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Pain. That's all I felt. Physically the worst, emotionally crushed, I knew I was in hell, I knew I deserved this for all the parties and booze. For turning my back on my family and charities. But most of all god. I used to be a good person. I used run 7 charities and cook for my family. But then he happened and I left home and started a screamo band . "aaahhhhhhhhh" the pain was becoming worse if that was possible. It felt like every inch of me was on fire. Yep hell. Then I heard the voices.

" She'll com around in 5 minutes" a high women's voice said from somewhere in hell. I found listening help distract me from the pain.

" Good I'm so sorry" this voice was drenched with guilt and misery. Did he do this to me.

" Jasper don't feel so bad, we all slip up and she'll be good for the family, and we'll be good for her besides she loves to shop" how'd she know that.

" Alice I should have had control this is all my fault she's in so much pain even more than bella was in or there something else going on" what he couldn't of heard me yelling at Paul. Paul that ass. If I ever see him again he'd get it. But I wouldn't cause I was in hell. "Besides hate to burst your bubble but she won't be able to shop for years"

What no shopping this was hell. That's the one thing I'd always loved it was even more relaxing than music.

" no jasper the two things she'll carry with her are her temper and will power so within the week she'll be able to handle Charlie and by next month she'll be able to be in large crowds so I have another shopping partner" Alice squealed. " oh she'll come through in 40 seconds and don't feel bad about her reaction and 3..2... 1"

And like some magic the pain was gone and I felt amazing'

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Ok so there's chapter two sorry for the wait but I'm so busy. I had to write this during class LOL. I'll try to update by Monday. Please review. They make me happy and inspire me. So you get longer and better chapters sooner. The song I -listen to were pain-three days grace and before he cheats- Carrie Underwood

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