wouldn't give it to me. My legs spread wider for him and when he wouldnt get his face off my puss.y I grabbed his hair and pulled him to my f ace. His ridicoulous SpongeBob boxers were still on the way so I took them off with my toes.

"Stop teasing. me already!" i screamed. God he wouldn't stop his stupid little kisses just leaving me wanting him moreee.

I gasped when he did. His dic.k went in and we didn't stop till the morning when someone walked in on us not even ringing the damn door bell.

"Whata hell? Who the fuc.k-" my stupid jaw dropped open.