Avee: OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 okay okay here's the deal. We had school, then I moved, then we left, now we r back. And stuff
Kara: yeah what she said
Avee: if you missed the story we r soooooooooo sorry we can't really guarantee faster updates
Kara: yeah cuz Avee leaves again :P
Avee: ur the one who's going camping for a month
Kara: well XP
Avee: on with the story!!!!!
We own no dgm…at all
FIGURE OUT THE POV URSELF (not to b mean or anything)
"Where am I?" I mumbled waking up to a white room, dressed in a white gown, on a white bed. A woman who looked like she hadn't slept greeted me with a dry, unenthusiastic smile "I see you finally woke up, Good Morning," she said tampering with medical things that surrounded me.
"In the infirmary." the woman replied sullenly.
"Why?"
"Because you died" another sullen answer
"WHHAAAAT?!?!?! What do you mean I died? I'm here aren't I. Why would they employ a nurse who doesn't seem to have the right medication for her OWN sickness? I need to talk to the manager!" I said, lifting my torso, to find myself hooked to wire and needles. "AGH! Get me off this I feel too restrained!" I started to pull off the wires. She slapped my hands down and took the monitors off me.
"No you must rest!" the nurse grabbed my arms and pinned my hands to my side just as I was about to get up, "You're not completely healed yet," she said again. A familiar voice sounded in the hallway, but the words were intangible. The doorknob turned as if in slow motion. Very quietly someone stepped in first their foot, then hand, then eye. The voice whispered something I could not here over the ringing which wasn't there before my tantrum. The nurse nodded and released my arms.
"Welcome back to reality," The voice that I heard in the hallway spoke first. I smiled knowing who it was immediately, no one else could make me happy and annoyed at the same time. Lavi came over and sat next to my bed. "So...are you ready to be questioned like hell by Komui or do you want to pretend to be unconscious," he said with a smile.
"I think I can handle the freak for now," I replied rolling my eyes. Lavi leaned down and kissed my cheek. My eyes widened before I could control them, I knew they were screaming 'What was that for?'.
Lavi chuckled, "Just in case you die from the questions." Someone knocked on the door and it creaked open.
"Is she awake," the voice asked, Lavi nodded in response. Lenalee opened the door with full force and ran to my side, "KITA! I missed you so much," she hugged me and sat on the edge of the bed, Allen following in her footsteps with clothes in hand.
"Wow nice to see you guys too, how long was I out?" I asked.
"Two weeks and three days," Lavi mumbled.
"What happened exactly? And...where's Terra?" They all looked down at the ground not saying a word, "Well..."
"You were stabbed by Terra...who was being controlled by Road. Terra broke your innocence in half, but it wasn't the heart. You fell unconscious and we took you here. The stab from your innocence healed you as well, so you are alive," Lavi said.
"And Terra? What happened to her," I asked softly, near a whisper.
"When Road released her Tyki took her Innocence, her heart and her Innocence were directly connected. If one breaks so does the other," Lavi stopped talking. I shook my head repeatedly while trying to prevent the tears from falling.
"No… NO! Lavi, no… that's not fair!!! Why did Terra have to… why did she have to die?" I whispered, my hands balled into fist on my white sheets. I never cry… never. I promised myself that I wouldn't cry, not after all of the wonderful things that I had been blessed with. I had promised never to cry, because I was grateful for what my life had become. "…it should have been me…" I whispered, gripping the sheets harder and pulling my knees up to my chest, burying my face in them, sobs wracking my body.
"Kita…" Lavi wrapped his arms protectively around me and I cried into his chest. "It isn't fair, is it?" he murmured into my ear, softly stroking my hair. I shook my head, my face still buried in the front of his shirt.
"No… she, she was… that was the way she would have wanted to die, I think. But it shouldn't have been now. She shouldn't have… she deserved a better life than she got," I whispered, closing my eyes against the harsh truth. My shoulders had stopped shaking but the tears continued to pour from my eyes, soaking the front of Lavi's shirt.
