Boundaries
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He pushed me up against the wall and devoured my lips with his. My nails dug into his shoulder blades and a moan rumbled through his throat. What started out as an innocent kiss quickly turned into a passionate test of boundaries. His tongue gracefully glided across my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I unconsciously granted him access as I let my nails scrape his back underneath his thin t-shirt. Another moan escaped his perfect lips, and this time a moan escaped mine too. I hurriedly tugged at his t-shirt, yearning to explore the secrets being hidden from me. Somehow one of us managed to remove his t-shirt without breaking our kiss. I traced his sculpted abs with my fingertips while one of his hands hooked onto my waist beneath my shirt and the other was propped against the wall. I was rapidly running out of breath, which he sensed; because that instant he unlocked his lips from mine he started a trail of kisses down my neck. I let my head fall back against the wall and let a couple whimpers of pleasure escape my lips. He continued down my neck, letting his tongue flick out to tickle my flesh once in a while. He got down to my collarbone, and pressed an innocent peck at the hollow of my throat. I let out a moan. He seemed to like that because his lips never left the hollow of my throat; they remained there until he could no longer feel the vibrations of my moans. He worked his way back up my neck. He was just a kiss away from my earlobe. He gently kissed my cheek, then backed away. He looked me up and down, his eyes full of passion. He was so close, if I moved my head up an inch out lips would once again be connected. Oh, how I longed for our bodies to be connected in every possible way. "Jake," I Breathed. He looked into my eyes as a smile spread across his face. He leaned in closer. I could now feel his hot breath on my face, trailing down my neck. He gently leaned in and kissed my cheek, letting hid tongue slip out and caress my ear lobe. This sent a violent shudder of lust through my body. I saw his smile widen because he knew I didn't shudder out of being cold.
"Bella," he whispered, as he bit my earlobe, "I love you."
I managed to gasp, "I love you too Jake." He chuckled at my lack of speech.
"Oh, Bella, you have no idea how long i've waited for you to say that." He sighed.
Now, both his hands were hooked around my waist underneath my t-shirt. He let his hands start to wander up my sides; never breaking eye contact with me. His warm hands on my cool skin made a chill run up my spine and a gasp fly out of my mouth. My head, once again, fell against the wall. I tried to find words. But I couldn't. I wanted this so bad. But could I handle it? What about all of our boundaries; where did they disappear to? This was so pleasurable, his skin on mine. So tempting. When his hands reached just below the bottom of my bra I gasp, "Jake!" My voice raspy and barely audible.
His hands immediately froze. His eyes continued to lock with mine. I sighed, "You know we can't. Not that I could handle it if we could anyway." I knew that even though i wanted it, I couldn't possible give myself to Jake without fully knowing i was over him. And one day, our boundaries would be broken. It may not be for a while. But i do know that when they are broken it will be the best day of my life. Because, afterall, he is my sun.
He chuckled at this and said, "Ah, Bells; I love you." He then wrapped his arms around my waist, cradled my head to his chest, and stroked my hair with his hand. He kissed the top of my head gently and whispered, "When you're ready." I sighed a sigh of relief. I took a deep breath and breathed him in. And I knew that he would always be mine; and I would always be his. For now. Forever. For eternity.