Chapter 8- Secrets
Edward POV
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So here I am sitting at lunch with Tanya, Alice, Jasper, Emmett, and Rosalie.
Alice is staring at me.
Jasper is glancing at both of us.
Emmett is being the perv he is.
Tanya is talking to Rose about some girly shit.
Jasper is whispering something to Alice.
She doesn't answer.
He looks at me again.
I just look away.
This is very awkward.
Will she tell him?
I mean he can keep a secret.
"Edward?"
Shit. Jasper is speaking to me.
"Yes?" I answer still looking away.
"Follow me, I need your, err, help with something."
I glance at Alice who just nods back.
So I stand up and follow him.
When we are outside, he stops.
"I know you have been hiding something from all of us Edward. And I know that Alice knows."
"Jasper, it's nothing."
"Obviously it is. Every time I talk to Alice she ignores me."
"Then that is between you and her."
"No. It is between you and her."
"Why do you assume she knows?"
"Because she has been acting strange since the night Emmett asked her to check on you. If Emmett feels something is wrong then something must be wrong. Even Emmett can see it! Emmett!"
"Why do you want to know?"
"Because I can help you."
"You can't. My problem is unfixable!"
"Edward, please."
"You won't help! You will just tell me that it's wrong! You will remind me that she and I can't be together!"
Fuck.
Did I just say that out loud?
Yes.
Yes I did.
"Who is she?"
I ignored him.
"Who is she?! Tell me Edward!"
"Tanya's mother."
I couldn't look at him.
He would tell me things I already knew.
"You're kidding me."
"NO I'M NOT! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! YOU CAN'T HELP!"
"Why Edward? Why her?"
"I don't know Jasper. I don't know."
I was crying now.
"You love her?"
"Yes! Would I be crying if I didn't?!"
"Edward. I know you know the problems this will cause. But what do I say?! Tell you to continue this? Tell you not to? Edward Cullen is crying. You never cry."
"Yeah. But I love her Jasper. I love her more than myself. Why can't I get a happy ending like you and Alice? Why can't we be together?"
"This life is cruel Edward. And you have been cruel to it."
"I don't give a fuck! I don't care about my life! I care about our life!"
"Edward, I, I want you to be happy but I'm not the one who can do that."
"Then what the hell do I do?!"
"I don't know."
"See you can't help me!"
"I will."
"How the hell are you going to do that?!"
"By not telling anyone your secret."
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(AN) Well there you have it people.
More drama.
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*Andrea*