Tezuka looked up at his reflection, he let out a sigh as he took one final glance before proceeding to his bachelors party.
Truth be told, he didn't want to go. Celebrating it meant that it was his last night as a bachelor. Somehow he didn't want to accept the fact that he will be married real soon.
Another thing that bugged him was Fujis' behavior earlier that day when the tensai had run off after confessing that he did, in fact, still had feelings for him.
In spite of himself, Tezuka could feel a soft smile escape his lips as he recalled what had happened earlier that day.
But he knew it was quite impossible to win Fuji back. Had he only been true to himself before then all of this would not have happened. Although he loves Fuji, he couldn't possibly cancel off the wedding.
It would be rude and painful for Chiharu who had loved him so much.
He finally arrived at the party which was held in Oishi and Kikumaru's house and was soon greeted by old friends.
Tezuka had been happy to see almost all of them there. The whole Seigaku team were there, even Hyoutei, Yamabuki, Rokaku, Rikkai, Fudoumine, St. Rudolph were there.
He was more pleased to see Fuji there, he thought Fuji might not appear after the incident before but he was glad to see him.
Although he wasn't quite pleased that Atobe was once again glued next to the tensai.
Tezuka couldn't help but take quick glances at Fuji every minute, the little green monster in him was screaming at Atobe to lay off his hands at Fuji.
But what pissed him off was the fact that Fuji had not even spare him a glance, even when he had arrived, the shorter man didn't even greet him.
He wanted to talk to Fuji but how could he if Fuji was completely ignoring him and with Atobe hovering over him?
"Tezuka, are you sure it's ok to have a bachelors party without the usual kinks?" Inui asked as he still held onto his green notebook.
Tezuka mused to himself as the data man continued to scribble something on his notebook.
"Ah, I don't like those nonsense. It is fine just celebrating it with my friends" Tezuka replied.
The two of them remained silent for a minute as they watched the others fool around and chatter with everyone.
It was Tezuka who broke the silent first. "Ne Inui, has Fuji ever dated anyone when I was gone?"
Inui adjusted his glasses a bit before answering. "No, because there is a 96.7% chance he's still stuck on you" Inui answered frankly before scribbling something in his notebook.
Tezuka didn't know what to say. Should he even ask such things? Did he even have a right to know and get jealous if ever Fuji did use to go out with anyone?
"Tezuka, I think it's a bit too late that you finally realized your feelings, I know you, there is a 86.3% chance that you will not break off your wedding even if you finally realize your true feelings" Inui observed.
Tezuka sighed inwardly, Inui was getting better with his data collection, or maybe he was just really letting his guard down.
"Inui, could you please stop Kaido and Momo from killing one another?"
Tezuka felt his heart leapt at the voice.
It was Fuji.
Inui merely glanced before heading towards his lover and former kouhai.
Tezuka could see the faint blush creeping in the tensai's cheek as he tried to utter out something.
"I… I wanted to apologize for my behavior before, I'm so sorry I didn't know what has gotten into me" Fuji chuckled.
Tezuka said nothing. He hated the smile Fuji was wearing. It was his fake mask, it was quite similar to the one he had on when Fuji told him that they should be friends.
"You don't have to apologize" Tezuka muttered.
He then notice a slight difference in Fujis behavior as the tensai could not hold himself straight.
"Fuji, are you drunk?" Tezuka asked.
Fuji merely chuckled as he tried to keep his balance but soon losing it and ended up in Tezukas' chest.
Tezuka let out a sigh as he helped Fuji stand by supporting him on his shoulder. He led Fuji inside the house for him to have a rest. The tensai reek of alcohol.
"Tezuka! What happened to Fuji?" Oishi asked worriedly as he spotted the two inside the house.
"Drunk" Tezuka replied.
"Hmm… what's gotten into him? He knows he can't tolerate alcohol" Oishi muttered.
Tezuka looked at Fuji who was nearly knocked off.
"I'll bring him to a room so he can rest" Tezuka suggested.
"Ah, bring him in the room next to ours" Oishi offered.
Tezuka nodded as he proceeded to the room with a very drunk Fuji. He wondered to himself why Atobe let him get drunk.
