Disclaimer: For people with like 50 kinds of vision you are so blind to the state of what I own; which is nothing in case you've forgotten.
I waited for you, just so you know. I stayed up late watching for you. Wishing that you would return. Even after I learned of your banishment for not fighting your father, the love that was burning inside of me refused to fade. I think what broke my heart the most was that you never seemed to care about me or show the slightest bit of interest in me. Because of you my fighting skills would falter whenever we sparred as children, I never wanted to hurt you.
On the day you pushed me into the fountain I swore that I would marry no one else but you. You were to marry me; you didn't know that did you. You and I were betrothed; we were to be married on your 18th birthday, but when you were banished the betrothal contract was destroyed.
'If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn, don't let if fade
I'm sure I'm not being rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart
It's ruining everything
And I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you'
I don't think you ever figured out how much I actually cared for you. If you did you never showed that you knew. I don't think that you knew that every glance, every touch, every kind word you said to me was stored away in my brain. Those moments were cherished, brought out only when I was certain I was alone.
'But I'm in so deep
You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger'
In my eyes you could do no wrong. When you refused fight your father, your sister called you a coward, but to me you were brave. I built these little fantasies where you would steal into my room in the dead of night, risking the penalty of death because you'd returned to the Fire Nation. Returned to the Fire Nation to take me from my family because you'd discovered that you couldn't live without me.
But these fantasies were all lies. They would never come true; you'd never shown me any attention before, why would you suddenly risk life and limb, for someone you didn't love. Regardless of this knowledge, I still wanted nothing more than for you to want and need me the way I wanted and needed you.
'Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong
I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And I wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you'
Some days it was hard for me to carry on like a normal human being. It was hard to live with the knowledge that you would never love me. That I was destined to either marry some one I loathed or to end up alone. I wasn't always so depressing and gloomy, no once I was happy and outgoing. I was like most normal children. I became what I am now, when I realized that I would never be able to call you my own.
'And I'm in so deep
You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have let it linger'
Up until the point where I saw you with that water bending witch, saw you protecting her, I thought that I had a chance to make you mine. There was a small flame of hope, not to mention numerous dreams which in all you declared to me your undying love. But when I saw you with that girl, I knew where you heart truly lied, and that flame was extinguished. I saw the glances that you exchanged when you thought no one else was looking. I heard the whispered words you said. And in the dark of the night when I was sure everyone was asleep I would cry into my pillow, wishing it was me instead of her.
'And I'm in so deep
You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger
You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger'
The worst part is no matter who you love; I'll never stop loving you.
Author's Note: If you guys have any requests for songs let me know, and I'll see what I can do.