Chapter 6- Pool Party

Edward

Friday April 20

Today, Tanya is hosting a pool party.

She is famous at school for having wild parties, all the time.

So here I am at her house with her sitting on my lap trying to be seductive. It's awkward, really.

I don't want to talk to her. I'd rather just swim.

I wonder if Bella is here. We haven't talked for awhile.

"Tanya is your mom here?"

"Yes, but I told her not to disturb us."

"Uhh, I'm gonna go to the bathroom, ok?"

"Ok." And with that she kissed me.

I seriously don't know why I liked her in the first place.

That's what I get for listening to Emmett.

I walked up the stairs stumbling over people who were making out. Gosh, get a room.

"Dude where you going?"

"The bathroom."

"I don't believe that." For some reason Emmett has been following me around.

"Why the hell is that?"

"Because first of all, there is a bathroom downstairs. And you don't look like your about to fuck Tanya. She isn't with you."

"Emmett fuck off."

"Ok, ok. I will. Just make sure whatever you're doing is not wrong."

Did he know?

No.

He couldn't.

Unless-

No.

No. He can't know.

She had to be in her room.

So I walked to her room, making sure Emmett wasn't following me.

And I knocked.

She answered.

She looked even more beautiful than ever.

Her eyes were blood shot. She has been crying.

It was heartbreaking.

Every time I kissed Tanya, I thought of Bella.

And she pulled be into the room and kissed me.

And I kissed her back. Wanting her more than anything.

We were on the bed now, and I knew what was going to happen.

But I didn't think twice.

I didn't stop. But that was a mistake.

It was a mistake because right at that moment the door flew open.