A/N: Well I guess this is where it get's confusering. Ha. Well chapter ten shall be up soon. But my writing may be less frequent since school starts Tuesday. Blehhh.

Disclaimer: I hate these. I don't own Kingdom Hearts or it's characters... Geeze.

"Riku, I can't." She muttered, turning her face away from his gaze. "I can't love you."

"I know."

Riku stared at the side of her face before she turned to look at him again.

'Maybe I could just-' But before she finished her thoughts, she had already pressed her lips against his.

When the two broke apart, Riku pressed Kairi into a tight hug. Not knowing what to do, Kairi decided she needed to wrap her arms around him as well. Riku patted her head softly and whispered into her ear,

"Roxas."

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"Man Kai, How long does it take to go find someone in a little cave?" Roxas looked at his watch and sighed.

She had gone across to the island forty-five minutes ago and he was beginning to worry.

"Okay that's it! I'm going and bringing them back," He went to the docks and rented a boat.

When he reached the island, he crept into the dark cave where he knew Riku and Kairi were, but what he found, was something he never thought he'd see.

" Kai, I love you." Riku whispered into her ear softly.

"Riku, I can't." She muttered, turning her face away from his gaze. "I can't love you."

"I know."

Roxas watched as Riku stared at the side of her face before she turned and caught his gaze. Before he knew it, Kairi had pressed her lips against Riku's. Apparently no one had realized he was there yet because both of them wrapped their arms around each other and pulled into a tight hug. He watched as Riku looked up and caught his gaze and he patted Kairi's head before whispering into her ear,

"Roxas."

She shot upright and turned around. "Oh my god-"

Roxas felt hot tears sting to his eyes as he watched Kairi step towards him. He shook his head and looked away.

"Kairi, How could you?" He turned away from them and ran down the beach and to his boat.

When he reached it, he went to leap into it but he missed and fell into the shallow waters of the shore. He pushed out and swam to the deeper waters where he dunked under and decided he wasn't coming up. As he choked for air, he heard a voice call out his name.

'Roxas,' He looked around and a hint of blue caught his eyes.

"Thoraaa-" But he was cut off by lack of oxygen and everything went black.

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"Roxas wake up." A voice spoke softly and his eyes fluttered open.

"Sora?" He asked, staring up into the eyes of the deceased teen. "Sora… Kairi-She-Riku…"

"I know." He sighed deeply and watched as Roxas sat up. "I don't know what to tell you here Roxas. She cheated on you. She kissed another guy… She kissed Riku."

Roxas stared around him and realized he was still under the ocean, but was encased in some sort of bubble. He let small tears pour down his cheeks and he sighed.

"Sora I love her… What am I supposed to do?" He held his head with his arms and sobbed.

"I love her too Roxas, but Kairi got herself in deep this time. She cheated on you and nothing can forgive that." Sora folded his arms across his chest. "So this is something only you can handle on your own. Good bye Roxas, and good luck."

Before Roxas could say anything more, the bubble of air disappeared. Roxas kicked up to the surface as fast as he could, but once again ran out of breath. As his eye's began fluttering closed he saw a hand pull him up and he smiled.

"Aiiiiiriii-" He muttered and once more blacked out.

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"Is he going to be okay?"

"We're not sure. You say he blacked out twice?" Kairi nodded. "Well it seems the second time, his lungs filled up with too much water and now he can't breath on his own. It also seems he sprained his leg, probably from trying to kick up to the surface too quickly."

"Is he going to wake up anytime soon?" Kairi asked, wiping a tear from her eye.

"We're not sure. But we'll do all we can to bring him back to full health." The doctor waved and walked out of the room.

Kairi stared at Roxas's pale face and sighed. She had brought him here last night when she had found him passed out in the ocean. He hadn't opened his eye's since and had a tube down his throat to help him breath. If she hadn't found him, he would have drowned and died.

"All because of her." Kairi mumbled.

'Me?' A soft voice spoke from beside her.

She turned and came face to face with another girl, a pale skinned blond. A sketchpad was laid across her lap and a small charcoal pencil was set in her right hand. She stared into Kairi's eye's and sneered lightly.

"You're still mad because of the Riku incident?" Kairi grabbed a knife near Roxas's bed and grinned. "Ah yes, of course you are."

"Naminé!" Kairi plunged the knife into the girls shoulder and watched as blood slipped down her arms and onto the floor below.

"You forget. True Nobodies cannot feel pain." Naminé spoke softly and wiped the blood onto her hand and smiled. "I am still part of you. Not like Roxas who was separated from the dearly departed Sora…"

Kairi dropped the knife and pressed her hands across her mouth. "I hate you Naminé! You screwed everything up between Roxas and I! You made something inside me want to kiss Riku-"

"Come on Kairi, don't kid yourself. You know you wanted to do it… ever since you were little you had a crush on both Sora and Riku." Naminé began to sketch lightly. "But as you grew, your feelings for Sora exceeded and your crush became love."

"I never loved Riku though. I had a small crush that disappeared after Sora and I went through our adventures…"

"But I love him." Kairi's eye's widened and she shook her head. "I used to be in love with that thing," Naminé muttered pointing over to Roxas.

"That's how he recognized me… I resembled you!" Kairi held her head in her hands and sighed.

"You're lucky you know. Never having to worry about just disappearing… Feeling emotions." Naminé tucked her sketchbook under her feet and smiled lightly. "So therefore, You are going to be me."

Kairi's eyes widened as a bright light eclipsed from Naminé's hand and surrounded her body. She felt her breathing stop and her body fall forward, then everything went black. When she opened her eye's, she was no longer feeling anything. Her sadness had lifted, her smile's disappeared.

"I don't feel anything-" Kairi whispered.

Looking around her, Kairi realized Naminé was gone, but her sketchpad was now lain across Roxas's bed. She picked it up and opened to the first page where a drawing of Sora faced her. Smiling, she turned a few page's ahead where a picture of Roxas was, a note scribbled beside it.

'Kairi, Feel what it's like to be one of us. One without a heart. Only you can bring back that which you have lost-'

"Naminé," Kairi stared at Roxas's motionless body, then laid the sketchbook across it again. "I'm sorry Roxas. But I need to find-"

She stared out of the window and spoke softly, "My heart."

End Note: Well now, If you can figure this all out... Ha. I get it, and hopefully you will too. I looooove all you reviewers! Be sure and hit that small purpley button again and review some more!