Terra was gone… I'd never hear her stupid jokes, or her funny laugh, see her quirky smile… she was dead… and Tyki had killed her. Anger was building up inside me. Tyki was what I had thought of as a brother. Someone that would always be with me, fighting by my side. I stopped.
'Wait… this... this isn't me… I, I'm an exorcist but I love Tyki as my brother… this can't be happening! What the hell is wrong with me?' I thought, fear overwhelming my anger. 'Why? Why do I feel so conflicted?'
"It should have been me… she should be the one sitting here right now, not me… Lavi… it's not fair," I cried into his shirt, my tears renewed.
"Kita… I'm glad… that it wasn't you," Lavi whispered, burying his face in the crook of my neck, his tears softly sliding down my skin. "I'm glad… that you didn't leave me, forever."
"We thought that we had lost both of you, Kita," Lenalee murmured from the edge of my bed.
"Is she… is she here?" I asked, looking up from Lavi's chest to face her. She nodded slowly, avoiding my gaze. I sat up straighter, forcing her to look me in the eyes. "Where…?"
She shook her head, an ashamed look on her face. "You… you can't see her, Kita," she said.
"What? Why not??? She's my friend, I can see her whenever I damn well please!!! Now where is she???" I growled the last part.
"Kita…" she began to say but shook her head.
"Where-," I began before Lavi's voice interrupted.
"Downstairs, in the chapel. She's with the rest of the bodies," he stated, looking away from me. I couldn't understand why but I didn't care. I had to see her. Lavi pulled away from me slightly and I took my chance. I pushed up off of the bed and landed on the cold stone floor, the hooks and wires left on the bed. I made a dash for the door, escaping through the crack in between the door and wall and sprinted down the hallway.
"Stop her! She isn't fully recovered yet!!!" I heard the nurse's voice echoing from the room, but I didn't care. Seeing Terra was more important than that. I heard the sound of boots hitting the floor and I sped up, knowing that they were following me. I rounded a corner and smashed into Komui who was holding a clip board and was staring at me in surprise.
"K-Kita…" I winced at the contact, apparently that nurse was right, my chest still hurt. I was somewhat scared of what Komui would ask later. I ran around him quickly, the other's footsteps sounded closer. I sprinted the final stretch and leapt onto the banister, sliding down and running down the hall towards the large doors. Finders and such were moving silently in and out from the room and as I came closer, a few of them noticed me.
Their calm and sad faces changed to anger and fear, and as I made to enter the room, three of them grabbed me, the others standing in my way, blocking the entrance.
"W-What the? Let go of me! Let me go!" I yelled, thrashing about until I felt a pang in my chest and went limp, the taste of blood in my mouth.
"We have her, take her away from the door," one of the called and they began to drag me away from the open doors.
"No… Let go, I have to see… Terra…" I tried to say.
"Hah! Like we'd let someone like you disrespect the dead. Who knows how many of us you've killed! Noahs are forbidden from entering," another laughed cruelly. I looked up at him, fear and sadness filling me.
"Kita!" I heard Lenalee call as she and the other rushed over. The crowd of finders parted and I looked over at them, tears beginning to well up in my eyes.
"Why… Why didn't you just tell me?" I mumbled, looking at them with a hurt expression on my face.
"Kita… I'm so sorry," Lavi whispered and stepped forward, wrapping his arms around me once more as the finders let me drop to the floor.
~back in da room~
"Kita, we tried-," Lenalee tried to explain.
"Leave… now," I stated coldly.
"Kita, don't be like that, you only just woke up," Lavi started.
"Just LEAVE, damnit!!!" I yelled at him. They looked shocked but they left quietly. "Shit! …shit…" I growled the last part, slamming my fist into the wall. I panted from the over exertion.
"You need to calm down, you're going to hurt yourself if you don't," the nurse started before I glared at her fiercely.
"I said leave…" I snarled and she quickly complied. I curled up, my arms wrapped around my knees as my back rested against the headboard. My head fell in my knees as I began to shake.