Tezuka gently placed Fuji on the bed as he brushed some honey strands from the boys' eyes.
"I'm sorry…" Fuji muttered as he pulled the covers to cover his entire form.
"I told you, there's nothing you should be sorry about…" Tezuka said.
"I just don't want you to be so nice to me, I might break soon" Fuji chuckled underneath the sheets.
"Fuji, just exactly what am I to you?" Tezuka asked. He wanted to know. He wanted to hear it straight from Fuji.
Fuji didn't respond for sometime before he let out a deep sigh. He then slowly snuck out from the blankets as he looked at Tezuka.
"Everything…" Fuji whispered.
Tezuka blinked at that, he had to stop himself from smiling at that. He almost wanted to say that he too had finally realize his feelings for the tensai but stopped as he remembered he was getting married.
Fuji noticed the sudden change in Tezuka as the stoic man stiffened when he brushed his fingers on Tezukas' own.
Fuji clenched his hand into a fist as he made a squeezed his eyes shut as he let out a deep sigh. "Ne Tezuka, this is your bachelors night, for this day you aren't committed to anyone right?" Fuji smiled bitterly as he slowly sat up.
Tezuka merely stared at him in confusion.
"Just this time, imagine you're not engaged and won't be getting married" Fuji began as he inched closer to Tezuka.
He held Tezukas' hands with his own and he let out a smile. Their hands fitted perfectly. Fuji gazed to meet hazel eyes that were staring at him in curiosity as he slowly pulled the ring out from his finger.
He placed the ring in Tezukas' pocket and smiled softly.
"Fuji… we can't… I…" Tezuka trailed unsure of his words.
"Don't think too much about it… right now you're here… with me… we're alone, no one else matter and right now you don't belong to anyone…" Fuji whispered as he leaned forward, his hands snaked around Tezukas' neck.
Tezuka didn't know if Fuji was doing this due to the influence of alcohol or if it was what the tensai really wanted.
But right now, Tezuka was sure, he didn't want anyone except Fuji. God, he wished this moment would never past away. He pulled Fuji into a tight embrace as he enjoyed the warmth that was Fujis body.
Tezuka then gradually pulled away from Fuji gazing intently at blue orbs as he leaned down and captured the tensais' mouth with his own. The kiss started brief then turned into a heated one as both couldn't hold back passion and desire that they have confined all these years.
Tezuka let his hand ran through Fuji's hair as he kissed the smaller man hungrily, he never knew he wanted Fuji so much as he did now. He desired the tensai more and more with every moan coming out from their heated kiss.
Fuji tasted so sweet although he could taste the alcohol that Fuji had consumed, nonetheless he liked the taste of Fuji's mouth.
The two of them pulled apart when they were both in need of oxygen. They both took time to regain their normal breathing as their eyes clouded with desire.
Tezuka felt the moment almost magical. He knew it sounded cliché but even so, he didn't care. He liked the feeling, it was warm.
But just as quick and fiery as it had started it died down just as fast when Fuji blacked out from the drunkenness.
Tezuka blinked at the tensai who now lied peacefully at the bed, he gave out a soft smile as he tucked Fuji in.
He knew that what he did was wrong, but damn, it felt so right! He never desired a person as much as he desired Fuji a while ago.
He wanted to hold the tensai tightly and never let him go again. It seemed the tables have turned on him. Now, he was the one desiring the tensai more and more.
How he wished he could turn back time and take back what he said, had he only been more honest to himself then they wouldn't be suffering now.
Tezuka played with Fuji's hair as he contemplated on what he should do. He couldn't cancel off the wedding, it was plain rude and dishonorable towards Chiharu and her family, as well as to his family who have been so excited about his wedding. Let alone his grandfather who's only wish is to see him get married and have children.
He had to make a decision and make sure that it would be for the best, he couldn't afford to be selfish, but he also wanted to be happy.
Tezuka sighed, he caressed Fuji's cheeks as he placed a soft kiss on Fujis lips before standing up.
"I'm sorry…" he muttered and closed the door.
TBC....
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