I started when I heard quiet footsteps coming up next to the bed. I looked up and saw Kanda standing next to me, looking down on my shaking form.
"K-Kanda…" I was surprised. I didn't think he would visit me after what I had said to him back then when we took Terra.
"…She wouldn't have wanted you to be like this," he said. There was less of an edge to his voice and tears began to form in my eyes again. "So quit your mopping, will you?" He looked deep in my eyes and I knew he meant it. I sniffled and nodded. He turned away began to walk away towards the door.
"Kanda!" I called after him. He stopped and turned back to look at me. "I… I'm sorry, about the things I said to you back then…" I said, looking into his dark eyes with determination. He nodded and turned away once more before exiting the room. I remained curled up as I lay down and finally drifted back into a restless sleep.
Terra lunged at me, stopped by Lavi. But she didn't wake up. Her hands whipped around twice sending two fireballs at Lavi. He blocked them. Terra screamed there was a long gash on her chest from where I had cut her. The half of my knife that was in her hand crashed to the stone cold ground.
I woke up screaming and panting. Somehow, I managed to slowly decrease my breathing and sat up. At least I tried before I felt the annoying yet familiar tug of the STUPID medical wires and tubes connected to me AGAIN. I groaned before noticing Lavi's hand wrapped around mine, his head resting on the side of my bed. At first it seemed kind of cute but that was before I noticed that huge puddle of drool and the occasional snores. I smirked before letting my head hit the pillow once more. How did my screaming not wake him up?
It was then that the memories from yesterday flooded my mind once more and I was overcome with grief yet again.
The others soon piled into the room, promptly waking Lavi, who sat up suddenly, rubbing his rheumy eye slowly. "Wait, what?" he mumbled.
"Morning, that's what," I smiled softly. Allen yawned loudly in the corner next to Lenalee, whose eyes were half-lidded, her balance slightly off.
"Wha' time is'it," Lavi's words slurred together. I giggled before shrugging.
"Don't ask me. I just woke up," I yawned loudly, blinking the tears out of my eyes. Suddenly, my stomach let out a loud grumble and everyone's eyes turned to stare at it. I blushed slightly before crossing my arms and huffing. "Sorry... I haven't actually eaten in like..." I counted out the days according to what Lavi had told me yesterday. "Mmm-eighteen days, sooo... two weeks n' four days."
"Hmm..." Allen yawned loudly before continuing with his response. "We should probably go get something to eat, too. I'm starved."
"M'Kay," I responded, while they unhooked me from the machines and needles. Together we walked to the cafeteria, Lavi holding my hand, Lenalee and Allen giggling.
Finally, for once, I had time to think, I wasn't asleep, I wasn't being talked to, and I most definitely was not worried about glares from finders. I mean seriously, I didn't do anything jeopardizing. I mean I fought loyally, I was just...kidnapped and dissected. I should be the one that's fucking glaring at people and running away when they get to close. But I guess it makes since for them to be scared...I'm the enemy now. I'm the enemy...
"Watcha thinkin' about," Lavi grinned at me raising his eyebrows.
"What I'm gonna order to eat," I said patting my stomach. His cocky grin subsided into a heartbreaking frown.
"You're lying," he deadpanned. I stared at him for a long lasting time messing with his mind. "What?," he replied, "you can't get enough of my eyes huh?"
I snickered, "Nope there too mesmerizing" I hope that comment doesn't make him bigheaded. Finally, after what seemed like hours, we arrived at the caf. Allen being the gentleman he is let us all order first, but we all knew it was because he was going to take forever.
I was able to take three bites of my sandwich when Reever tapped me on the shoulder. "Uh, Kita, Komui needs to talk to you, about...uh...the incident," Reever smirked then walked away. Poor thing, he had to be the one stuck with confronting me about 'the incident'. I didn't even know it was named now, oh well. I got up from my seat, waved to my friends and left. I had to admit that I was scared; I was shaking for that matter. I don't know what the hell is gonna happen, but I don't think it's gonna be good.
Avee: alrite! Next chapter will be up wen its done